Hoseok POV

I might have jumped the gun on y/n staying with me and Yoongi. I was honestly just trying to help Yoongi protect Tae because he means something to him, but now we know he is y/n's brother and that my father is somehow involved with what happened to him.

Now this means I have to share a room with y/n, my room, while Yoongi shares my spare room with Tae. I feel like I'm going to hear a bunch of loud sex once Tae opens himself up to Yoongi, then again Yoongi needs to get bent over, either way it'll be a lot of sex that I'm not having.

I leaned over to whisper into y/n's ear,

"I hope you know that means I wasn't done with you."

Her face flushed a dark red as she tried to scoot away from me but I grabbed her legs so she couldn't.

"Y/n, I don't know why you're running from me, but please stop and let me make you feel better."

"Is that the same thing you said to Mizuki to make her feel better?" She spat at me.

I could feel the jealous rage radiating off of her body sweetly and I loved it. Hoseok is raging within me to not push y/n too far but I assure him that I just want to play with her and he can have her back when I'm done. The anger swirls in her eyes, trying to dull, I notice a couple of scars on her inner thighs and I frown.

"I want you to stop doing this y/n."

She looks confused as to why I cared about her cutting, truthfully I wasn't sure. If it had been anyone else I would have let them continue but I can't watch her do this to herself.

"I'll be fine Hoseok, I've been doing this for two years now. It helps me."

"After your break up with Marcus?"

She frowns and attempts to close her legs but I stop her with my hands, spreading her wide. If this had been another situation, I'd be burying myself into her right now but this is serious so I ignore the throbbing within my jeans.

"You don't understand, I need you to stop this. Nothing is worth this."

She started sniffling as if I didn't understand her pain or her breakup with him. He was some prick, why shed any tears over him.

"You don't understand Hoseok...I've given all that I could offer. My body, my heart, my love. I stood by his side no matter what fucked up thing he did to me. No matter how many times he screamed at me and made me feel worthless."

I understood more than she thought, she makes me feel the same way. Hell, Miyori at a point was my only comfort because no matter what I did to her before she actually disappeared. I reached my hand out and wiped her tears away.

"You aren't worthless, belive me y/n you're so much more than that."

She sniffled and wiped her remaining tears away, I reached out and hugged her. Despite whatever is going on or whatever dark urges she makes rise within me she's still so soft and fragile. No matter the hard front she puts on she's still a soft muffin.

Yoongi and Taehyung came into the living room and given the position we were in I don't blame their faces. Her legs were wide and I was between them, her skirt was hitched up to where if I moved she'd be flashing her brother.

"Um were we interrupting something?" Yoongi asked with Taehyung behind him.

I remembered that I wasn't any good for her, neither of us would be able to keep her safe. Her brother was a target thanks to my father who is so set on "curing" the sadist within me. I let her go and close her legs.

"No, nothing important. Y/n take my bed, I'll be fine in the living room." I lowered my head. "I'm going to go out for a bit, Yoongi you got them right?"

Yoongi nodded and squeezed Taehyung's hand and he jumped a little, clearly not ready for contact. "Yeah, I got them."

"Call me if anything. I'm going to call Jungkook and Jimin." I headed out of the apartment trying to not look back at y/n's hurt and confused face.

The walk to the bar wasn't long considering that I only lived about ten minutes away from it. Jimin was the only one who showed up which was strange because I never saw him without Jungkook.

"What's up Jimin? Where's Jungkook?" I asked as I sat down on the stool next to him.

"We got into a fight..." Jimin said sadly.

"What do you mean? I know you guys didn't physically fight Jimin. No offense but you're kind of tiny."

Jimin smiled at my joke about his height. "It was...I don't think you understand Hyung."

Ah, why does everyone think I don't understand how they feel? I've known Jimin and Jungkook for a long time, so I know how to spot things that they want to keep hidden. Jimin loves Jungkook and I don't doubt that their fight had something to do with that.

"Jiminie. I know that you have feelings for Jungkook, it's been written all over your face for years now."

Jimin's face flushed a rosey pink as he took his shot of whiskey.

"Aish, really Hyung? Well Jungkookie knows too but when he asked how I felt about him I panicked and left."

I shook my head at Jimin why would he not tell Jungkook the truth? Then again who am I to talk, I'm a sadist that enjoys hurting this one girl yet I've told her nothing about how I feel. I took my shot to the head and continued to try and convince Jimin to talk to Jungkook.

As I stumbled back home I saw that I had a bunch of missed calls from Yoongi and a couple from Mizuki. I haven't given that girl a taste of my dick in a while, why is she calling me?

My key fumbles into the hole and I stumbled inside. I can hear Yoongi's footsteps coming closer to me.

"Hobi, have you seen y/n?" He asked me.

"Last I saw she was on the couch when I left. Did she meet her friends?"

There was no need for me to panic yet. Maybe she went for a walk, maybe she went to like the store or something. Then I realize she could be angry and wanted to relieve her anger on another person since I stopped her from hurting herself.

The darkness in y/n's heart might have her hurt someone, but I want that someone to be me. Yoongi shook his head at my question.

"Taehyung called Hiyori, she's not there with her. All I know is Mizuki came by looking for you then y/n is gone and so is she.

That's when I felt my blood run cold. I told her that she could do whatever she wanted when Mizuki came to the door, what if she took me seriously? Mizuki stopped calling me while I walked here and I have no idea where they could be.

Immediately I turn and head for the door, I hope I can stop her before she does something she'd regret, or before I push her too far. I tried calling her but I got no answer, I was going to keep running until I found her.

I just hope I wasn't too late...