February 7

Samuel and I boarded the train.

"It's so early." Samuel yawned.

"You're the one who said we should get there early so that you could talk with my mom." I looked down at my phone. 5:03am.

"Yeah that wasn't the best plan." He sat down in a seat.

I sat down next to him. "I'm so tired." I put my head on Samuel's shoulder.

"Hey don't fall asleep on me. What am I supposed to do if you fall asleep?" He asked.

"If you're smart, you'll sleep too." I closed my eyes and started to fall asleep.

Samuel moved a bit and I heard music start, Chris Brown.

"Sayin Gimme gimme that." Samuel sang quietly.

I cuddled up to him without meaning to. I felt him tense up but then his arm wrapped around me.

Samuel sighed. "I wish you liked me the way I like you." His lips pressed against my forehead.

He does like me, I mean I like him too but, I don't know. We're just so close, I don't want to mess that up.

Timeskip

I felt someone poking my face. "Ne~ What?"

"We're here." Samuel said.

I opened my eyes to him staring down at me, I was laying in his lap. I jerked up, slamming my forehead into his chin.

"Dammit, do you always have to do that?" Samuel held his chin.

"Sorry." I rubbed my forehead.

"Be more careful huh?"

"Sorry." I kissed his cheek.

What The Fuck Did You Just Do??!!

I sunk back in my seat.

Samuel laughed. "You got it bad~!"

"Ahh jinjja! I just.."

He pressed his lips against mine. He backed up after about 5 seconds.

He just kissed me! What?! I... What the hell?! It felt nice. Aju NICE! What the hell is wrong with me?