"What makes resisting temptation
difficult for many people
is they don't want to discourage it
completely. "
F R A N K L I N  P. J O N E S

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"I'm so fucking sick of Baron fucking Corbin!" I groaned as I walked into one of my best friend's hotel room.

Not Nicole because I didn't feel like judgement from Nattie for me even rooming with the guy.

"No, I was not tryna get some morning action from my wife" He narrowed his eyes at me.

"Oh shut up Jimmy, you fucked her last night. I'm in need of some sex as in yesterday." I got in between them, making sure to remain on the covers.

"You letting this abstinence shit get to you?" Naomi giggled, making room for me.

I glared at Jimmy so he rolled his eyes and moved up as well so that I could sit up between them.

"Abstinence would mean I chose this life of purity, well year or two. No I did not, people are intimidated by my lovely personality" I scoffed because I was like the guy who was the best friend of some woman who was oblivious to what she had in front of her except the girl version.

"Why him though?"

He was tall, tanned and all kinds of handsome with large hands that had the perfect touch to start a fire where there hadn't been in quite some time.

"Its not him, I mean it is him. He is there all the time so he is basically preventing me from being with anyone. " I shrugged not even sure why I had snuck out of the room, while he was sleeping to disturb them and confess my sexual desires. I guess you could say I was still running on last night's fuel.

"Its the mystery" Jimmy sighed not catching my 'I don't want Baron, he is a fuck block' speech, "y'all girls just want that intense shit. For all we knew that guy be playing on his Xbox all day while you're wondering about him being like Batman."

I giggled for a moment picturing Baron in the suit and that was not flattering at all, "I'll ignore the last part but it is the mystery I have to admit. I mean I kinda know him, he used to travel with Corey before the split but he never really spoke. Fuck I'm so desperate, just to have a guy in my bed.."

I mean it was obvious I annoyed him and that I was basically throwing myself at him for the last couple weeks. Maybe he didn't like blondes, why was I wanting Baron again?

Oh yeah he admitted to wanting to fuck someone, he didn't say make love, sleep with. He said fuck to clear his head and just the words coming from his mouth led to me wanting to grab him and kiss him then. But after my whole moaning morning I figured it was best I restrained myself.

"It been over a year I ain't blaming you"

"Guys are such idiots with their stupid egos" I groaned.

"Yeah I ain't no guy hey!"

I giggled and shoved him.

"Okay, I definitely ain't blaming you. Mixing business with pleasure ain't good but getting that cookie some sugar is in need."

I sighed as I slid off the bed and paced the room, suppressing the thoughts of me having crossed that line before. I liked to shut it out so far that most of the time I forgot about that time, the time before I changed my hair two years ago because the long hair carried too much baggage.

I smiled with a small giggle clearing my head of those unnecessary flashbacks,"I'm not sexy though. I can't seduce a guy."

I mean one would think lace underwear would do the trick. Maybe I wasn't curvy enough, I wish he had an ex I could search for. Just great now I did really want him because he didn't want me...

"Remember when she tried twerking"

I narrowed my eyes at Jimmy who simply chuckled.

"Nah not even that. You're right. Come on NeyNey we're going shopping. Babe, you coming?"

"Y'all ain't leaving me by myself"

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"Okay when I volunteered to come I didn't think I would be stuck in a women's store all day" Jimmy groaned as he rubbed his eyes, holding two bags.

"Shut up!" I snapped as I tried on various lingerie. But then sighed.

"This is stupid and seriously desperate. Its fine, I'll just be sexually frustrated while sleeping next to a guy who knows just that but "No thanks" you're not woman enough." I groaned.

"No, thanks" was I a fucking bad dish at a restaurant?

"Just jump on it. Ain't no man gon push a woman off" Jimmy blurted out maybe so we could just get home or maybe he had a point.

Sigh so yes they now knew I wanted Mr Wolf luckily Naomi would castrate him if he dared spill. And we all know how he loves getting some...

I adored their relationship, they could go from too much PDA to her smacking him away for it and back to loved up.

"Maybe he have someone?"

"No he don't. I asked Corey randomly last week when we met up at NXT. I'm over it, I think its just that feeling of someone new being literally shoved into your face "

"And your behind"

"What?"

"Y'all telling me y'all didn't spoon in this cold weather?"

I laughed and sipped my drink, "let me go change out of this. And then we can head down to the liquor store, well you can Jon, cause we are ladies."

I curtsied and he covered his eyes, "oops nip slip."

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"Its not even him, just guys in general. I destroyed my last relationship with a clean cut guy so what the fuck I need me a guy who can handle me but I can't even handle me" I groaned.

"I must be drunk cause I fucking understood that"

"Okay I'm cutting y'all off. Renee, you know I can make him sleep on the floor if you want?"

He narrowed his eyes at her and I shook my head.

"See you tomorrow!"

"Bye!"

I went to slip the key card in but the door was open letting me know Mr stuck up was there. I pushed open the door and heard a crack and frowned as I stepped onto shattered glass and looked into the room.

I quickly closed the door as I walked in trying my best to not seem like I had been having a shot contest with Jimmy, "what the hell happened in.."

I saw him sitting at the edge of the bed staring down. I set my bags down and ran my hands roughly over my face, shaking my head. "are you okay?"

"Yeah" He simply said.

"Baron.." I whined as I stood in front of him.

"I fucking said I was okay!" He snapped and that was my cue to go.

"Okay" I smiled and moved back deciding I would sleep on the floor with my friends and risk being fired but felt his hand in mine.

"I'm sorry its just things I'd rather not get into."

He sighed a bit defeated before lying back and groaning into his hands covering his face. A small smile appeared on my face as his t-shirt pulled up and I guess a tamed wolf was better than any.

I slowly nodded and moved between his legs, "want to clear your head?"

"What?" He frowned and I leaned down and slowly placed a kiss on his lips.

I had literally embarrassed myself to a point of no return in front of the guy. I just needed some sexual pleasure in my life, please don't pull away..

Okay Renee, too much.

"I'm sorry I..." I stood up but he sat up as well and pulled me onto his lap and kissed me hard, briefly biting my tongue as he forced his into my mouth. I nearly moaned into the kiss, maybe I was easily aroused in my state but I tasted whiskey on his.

I slowly bit his lip, "no, thanks"

I shrugged and stood up but soon felt myself spun around and pressed up against the wall.

My breath hitched as he pinned me between the wall and him straining his neck while he stared, blankly, down at me . Being confined by the wolf caused his eyes to darken but only turned me on.

"I was kidding Baron" I wrapped my arms around him as I leaned up on my toes allowing my lips to graze over his with Jimmy's words of him being a man who wouldn't refuse roaming in my head..

"I wish you would stop" I felt his fingers hook into my hair as he pushed his tongue past my lips again. Kissing Baron went weirdly the same as it had in my dream; roughly but so hot.

I moaned and pushed my body up against his. He groaned as his hand moved up my body before wrapping around my face as he broke it.

"I'm not going to do this with you, Renee."

"Okay" I cheerily replied feeling my head spinning and moved past him, stripping off my clothes before I got into bed.

But of course even though I accepted defeat again, my mouth didn't...

"You want to act like you're different from everyone else but yet you're just treating me like they all do" I rambled.

"No I don't."

"There's a reason they picked me because they know I wouldn't do anything. Everyone thinks they know every little thing about me because I am so open but you're the only one who knows what I want and I know what you want so I don't see why it has to be such a big deal. You need to fuck to clear your head and I want it rough. Its a win win Big Wolf! Have you not watched Friends with Benefits?"

"We aren't friends though." He said while taking off his t-shirt to give to me.

"Nope" I giggled and he eyed me and I guess he definitely knew I was a bit out of it.

"Who says I find you sexually attractive?" He chuckled.

"Well the soldier standing right up"

"That's called morning wood"

"Whatever, forget about it. Night Baron" I pat his chest before turning away from him.

"Renee?"

"You can offend me more tomorrow wolf" I shrugged knowing I did my job and got his mind off whatever was bothering him.

I felt his arm wrap around me and I moved closer but felt his lips on my neck causing my body to slowly heat up. Honestly these days just a simple touch from Baron caused my body to be heated that's why I tried my best not to initiate spooning but we always did. "Bar.."

"Ssssssh you talk way too much" He sighed.

His hand pushed his shirt I wore up before pulling down my underwear and pushing me onto my back.

"Only one time.." He whispered before I felt his lips on mine sending vibrations through little old me. I mean come on a guy's breath prickling your skin as his fingers trace over your inner thigh before you feel him ease into you.

Only one time..

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To be continued lol