"I'm scared as hell to want you,
But here I am, wanting you anyway."

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I rolled my eyes walking back into the room, closing the door and locking it. I didn't need Xander coming in, attempting to take over the bed when he had woken me up to go outside.

I kicked off my shoes and laid beside Renee, who had fallen asleep after the drive back. Now I wasn't a romantic guy or anything but I had noticed the spot several times when going off on my Harley. So when she ditched the restaurant idea I had planned I didn't have a problem with it. I mean, I could distract myself with making her squirm while we sat amongst rich fucks or I could just be able to do whatever I want without anyone judging me compared to who I was with other people. We ended up on a hill top under a full moon and just staring out and for once she didn't talk my head off, but yet we enjoyed it anyway.

I had time to think about Amy's warning tone about me being careful who I chose to spend my time with, but then Renee would cuddle up to me and I'd push it back. They clearly thought I didn't know about her 'baggage' but I did and she was over it, so why the fuck should I care about it?

I pulled her close to me and closed my eyes figuring I had a couple more hours before she would end up waking me up. I kissed into her neck before slowly tracing on her stomach as I had slipped my hand beneath my top she wore, which in my defence had been completely innocent, until I heard faint moans. 

She was that frustrated...

I debated ignoring it and going back to sleep but it had been quite sometime and I already felt myself getting ready for her. I smirked and let my hands leave her waist and slipped my hand south.

"Like that honey?" I whispered against her skin as I eased my finger into her, wondering what she was dreaming about with how wet she was. It better have been me...

"Baron" she moaned and that was all I needed to remove my hand. I had been very, very patient and while I had been satisfied because my body was that weak for her just rubbing up against her got me off, like it had the first time. I just wanted to be inside my girlfriend...

My girlfriend, the bubbly blonde who I was sure most guys wanted and she didn't even realize, was mine...

I kissed into her neck feeling myself grow, gently nibbling into it feeling the need to mark her despite the purple marks draping her skin from last night. Her breathing picked up as I moved onto her. I released myself and slowly pushed in but then groaned and stopped.

"Honey, wake up.." I gently kissed her lips before biting onto them and saw the faint smile on them giving her, one more kiss before her eyes opened slightly.

"Such a gentleman, finally waking up his girlfriend the proper way besides the fact that you're half buried inside of me" She giggled, blinking a few more times which was pointless because of the darkness in the room with the sun rising peeking in.

"I need you.." I whispered into her skin before pushing all in  causing her to gasp and her fingers to dig into my sides, pulling me closer to her.

I wanted to wait for her, be patient and wait till she was ready but besides the fact that she made me hard while she was sleeping and I couldn't think of anything else to do. Seeing her during the car ride over let me know she was still shaky about how our relationship had changed from 'meaningless fucking' to us wanting more and now having it.

I slowly moved in and out of her like I had on one of her drunken nights when she hadn't remembered and her slight frown due to me doing so made me think of speeding up but she smiled and pushed me onto my back.

"Don't push me back, I just wanted to kiss you without you complaining of a sore neck afterwards" She whispered keeping up the slow pace.

She moaned into my lips and slipped her tongue past them, making me smile as my hands gripped her waist, feeling her hips move onto me.

"You're so beautiful" I groaned as I fell back staring at her.

She simply stared at me, taking my hands off her thighs and pinning them above my head before kissing me. I pushed my body weight onto hers and heard her giggling as we laid on our sides and I pulled her thigh over my back. I didn't speed things up but I did push deeper and tighten my grip on her knowing I would leave a mark but I couldn't stop myself as I nudged my nose over hers, seeing in her eyes she wanted me. I don't think I had ever been as desired by a woman as when I was with her, I definitely didn't want anyone as much as I did her.

Fuck I sounded like a fucking puppy instead of a wolf...

She closed her eyes and bit her lip pushing her body against mine meeting my thrusts, "Bar..."

Her moans became louder and her nails stung into my skin and I pushed deeper and harder inside her, knowing I wouldn't hold out much longer once she lost herself. "Yessssss..."

I felt her writhing beneath me and immediately pushed deep inside her as I could for one last time and groaned into her chest still hidden by my top she wore. "Fuck! Only you, honey"

I didn't move for a bit, clutching onto her and if anyone could see how much, they'd probably laugh their asses off.

"I would hope so, Corbin" She breath.

I felt a kiss on my forehead and smirked, lifting my head, gently kissing her before lifting her in my arms to the bathroom.

I smirked as I had turned on the water forgetting she still had my top on while my boxers had disappeared somewhere. She took it off allowing me to see her body which I had tried not to look at despite showering with her a few times because I would have definitely lost all patience and now...

"You're staring at me like a piece of meat, baby" She playfully narrowed her eyes and giggled as I knew my fucking cheeks showed my surprise at the random name. She reached for the soap and I felt my jaw clench seeing the water flow over her but her voice caused me to focus on her instead.

"That was different.."

I frowned until I saw the smile meeting her eyes. So I decided not to point out that her drunken nights led to her forgetting my first night making love to her. Fuck did I just admit that's what I did?

"I love how you surprise me.." She added before turning around and letting the water flow over her face...

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"And I would walk a thousand miles
just to see you.."

I heard her voice through my sleep, I hadn't been strong enough and ended up taking her in the shower again. And I wasn't as gentle as I had been before, while I hadn't ever been rough before her. I had to admit I liked it, only with her...

That led to us heading back to bed and I wasn't sure what time it was, probably early afternoon but frowned as I opened my eyes. She was sitting up with her legs crossed and my guitar in her lap while I had clearly been holding onto her waist and buried my face in her side.

"I can play" she smiled while the sound that woke me up told me she couldn't and I slowly sat up, removing my arm from her.

"You know that chick plays a piano in that song right?" I pointed out and she didn't question my knowledge of it when I had been forced to endure hours of White Chicks with her.

"Well excuse me for trying to serenade my hot boyfriend who just tired me out for the day, might I add." She shook her head, narrowing her hazel brown eyes.

"That's why you should start training with me again, get that stamina up honey" I leaned over and wrapped my arm around her again and kissed into her neck chuckling as I smelt my shampoo on her cause she ran out of her own.

"Fuck I have to feed Xander." I groaned into her neck.

"What kind of guest do you think I am? I fed him, he is actually asleep over there. It was quite a mission figuring out where his food was stored until I saw a child lock." She nodded towards the edge of the bed and I realized she had made herself small to allow room for him.

"He gets in sometimes and I didn't feel like moving the shit higher and doing a whole swap so I asked Amy." I explained resting my head on her shoulder as she wore another of my tops that hung loosely causing her shoulders to be revealed.

"I washed the sheets too, and you are quite a heavy man and heavy sleeper."

"I meant to do that.." I shook my head when I actually hadn't, I hadn't thought about it.

"Its the first time you stayed with me in bed and didn't run to the bathroom with or without me. It was the least I could do..."

"The last thing we need are little wolves running around right now. So if I have to go back to my high school days of finishing off in the shower.."

"I'm on the pill, Corbin." She pointed out.

"So were a lot of women.."

"Woah are you a..."

"No" I chuckled because I would need a woman for that, "I'm just saying." I cleared my throat and rubbed my eyes before pulling her onto my lap.

"You can't play, can you?" I whispered as she sat sideways on my lap which led to me glancing over her shoulder.

"Nikki and I have been going for lessons"

I nodded, sure those weren't as effective but listened to her attempts until I felt her hair briefly smack me in the face as she turned to look at me.

"Can you?"

"Well I have the guitar.."

"You love bands and you're always getting honoured. It could just be a gift.." She shrugged.

"I can.. Yeah.. Not that good though" I shook my head knowing where this was going and I knew I'd fuck up with her watching me.

"Please..." She whined before pouting which caused me to avoid her eyes.

"On your birthday. Wait when is your birthday?" The last thing I needed was me having missed it while we were together or it being today.

"September 19th"

Far enough.

"Yeah your birthday. But mines the 13th so I guess it depends on what I'm getting." I smirked but she smiled brightly and kissed me before handing me the guitar and jumping up causing Xander to lift his head and follow her out the room.

I wasn't sure what had just happened but set the guitar beside my bed and slipped on a sweatpants. I thought about slipping over a top after catching myself in the mirror but rolled my eyes and tossed it. She didn't care and she was mine...

"How long have you been awake?" I questioned curiously seeing the proper breakfast set on the counter.

"You invited me into your house so figured I'd spoil you, I haven't cooked in awhile." She shrugged apologetically and by the looks of her house I stumbled into I knew she probably didn't use it.

"I usually just take a drive up to Corey's when I'm in the mood." I explained.

"Can't cook?"

"I can, there's just no point when I can drive fifteen minutes" I mumbled between bites.

"Well I expect to have you cook for me on my birthday too." She smiled and I realized my words before had gotten her extra cheery.

"So whose family are we spending Christmas with?" I smirked and she glanced up narrowing her eyes knowing I had caught on.

"Thanksgiving with mine, Christmas yours.." She smiled and I nodded slowly.

"I see I made it to your fridge of exceptional people..." She glanced back and I smiled seeing the picture we took when I took her out on a date. One of the many pictures of me winning my boxing stuff, the Andre The Giant Battle Royal, Magazine articles from Rolling Stones. I hardly had visitors so I hadn't really taken note of it. And my friend had given it to me so I stuck it up...

I saw her eyes linger on a football picture, "You said I was adorable. Would you have gone for me if I hadn't had the whole make-over. I mean you're still not getting a great package right now but.."

I tried to chuckle but ended up sounding stupid and rolled my eyes as I finished off my food and set it in the sink leaning past her with a small smirk as she peeked up at me. "I'm sure I would have.."

"You didn't take much note of me before you were stuck with me. I mean you always had a hello to give but..."

"You were the one who would seem annoyed whenever I came over to ask Corey something. So I kept it at hello because well, figured I was sparing you. I was respecting your boundaries..."

I nodded and moved back around the kitchen island petting Xander. "Speaking of boundaries. I was thinking you can't live in that house anymore"

"I wouldn't say living..." She began and saw her mood change slightly.

"I know. I just... your shit is packed you might as well get them on a truck." I tried to sound casual and focused on Xander instead.

"All the way to Canada?" She giggled shaking her head.

"No. Here." I stood up and stared into her eyes seeing the confusion fill it.

"What?"

I shrugged, "I like my place but I have a couple spare rooms we can stick your stuff in. You'll be in my bed. Our bed I guess, since that's the only place you choose to fuck me in"

"Baron, I told you. Fast pace is too much."

I smirked as my mind drifted to the gutters while she laughed out and hopped onto me and I immediately kissed her.

She broke it and kissed me several times until I eventually gripped her chin and shook my head. "So little wolf. You moving in with me?"

"Baron, you are a bipolar wolf and.."

I tried not to let my jaw clench realizing she wasn't keen on the idea, I had been thinking of it last night while she admired the full moon. I wasn't ashamed to admit that I wanted her around, a lot, cause I wasn't okay without her. To myself at least...

"Renee, everything with us was fast paced. You were thrown into my life, we slept together, you left me, we made up and now we're here. We're on the same brand it makes sense..."

"Is that all? Makes sense" She whispered, hesitantly.

I sighed, "That and I would like a reason to come back here once a week instead of lounging on Corey's couch. And sleep with you somewhere instead of a random hotel, I'm not sounding like Baron am I?" I chuckled while she shook her head.

"You're intoxicated with me." She traced over my chest reminding me I was shirtless.

"What?" I frowned.

"We've been together for a couple months and we're still in the honeymoon period of wanting each other like crazy. Once that's over I don't want you waking up on your off days with me wrapped up in your arms, talking your head off and you're like 'why did I ever agree to have her around me 24/7?' "

"You're so fucking busy I doubt you'll be around here most of the time."

"So I have a point?" She folded her arms.

"No, Blondie. I've spent the last few years on my own and I could care less, about a cold bed. Xander takes over, everything that I fucking find annoying I miss when I'm not with you. I'd still want you here, I don't think the honeymoon phase counts for two people who started off their relationship fucking. I'm not going to force you into anything though.." I shrugged opening the backdoor to let Xander out and moved out with him.

"Not right now, wolf" I heard her soft voice before seeing her on my right leg and nodded, staring out at the backyard feeling like a fucking idiot.

I knew I shouldn't have asked...

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