"But she falls like that.
With her heart on her sleeve
And the sea in her eyes..."
R M. D R A K E

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I outlined the stars on his chest as he slept, most of the time I would be gone because I happened to have quite a few obligations.

But not today. Today I had off and while I had plans with Nikki later I wasn't going to go rushing off anywhere.

Why? Because I felt slightly guilty for the way I pushed Baron away last night. Especially after I felt him pull me close having thought I was asleep.

Yes he might have grumbled a "she just wants to make me mad" to himself but feeling him hold me close to his chest caused me to fall asleep with a smile.

I had it that bad for this wolf.

Why couldn't I be someone who didn't fall so easily, care so darn much...

I had gotten up early and showered myself, cleaned up the shattered glass which indeed belonged to the bathroom mirror that I knew he wouldn't bother to and now I was laid next to him, admiring The Lone Wolf.

How was it rooming with him overall?

I liked that I was the only one he spoke to. I even liked his fits of rage, that accompanied it when he became like a kid not getting what he wanted. I liked how we'd be screaming at each other while he would still want me to wear his clothing and then give me the night of my life.

Yes I know, to him its just sex and maybe I'm reading into it all too much. But I liked to believe there was a slight bit of hope for me and he wasn't exactly Mr share your feelings...

Most of all, I liked him and wanted him more than the rough touch because my moans weren't just lustful and I wasn't shutting my eyes. I ended up staring into his ones that were so often blank, no emotion, while I was hoping for more.

And here you thought all this tale of wolf and blondie would just be about sex. Sorry to disappoint but I, Renee Young, turned out to be your typical girl falling for a guy way too fast.

So please bare with me...

I watched as he slept and moved onto him and straddled him while slowly rocking back and forth onto him. I felt the nerves hit me, while in my past relationships I was more the one who took control. This wasn't a relationship and Baron had the tendency to snap easily.

Anytime I'm alone, I can't help thinking about you
All I want, all I need, all I see, is just me and you

I bit my lip to stop the moan as I felt him pushing up against me until his hands on me stopped my movements.

"What are you doing?" He whispered before opening his eyes and setting them on me.

I didn't say anything but simply smiled as I leaned forward while he stared, confused, at me. I kissed from the one star on his chest to the other before grinding myself onto him as his grip had eased.

I saw a small smirk edging on his lips as his hands left me, slipping resting on my thighs. I moved faster onto him wanting him inside me but knew that was on his terms so I simply enjoyed the feeling as his eyes darkened.

He giving me that good shit
That make me not quit, that good shit
He giving me that good shit
That make me not quit, that good shit

I closed my eyes and bit my lip as I felt myself pushing closer to the edge and as soon as I found it, so close, I was tipped as my body moved beneath him and he pushed inside me, hard, as my body moved against his.

Oh, he give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry)
He give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry)
Oh, he give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry
He give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry)

"Yesssssssssss oh..." I moaned loudly but instead of burying his face in my neck I felt his lips on mine, cutting me off. I giggled while he surprised me as his hands moved up his shirt I wore when they were usually set beside my head.

Anytime, anywhere, baby boy, I can misbehave
Breathe me in, breathe me out, feel me I'm running through your veins

I pushed up against him despite my body being weak because I wanted more than just the rough, coldness we had shared as his hands gripped every part of my body roughly. He broke the kiss and bit my lip before kissing me again as he picked up the pace and then slowed down.

Slowly easing in and out in as his breathing filled my neck and I closed my eyes meeting his slow thrusts. He moved onto his back making me frown, "Come on.."

He giving me that good shit
That make me not quit, that good shit
He giving me that good shit
That make me not quit, that good shit

He squeezed my thighs with a small smile before sitting up and grazing his lips over mine, "I'm tired and you woke me up"

"Kiss me then" I breath and he chuckled and I waited for the annoyed remark but felt his fingers grip my hair. I moaned into his lips, wrapping my thighs around his waist as his fingers pressed into mine moving me onto him.

I wouldn't be surprised if pigs begun to fly outside considering it was my first time on top.

"Baro..." I moaned as he sucked on my skin, kissing along the possible bruise left by his teeth the previous night and I felt the familiar building again despite the rough touch not being there. I bit hard into his neck as my fingers dug into his back.

Oh, he give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry)
He give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry)
Oh, he give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry)
He give it to me
(Everyday, everyday, everyday, eve-ry)

Before I knew it I felt hot water washing over me and opened my eyes as his brown ones burned into mine as he had moved us to the shower.

"Bite me again, little wolf" he whispered into my skin as he pushed me hard up against the wall and I immediately did and as I did he groaned loudly as he pushed into me, filling me as the water soon washed it away.

You make me go
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
(Everyday, eve-ry)
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
(Everyday, eve-ry)

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"And I don't even need to be rough to get you screaming my name honey" He smirked making me nearly choke on my almost finished cup of coffee.

"I blame my morning rashness. I just needed it so badly, so gentle worked. Not that it was fully..."

"Cant I just get a good wolf instead of critic?" He narrowed his eyes.

"Awwww is big wolf seeking approval from his little wolf?" I pushed against his chest and he chuckled.

"The marks on my back that have been constant every night since the first tell me I had it for a long time. " He focused his eyes on me.

In more ways than one..

I glanced away and cleared my throat..

"I would love to have you on Unfiltered sometime?" I touched his hand and I felt him tense so I immediately set it down.

I loved our morning together but hated it as I was probably looking at him with googly eyes as I couldn't stop smiling as we had brunch.

Yes I was actually in public during the day with the wolf. Granted in the corner of the diner with his chair close to mine because he didn't feel like talking too loud.

"Rather not." He sighed leaning back as he scanned the cafe.

"Why not?"

"Because then you'd know me too well. " He smirked.

"Mmmm I already know that you're a slob. You always sleep in basketball shorts, you always wear caps because your thinning hair annoys you while I think it looks perfectly fine. You hate when I fangirl over Dean Winchester, you hate having someone mad at you when that's your permanent mood...Am I wrong?"
I frowned as he stared at me.

"I don't mind people mad at me. Its just you... you.. I have to be with you all the time so it's annoying if you are. "

I rolled my eyes, " You always make sure you wear a shirt during the day because your stomach annoys you..."

"It doesn't annoy me. I have a good body I just don't want.. " He sighed stopping himself and I decided to do the same even though there was a long list of wolf habits.

"I picked up a few things but I would like to know you well" I smiled.

"A lot would.."

"I'm sure.." I sighed and glanced away.

"I didn't mean women, you're the onl.."

"Renee!" My eyes shot up and saw Andrea, the young interviewer who had asked me about Baron weeks before.

"Hey!" I smiled as I stood up which caused Baron's hand that had been stroking my thigh to stop.

"Baron, this is Andrea"

"Nice to meet you, well kind of. I have interviewed you before" she gushed while he simply nodded.

"Is it okay if I join? Its quite full"

"Er sure" I mumbled being the friendly person but inside I hated myself as I knew she somewhat liked him.

I sat down and his large hand was back on my thigh, edging to my inner thigh as she spoke about what I didn't know. As soon as I felt my underwear being moved to the side I immediately choked on my water and he stopped.

"Are you okay?" He mused, his eyes filled with mischief, and I would have been annoyed if it weren't the first time I saw it.

Urgh he was so fucking cute.

I giggled, "perfectly" and spotted Andrea staring at him with dreamy eyes too.

"Renee, when last have you spoken to Nick?" I heard her and felt his hand tightening around my thigh. I placed my hand over it and held it tightly until he let go and held my hand back and I felt butterflies fill me.

It was happening again..

You never learn from your mistakes do you?

"I think the night Baron attacked him while I was interviewing him" I shrugged as that had been about our second week of sleeping together.

"I think he likes you" She giggled.

"Why the fuck would he like her?" He snapped.

"Thanks Baron" I laughed a bit while my heart sunk and I immediately let go of his hand and ran it through my hair.

"I didn't mean.."

I reached into my bag and placed money on the table.

"Its fine. Mmm I have to get to work but you two enjoy. You know you two would make a cute couple so here's to hoping spark's fly while I'm gone." I blurted out.

I didn't bother looking at him as I left the small cafe situated inside the hotel.

Everyone had their theories on Dolph and I but that would never happen.

I just wished Baron hadn't sound so surprised that someone at work could actually like me.

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So this is being more frequently updated than my other fanfics because I want to get it up to par with those.
I'm really not sure what I'm doing with this story it has definitely ended up quite different to how it started so I can only hope I'm not disappointing 😊😊😊