"Even with thorns on your heart
I'd still pick you like the rose
you truly are... "
R. H S I N

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I heard the music fade not actually used to just listening to it because she usually cut it off either to urge me to talk about my schedule for the night and other annoying shit or to put on any other music but what I enjoyed. And just like her moods her taste in music differed, I admit it was amusing watching her sing out without a care in the world but now all I had was my music and this time I shut it off.

"Seriously? Still?" I questioned as I watched her stare out of the window.

I wasn't sure what she wanted from me, she was angry and this time I honestly wasn't even sure what I had done.

She had left me on the porch to help prepare dinner and chatted with my mom with the biggest fucking smile but the moment we got upstairs she immediately shut the bedroom door before I could even think of pulling her into my room.

I wasn't going to go fucking her in my old room, my relationship with my mom wasn't ideal but I wasn't going to disrespect her. I just wanted her in my bed...

Not only had she locked herself in the room but my dog as well which left me sleeping alone in my bed which annoyed me ever since I was stuck with her.

Sleeping alone was nice, especially with my large body but she was so petite it was like she wasn't there and the only place she was in my arms.

"Ren."

Her eyes snapped to me knowing she didn't like it for some reason but I wanted to get her attention.

It was weird seeing her frowning a lot and deep in thought. I mean her smiling all the time had annoyed me but I was used to seeing it and now I only saw it when she was talking to other people. It was there sometimes but somehow I always made her upset, for someone who talked so much one would think she could communicate how she felt better she hadn't hesitated in giving me headaches in the last couple months but now she was acting weird.

I parked the car and locked the doors before she could get out. "Baron"

"What did I do wrong?"

"Nothing" She groaned.

"Then why haven't you spoken to me for almost a day."

"I'm sorry, I didn't fuck you on the plane. Was that something you wanted to do?" She rolled her eyes.

"No..." She smiled and I smirked, "would have been nice though, but with your screaming the pilot would have gotten distracted and we would have crashed."

She shoved my shoulder and shook her head, "its not you Baron. I'm just tired of everything these days I guess."

"Including me?" I smirked and ran my fingers up her thighs beneath her skirt and saw her cheeks turn red making me smile. I could have moved further and it would have been enjoyable watching her knowing we were at work where she was meant to be perfect but then I would be stuck with a fucking hard on that needed her to get rid of and my segment could be moved up earlier...

"How could I be? You require the least amount of work. I just lie there ready for you" She mused but I frowned letting my hands leave her unlocking the doors, biting my tongue from letting her know that's what she wanted. To be dominated and that I did...

"Better get in before we're late and Yes Person fucks up" I stepped out and she giggled but walked straight on.

A have a good night would have been nice but I guess I would just take that from her later.

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I moved towards the make-up area mostly because I hadn't seen Nikki for the night and as I did I heard Baron's music and saw him heading to commentary.

I wasn't sure what was wrong with me, I knew I was acting weird but I didn't know how to go about my feelings for the man who was meant to be just a fuck buddy.

His ass looked so good in those jeans and I had to stop myself from biting my lip even with him attacking my friend.

"His ass looks so good"

My eyes snapped to Nikki, thanking myself for it not being me.

I knew she was most likely talking about Jon, I laughed a bit as it cut to commercial.

I saw Baron step through the curtain in the corner of my eye and seeing him in person made me feel an ache for his rough touch. As usual he walked past me with no emotion at all even though I would be feeling the anger whether it be for in ring or whatever issues later on.

"So how is it rooming with the Lone Wolf?" Nikki smiled and I remembered she was there.

"Its okay. You know me I can find anyone tolerable" I shrugged having not spoken to them about him at all besides the complaining due to leaving them.

I did miss them but Baron seemed to be enough for me, yes he exhausted me with his mood changes but my moods weren't perfect and even though I hated being a horrible person it was nice to just not care what someone thought of you. If he got annoyed with me he would say it but then come crawling back eventually even if it was just a fuck. I'm not even sure if my head is making sense, it's a jungle with a lone wolf running lose.

"Even him? You might as well be rooming with Brock Lesnar" She giggled while I shook my head as while the Beast would be a good challenge, he was married and I stuck to hanging out with Heyman.

"That guy would probably crush me in my sleep" I narrowed my eyes but felt hers on me.

"Crush you in your... You share a bed with Baron?"

Shit.

"I..."

"Jon!"

I smiled as she jumped out of her seat and I was saved by her undying love, but seeing the replay caused my heart to flutter and I did something I didn't really do.

Searched for the lair of the lone wolf while leaving the insane couple as she checked him for any serious injuries.

After asking a few people I immediately opened the door. One, because I had seen all of him so if he was naked, lucky me. And two, I wanted to make sure he was alone.

I saw him seated on the bench staring down, similar to the first time instead no towel around his waist, rubbing his hands together.

He frowned as he saw me and immediately stood up while I wished he could sit down so that I could straddle him.

"What's wrong?" He questioned seeming confused.

"You, these jeans are awfully tight" I slapped his ass as I walked around him and saw him fight a smile before he raised his eyebrow.

"Someone's too cheery tonight, well more bipolar?" He mused and I guess I had been a bit off lately.

With Baron I somewhat had a personal life so it was hard being miss happy around here and then dealing with his moods or the weird thoughts in my head.

I sighed, "Like I said, you're rubbing off on me. Can you lift me up please?"

He did as I asked, surprisingly, by wrapping his one arm around me, making me giggle but my breath hitched as I was face to face with him.

I leaned forward, biting my lip and peeked at him beneath my eyelashes before moving closer as my fingertips traced over the slight beard, knowing he would be annoyed. But before I could do anything I was set down and gripped his arm to steady myself.

"What are you doing?" He was willing to fuck my brains out every night but a kiss was always too much.

I shook my head staring into his chest and not letting his tight jeans get to me. "Like I said, these jeans are awfully tight and I wanted you"

"Well I don't want you"

Woah, easy on the bluntness buddy!

I laughed a bit and nodded as I let my hand leave his arm and headed for the door, "I didn't mean it like that. You know I want you, we have a time and a place for that. When I approach you at work, if its not time for us to leave together I'm "attacking you" and you get mad at me"

I guess he had a point but he was always attacking me, accusing me of things basically degrading me by assuming I offered everyone the same courtesy I did him.

"I just wanted a stupid kiss. But whatever I should have learnt my lesson back at the house, Baron. I'll be ready and waiting tonight" I shrugged as I turned away and moved to open the door, he was even more frustrating to me these days. But felt him behind me...

"If you want a kiss and I give it to you, does that mean I get something since I have to approve everything?" He whispered into my neck.

I turned with a small smile, "like what?"

"I'm already buried inside you every night. I'm sure whatever I request won't put you out" He whispered into my lips and I nodded with a genuine smile before feeling him push his tongue past my lips. I should have known it wouldn't be gentle but I was kissing Baron..

And of course my delusional mind believed that for that minute we were more than just fuck buddies who annoyed each other with their moods wings.

I felt his hand wrap into my short locks as I was lifted up between the door and his body. I moaned into his lips as his fingers moved up my thigh like they had in the car and soon found their way beneath my underwear. I bit onto his tongue and he slipped two fingers into me, surprising me as with all we had done he hadn't done that before.

"Does that feel good, little wolf?" His voice was low and extra deep as it ran through every inch of my body and I breath a yes before feeling his lips on mine again.

Wait, Little wolf?

I clutched his shoulders as his fingers moved too fast and I lost myself in the kiss but he kept it up. Making me wish I had wanted to kiss him at work way before.

"Come on". He growled into my lips as I pushed against him, meeting his fingers and him speaking, surprising me yet urging me on.

"Come on honey..For me" He cooed making me want to smile at the soft tone but I was filled with too much... Pleasure.

I immediately kissed him as I came undone and he pinned me to the door as I writhed against him and pushed his body against mine. Allowing me to feel him straining against the tight jeans as he grinded against my body and I bit down hard onto his tongue knowing I couldn't scream out. He didn't seem to notice as he kissed into my neck, wrapping my legs around him...

He groaned as he pushed against me but then kissed me again.

"Mmmmm I think little wolf fits you perfectly" he whispered into my lips and I smiled, staring into his brown eyes, us kissing underneath the 'mistletoe' ringing in my head.

I kissed him again and heard him groan into my mouth and I was slowly falling in love with his jeans, wanting more.

So much more...

But he set me down, leaving me slightly dazed as he slowly took my underwear off and I briefly felt it glide over me before he forced it into his back pocket.

"Baron that's not funny" I shook my head weakly.

"I don't make jokes, you know that." He breath.

"Give my underwear back" I mumbled still on a high and he knew it as he gripped my face and kissed me hard and groaned into my lips again. He pushed his body against me before moving away towards the bathroom.

"They're already soaked, might as well not wear them."

I rolled my eyes and left the room but quickly moved faster, despite the weakness in my legs, in search of my best friend and luckily she was alone in female talent.

"Hey can I have some panties please?" I rushed out not really thinking how random it sounded but this was me.

"What?"

"I er..lost my luggage this morning and I don't have time to buy a pair for later and.."

"Okay, are you wearing underwear now?" She narrowed her eyes at me.

"Yes" I mumbled.

"Renee" I heard her on my way to the bathroom.

"Yeah?"

"Your lip's bleeding a bit"

"Fuck" I immediately walked into the bathroom and slipped on the clean underwear, that ten second walk was the worst.

I saw a bit of blood.

Who cares? I just got the best kiss of my life

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I sighed hitting my head back as it had been a long night, a night of Bryan praising Baron on Talking Smack while Baron waited for me in the last ten minutes, watching me as I tried to concentrate on my job and not the kiss.

"You have underwear on, don't you?" I heard him causing my eyes to snap open as we stood in the elevator.

I didn't respond and he shook his head and immediately walked out of the elevator.

"You're mad at me because I refused to walk around without underwear at my job?" I giggled as he pushed open the hotel room door.

"You wanted a kiss and I gave it to you" he snapped and I frowned realizing he was really angry about it.

"And I gave you my underwear" I shrugged even though he took it.

"That wasn't what I wanted. I wanted to stand by watching you and know you had nothing underneath that skirt because of me." He pointed towards my skirt and I sighed.

"Well I'm sorry I ruined your sick fantasy, Baron."

He took off his shirt as I took off my top not being able to keep up with his sexual moods, he was gentle, rough, vocal, dominant.

"You're just a prissy stuck up doll" He sneered as I slipped on his shirt.

"That you fuck?" I reminded him, he was not going to take my kiss away from me so he could throw all the tantrums he wanted.

"See that's it. You enjoy it rough inside here and fucking snapping at me and then you want to act out there like you're this innocent girl who gives everyone that smile"

"You should feel special" I sighed and got into bed not sure why I picked him to know how much I liked it rough.

I felt him ease into me.

Oh that's right...

He didn't move though, "next time don't ask me for anything more."

I could only respond with a moan as he immediately picked up his pace and while he was usually rough. I sensed anger, anger towards me over stupid underwear.

I reached for his back but he shook his head and placed my hands above my head and I felt a hint of sadness fill me despite my body being pushed to the edge.

"Don't ask me for anything more"

Did I want more?

"Yessssss.." I moaned out as his teeth never strayed too far from my neck.

"Louder!" He growled.

"YES!" I bit my lip feeling the pain from earlier on it.

"You're not innocent Renee. Stop pretending to be when you like this" he whispered before biting into my neck painfully as he pushed harder into me...

I came undone, before he could do what he usually did and leave me with a thanks, I pushed him off which had been easy considering he wasn't expecting it.

"Thanks" I mumbled and turned away from him, feeling my neck throbbing. 

"Are you serious right now?" He breath, clearly having worked himself up.

"You didn't want me asking you for more. I'm done with you, so go to the bathroom and get done" I pulled the covers over me.

I heard glass shattering of what I assumed was the mirror before the bathroom door slammed shut.

"Fucking psycho" I groaned but reached into the front of my bag as I heard the shower going, pulling out something his mom had shown me in our bonding time while her son locked himself in his room.

I liked to believe I did well with parents, or maybe it was just Baron actually bringing new people over that made her so welcoming.

I could look at his moods as a turn off but it was too late. So I would try and make the best of my situation. I mean what other woman could say they shared a bed with the man they wanted every night?

Okay maybe a few but it wasn't like us...

I sighed, "you're a bipolar wolf but I like you..."