"I'm not so fragile,
So don't hold back.
Be rough with me."

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"Oh my.." I gasped as he pushed hard into me causing my fingers to dig into the side of his back. He smirked, lowering his head to my ear, "its not all in yet baby"

I resisted the urge to giggle at his cocky tone, not because I was not turned on or because hearing him say it didn't intrigue me but because the alcohol was still running its course through my veins. I breath in, not wanting to do anything that could ruin it because we all knew I needed it.

"Well if we're only doing it once, I want it all" I bit my lip to stop my smile as his eyes darkened but I instantly felt him pull out.

Fuck, what did I say now?

I watched as he crawled off me and I laid back, closing my eyes prepared for the freaking door shutting but that was not what I got as I felt my body being pulled with his fingers gripping my inner thighs as he wrapped his arms around them.

I peeked down at him, seeing him trail kisses on my inner thigh and I wasn't sure why I did because I released a moan just at the sight.

"Please stop fucking teasing me" I groaned wanting him to be where he was before but he chuckled.

"I'm deciding whether your idea of rough is me pushing into you right now and fucking you hard or me being kind and making it a bit easier on you." He mumbled into my thigh and I pushed my body up.

"I don't care, just do something. I want you Bar.." I moaned as I felt his tongue move over me rapidly while my hands dug into the sheets, clawed at them as my eyes shut. I pushed my body up against him feeling pleasure run through me. It had been so long and Baron's tongue felt so good, way better than any fucking toy or my fingers, it was just....

"Fuck yesssssss...." I breath out and as I did I felt him gently nibble on my most sensitive part and my entire body tighten.

He stopped and my eyes snapped open, "if you want me to fuck you then I want you to finish yourself. Make yourself ready for me.."

Was he serious? What did he think this was?

50 shades of wolf!

I just threw myself at him, I was sure that meant I was ready for the big bad wolf. He stood up, watching me as he stroked himself and raised his eyebrow seeming impatient.

"You've done it before but Renee Young is too good to let someone watch her right?" He rolled his eyes as confusion filled me and he moved onto the bed next to me, lying on his side, allowing me to feel him dig into the side of my thigh. He gripped my face towards him and pushed his tongue past my lips and groaned into my lips.

"I'm going to make you bad, Blondie" he whispered into my lips as his hand left my face and I leaned my head up, wanting more of his lips on mine.

He took my hand from beside me and pushed it down my abdomen, between my legs, and slowly rubbed it over me with his large hand covering it. I briefly stared at our hands before he kissed me again.

I couldn't keep track of all the things I was feeling but I did want the wolf so bad and I felt my fingers increase their pace on me without his guidance. And his hands moving beneath his tee and tugging hard on my nipples let me know that he was no longer helping me.

My body wanted him, I wanted him and pushed myself up meeting my fingers as he massaged my breasts. I bit onto his tongue as I felt the building I had before he pulled away. I moaned into his lips as his hand was on mine again, "you're so close" he growled into my lips.

I couldn't say anything as my head was spinning and not because of the alcohol. He pushed my fingers away as soon as I felt body against him and he pushed his length hard into me and this time all the way.

"AAAAAAAH..." I screamed out as he pushed his body onto mine to control it while I was sent over the edge by the wolf before he even did anything.

"Fuck." He spat quickly covering my mouth with his hand as he froze, completely nestled inside me.

"You need to be quiet." He whispered, I think he did as my body came down from the high but was reminded of him inside me so the arousal did not fade.

Easy for you to say you aren't the one being torn apart!
  
You know that feeling? That feeling of having been denied the pleasure for so long and once you are able to release it. Its like you don't know how to feel now that's how I felt beneath Baron as he pinned his hands beside my head believing I would be quiet, arching his back as he nudged his nose over mine.

He was rough and yet moments of being gentle, however brief, were there but not for long.

Magnetic everything about you
You really got me now

His brown eyes which were darkened focused on mine and to be honest I figured it would be awkward. I was the woman who went on three dates with a guy and actually saw a future, which got me nowhere so far, before getting into bed with him. It wasn't awkward though, it was hot. I mean I guess when a guy brings you to amazing heights there's no way it could be awkward because all that my body felt was a want.

A want for the wolf.

A want for him moving inside me.

A want for him to clear his head by ravaging me completely even though he was halfway there after he got me 'ready for him'.

He pulled out slowly before moving it all in, causing me to close my eyes and simply feel him. Feel myself around him...

Gosh it felt good, I wanted to say something, moan, but I wasn't sure if he liked it hence him silencing me so I leaned up and pushed my lips to his and he quickly returned.

His tongue roughly moved with mine as his fingers sent all kinds of feelings within me, feelings that had been roaming around since my stupid fantasies about this man, beast, wolf.

His hands squeezed my breasts briefly before they hooked into mine and he pinned them above my head. I moaned loudly into his lips and he pulled back.

I smiled but he closed his eyes and shook his head before burying his face into my neck and slowly but surely picking up his pace.

Showing me exactly what he liked as my body got used to being wrapped around him.

I opened my eyes
You do to me so well
Hypnotic takin' over me
Make me feel like someone else
You got me talkin' in my sleep
I don't wanna come back down
I don't wanna touch the ground
Pacific ocean dug so deep
Hypnotic takin' over me
(Ahh ahh)

"Harder.." I breath knowing I had sobered up the moment I had come undone beneath him when he pushed into me completely. He pushed harder and deeper into me, making me moan loudly as he groaned into my neck, feeling things I had never felt before as I found the line between pain and pleasure and it felt so good.

I wrapped my legs tightly around him, pulling him closer to me each time I met his thrusts wanting more. I had longed for it for ages and now that I had it I couldn't stop myself.

"Ooooooh.." I bit my lip, apart of me hating myself for how turned on I sounded.

How dirty I sounded, but all the thoughts of it not sounding like me was pushed back into my core as he pushed into me faster and harder. His breath on my neck was felt as he urged me to go louder, he liked it which was good because I needed it. While he had been demanding before, the only sounds filling the room besides mine was the bed creaking, our bodies colliding and his growling and grunting in my ear.

White threads on my laces
Stuck on the hinges
Swingin' the door to the back yard
Got splinters walkin' tight ropes
Spun like a bandage
Touch on the outer surface
Bright eyes of the solstice
Wherever your mind is headed for a freight train city
Locked up till you're moonlit
Brushin' my hair back
Feelin' your lips on my cold neck

He let my hands go and wrapped my short hair into his large hand tilting my head as he sucked on my neck. I knew he had to strain due to his tall figure but I was too pleasured to offer to take control and I was sure he preferred it this way. I held onto his shoulders but soon ran my nails up his back needing to find a place to grip onto but not wanting to leave his body.

"Yes..." I breath as I felt my head spinning feeling heaven on earth approaching and he slowed down, torturing me again.

He kissed into my neck slowly trailing kisses into it...

"Please.." I begged and he chuckled as he pushed himself harder and deeper into me again. I held onto his arms, digging my nails into it not being able to find a proper emotion to focus on.

"Bar.." He cut me off as he bit hard onto my neck before sucking on the spot and then nibbling on it.

"OH GO..." I pushed my body up against his, feeling the burning in the..

"Baron!"

I stilled as I heard what sounded like Tyler outside but he continued moving, covering my mouth as he thrust harder into me, having tensed at the knock.

I closed my eyes getting lost with him as I writhed against him because while my mind prayed they hadn't heard me, my body couldn't get enough of him. I felt myself become weak as I was lowered from my high and I knew why he liked it rough.

He had the power to make you weak while being in control. And in my case I had been weak from beginning to end.

Magnetic everything about you
You really got me now

"He's probably sleeping.."

I heard Fandango in the distance having forgotten the brief interruption as my eyes remained closed.

He seemed oblivious to it as he continued his movements, even though he had brought me to the end him not stopping caused my body to move with him once again.

I was used to passing out after the first feeling of ecstasy but it was clear that being with Baron and finally feeling what I wanted from a man led to more, so much more but after tonight.
Never again, only one time, boy was I fucking lucky..

"YO BARON!" I heard Tyler deepening his voice for further effect probably waking up everyone else.

Are you kidding me?

I bit onto Baron's finger and he glared, taking it from my mouth.

"The wolf is asleep. And I am trying to as well, idiots!"

"Sorry Renee! We love you!" They sang leaving us in peace but felt him tense.

"Come on Baron.." I begged as he had started the bliss onto new ecstasy.

His brow furrowed a bit as his brown eyes searched mine and I pushed myself up against him as I peeked at him.

He licked his bottom lip pinning my hands above my head once more as he drove into me...

You do to me so well
Hypnotic takin' over me
Make me feel like someone else
You got me talkin' in my sleep
I don't wanna come back down
I don't wanna touch the ground
Pacific ocean dug so deep
Hypnotic takin' over me
(Ahh)

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So yeah.
Hope you like the new cover :)