Natalia's Pov

Our little secret experiment was going smoothly except for the few minus bumps on roads , for instance, the signature Holden McClellan or whatever act he was doing was what i called someone who stinks of arrogance even though, i think that some boys could used it to try to something considerably small or thereof simply lacking in and beside the point the boat trip was wonderful way for us to spend a few hours together to get to know each other too.

All work and no play today as i was sitting down in the lab writing a couple of lab report on my laptop although, what he told me yesterday slightly resonated with me about when he used to get bullied for being who he was but if that i ever happen to me as i child then i wouldn't want to change a single thing about myself. Avenna was talking me at the end of her dance class about how we both needed to distress by baking a couple of cakes afterwards we were planning to have to a spa but the truth was we were going to stay at one of Charlie Penthouse even if she still choose to stay at campus to live an ordinary life to take some time aways from her photoshoot modeling life.

"Write a conclusion to my final lab report test results and then we should come with an anomaly to explain the last factor in it." I instructed my lab team partners ,Lavia and Spencers too.

Out of all the groups in the lab as much as i hated to bragged my group were the finest of students scientists in every singles task did which mean we practically finish doing our in ten minutes before this lesson end and we were currently waiting for everyone else in our classes to finish their work then as soon as everyone was done. I hanged up my lab coat, gloves and goggle to exited out of the lab room to the recording radio room to work on my next masterpiece for my radio show preparing for my so-called revenge because look what this stalker made me do by making up terrible rumors or posters about me saying that i deserve to get treated the way my old professor made me feel with all of the ugly and bad stuff happening to me. I was being so caught up in my head until I got a call from one of my friends, Charlie, telling me she wants to join my radio show as one of my surprise guests.
So I let her join me on my show to add some more variety to it.

"Hey, I was wondering if you could let me do a little segment on your radio about why boys have to ruin something that could be a perfectly good thing." Charlie sighed sadly for a minute and then she wondered to me "not to take over but to you know be your surprise guest."

There was a silent pause over the phone line and then I heard a sound from her on the phone that sounded like oh god why? It sounded like she had now shifted the phone to someone as I wondered who it could be when I heard Jessa and Rochelle voices through the phone.

Jessasnym added "why don't we change the topic to be about how to get revenge on those who had done us dirty."

Quite frankly,i understand what all of my friends were talking on about the oppression topic or they were explaining their own horrible life experience to get more people to to joined our peaceful protest while they take turn standing up to carefully talk more share our sad stories and somehow i didn't feel quite as alone as i used to feel because of my friends volunteering to take time out of their day to be open and to help inspired other people to tell their stories on my radio talk shows.

"Are you sure? You don't have to do that."I said, a little bit weary of it.

Moreover, it meant so much to me that they were willing to dig deep into their own personal pandora box of heartbreaking past experiences in order to make me feel like they had got my back no matter what. At this moment, I felt like crying happy tears knowing that every single one of my friends who I care about was here to support me by sharing their words from their hearts and I seriously do appreciate what my friends had done for me.

Have you ever heard of the saying that if it takes a whole village? or in my case an entire friendship group to raise the important awareness of being together to supports someone or people who was like me that may strongly care about subject like this.

Deeply, I love within everything that was in my entire heart and I would keep fighting for justice even if it takes me all years to make sure this place was safe for every single student but I was determined to ensure that this university was diverse. After that I was planning on fighting this battle to the end. Winning for everyone who ever felt alone or gone through a tough time.

"I'm pretty sure our plan will go viral online to make a safe space for everyone to speak up." said Avenna who was eagerly writing this down in her small notebook.

Afterwards, i had finished to listen to my friends terrifying or unfortunate life experiences that they had already been part of or witness any incident where they might not recording as i was doing it off the record and anyways i was ready to confront the problem in this mad world filled with people and then there was a totally silent whilst a small tears falls down my eyes whereas all of them included the hockey boys of Rockwell U alongside others who i might have spoken to over a couple of years had come walking into the radio recording room journaling everything when they started to talk about the important huge topics, their journey of how they have overcome their problem and helped other people through it. I was so tired of keeping my emotions and myself together so this icy exterior then I let myself fall apart as my friends pulled me into a massive group hug. It was refreshing yet I felt that I wasn't alone because my family and all of my friends were the only community that I needed to have around me.

Furthermore, i wasn't an ice queen girl but a girl who wanted live a normal life as she study her favorite subject, the girl who loves to spend time with her friends, the girl who didn't have to hideaway from other people anytime her cracks was about to reveal itself and oh boy, was i trying to be shiny for all the wrong people so no breaking wasn't part of my plan because it didn't have time to feel these emotions since i bury my head in my studies, radio shows and music as i wanted to be shining for someone that looks at me without taking their eyes off of me. I'm the only human was on my replay spotify song list as i spinned the narrative around changing everything that made me sound weak but maybe being a woman in this generation was tough. At the same time, I love being an empowered woman that feels every highs and lows until I get sick from being too dizzy from spinning a lot since I don't know what direction this world wants my life to go, especially in my situation. I did the best thing that I could do. Never being a natural at anything except sciences.

"Lastly, I would like to say that whoever had tried to make one of my best friends feel threatened by your fake empty threat clearly shows your lack of maturity because you hide behind your meaningless poster that is filled with your cruel words." Avenna's voice changed as she grabbed hold of the microphone. "You're a heartless, sick and cruel person that... I urge you to come fight me right now!" she heaved after being filled with pent up anger.

Avenna had made me smile and then the idea of a boy being frightened of Ave made all of us bursting out of laughter at her statement claiming that she would fight the person who had been sending demeaning posters of me all around campus, threatened me and making my life a living hell now, everyone else were going to started asking questions about it although, if she thinks that she was going to fight this sicko on her own then she was wrong because i would happily give this guy a little piece of my mind. The evidence was being passed around even if the picture of someone who had written on the walls outside that they were coming for me in a big black marker pen even though I did admire Avenna for her offering to help everyone else or standing by me. Otherwise, I think that the fact that a random person was dead on set was making an attempt to make my life miserable. I just got so sick of this mystery person having some sort of grudge against me.

"Avenna, violence isn't the answers and you can't just say that.-"

Avenna interrupted Jessa "oh, trust me i can and i will because i'm not afraid of dumbass."

Rochelle, Jessa, Charlie and I all high five her since she was willing to start a war, a fight or would do anything for us no matter what she would be on her way with a bowl filled of ice cream, a bag of popcorn, a box of tissues and a box set of old romantic movies or murder mystery party movies to cheer us up.

"You girls are one of the reasons why I'm not letting this get to me." I said appreciatively to them.

At the end of the day, once we had finally got out of the radio studio room as we could see the whole student bodies stepping outside of their classes giving us an applause which was their sign of acknowledgement it was almost like we were royalty or we had slightly touched their hearts on a deeper level. All classes were over leaving us feeling on top of the world and then we walked out the main building to get some snacks, pizzas, fruits, face masks etc. including making a few piña colada and Avenna signature cocktails called lava star as we were going for drinks later.