Yes, I got some of these ideas from The List, but I didn't copy it. I just wanted to add some ideas in there from it.

Millie's pov

It was Monday, but I didn't have to go to school. After formal, we have a week break, which is nice. But all the guys and Sadie wanted to go on a road trip.

I mean, I guess we can, there's no reason not to.

I packed a light bag, like everyone else. We brought some clothes to change into, and stuff like that. I brought my meds to, id be a reck without them, and I need to take them, says my doctor.

And, I have to talk to Finn, since he's gonna be there too. I don't really know what to do.

I don't think I like him, I think it was just the spur of the moment thing. That's what I'm planning to tell him, and I hope he's cool with it.

"Millie, Sadie's here!!" Ava yelled, and I ran down the stairs, after making sure I had everything. I brought a portable charger for my phone, just Incase.

Sadie is driving us to Caleb's, because he is the one with the big van that we could all fit in. I've never seen it before, but it must be big to fit all of us.

I open the door to a smiling Sadie, and we get into her car, and she starts driving.

"So you're gonna talk to Finn?" She asked, and I nodded.

"I'm telling him I don't like him like that. Because I don't." I said, and she nodded.

-

We get to Caleb's, to see everyone already there, packing their bags into the trunk of the van.

I got out, my heart racing, and said hi to everyone except Finn.

"Okay, let's get the road trip STARTEDDDDDD!!" Gaten yelled, and Sadie laughed.

"Shut up Gaten we are all right here," Sadie said, getting into the van.

She sat with Caleb in the front. I noticed that the seats were benches, and there were 3 rows of them. The drivers, the middle, and the back. I saw Gaten and Noah jump into the back.

"Millie?" I heard Finn say, and I turned to him, heart racing once again.

"Hey Finn." I said, and he smiled, but it went away. We were now standing outside of the van, not in yet.

"Millie look, I-

"I don't know why I kissed you, Finn. I really don't. My feelings were all weird that night, but I don't like you like that. I like you as a friend. So you don't have to worry about it." I said, and his eyes met mine.

"Okay." He said, and we both smiled.

"So, we're cool now?" I asked, and he smiled.

"Totally." He said, and we fist bumped, and laughed.

"Hurry the fuck up, can't you have this conversation in the van?" Gaten yelled, and I smiled.

I got in, and so did Finn. I looked around, but both rows were taken except the middle one, where Finn and I are right now.

"Sorry, but you guys were the last ones in, so you have to sit next to each other. Also, dibs on these seats the whole trip." Gaten said, and Finn flipped him off. I laughed and looked around the van.

The bench of it was cushion and grey and the walls were grey. The bench went all the way down the whole car, so there was a lot of room.

Well, there was like, 3 seats length of room.

"Okay, lets get this road trip started!" Sadie yelled, and Noah and Gaten yelled. I smiled and looked out the window, wondering how long it would be till we stopped.

-

"Hey. Hey lovebirds. Wake the fuck up!" Caleb said, and I jumped awake, looking around. I had my legs on Finns lap, and he was holding them, his head back, sleeping. He jumped up to when Caleb said that, and I moved my legs off of him.

"Where are we?" Noah asked, and I turned to him.

"It's barely been 3 hours. I was just asking if any of you wanted anything while I'm getting gas." He said, and of course, Noah and Gaten started yelling out candies to get them.

When Caleb left, I rubbed my eyes, facing myself forward again.

"You could go back to sleep if you want, I didn't mind." Finn said, talking about my legs on him.

"Oh, I'm fine." I said, and he didn't leave my eyes.

"You never sleep, Millie." He said, and I flickered my eyes down, and back up to him.

"It's fine, I'll sleep later." I said, and he nodded, and smiled.

"You realize we are still in the car." Noah said, and we looked to them. I shrugged, and Gaten was starting to rant about how season 4 of the flash ended.

"Shut up Gaten, literally nobody likes that show." Sadie said, turning back to us from the front.

"Uh, millions of people love it!!" Gaten fought back, and I rolled my eyes, leaning my back against the car door on my side.

"That show died in the beginning of the fourth season, it's dead." Sadie said, and Gaten continued arguing, till Caleb came back.

"We can drive for a couple more hours then find a place to sleep." He said, and I nodded.

We got back on the road again, and they all started playing this road game, which I really didn't want to play. So I just put my headphones in and leaned against the window.

-

"Okay, Caleb, pull over, everyone's tired and it's 12 in the morning." Sadie said, and Caleb nodded. He looked for an empty parking lot, and we parked in there.

"Noah, grab all the blankets from the trunk while we push the seats down." Sadie said, and Noah jumped out, and Finn pushed our seat down. I didn't even know you could do that. When everyone flipped the seats down, there was a gap of space inbetween the three rows.

Noah came back, and threw everything in.

"How do we have 6 pillows but only four blankets?" He said, and Sadie took one.

"Caleb and I could just share." She said, and Gaten grabbed two of them.

"I'm not sharing with Noah. He takes the blankets." Gaten said, and Noah rolled his eyes, then looked over to Finn and I. He held up one blanket.

Finn looked to me, and I looked at him back.

"Do you care?" He asked me with a low and soft voice, nobody else could really hear it unless they listened closely.

"No." I responded, and he nodded, taking the blanket from Noah, and Noah got back behind us. I put my pillow next to Finns, and Finn fixed the blanket so it went over both of us.

Everyone fell asleep quickly, but I was still up. Finn was too. I could tell.

I turned from my back and on my side facing him, and he did the same.

"Do you guys do road trips often?" I asked, and he smiled.

"Every summer." He said, and I stared at him.

"Well I'm glad I can be a part of it." I said, and he smiled, making me smile.

"Night Finn." I said, and turned to my back against the car, and closed my eyes.

"Night Millie." Finn said, and just stayed how he was.

-

I jumped up, feeling the tears on my face, and gasping for air.

Of course I had a nightmare now.

I think Finn heard me? Because he woke up, sitting up next to me.

"Millie, what's wrong?" He asked, and I started to cry more. I tried to hold back, so I wouldn't wake anyone else up.

"Millie, you're freezing." He said, after putting a hand on my arm.

I didn't even notice.

Sleep Paralysis, am I right.

"I'm sorry." I said, and he shook his head no.

"Don't apologize." He said, and I nodded.

We laid back down, and that's when I felt how cold I was.

I really should've put a hoodie on or something.

"Millie?" Finn asked, and I turned to him.

"We could cuddle, if you wanna get warm again." He said, and my heart jumped.

"Okay." I said, and he nodded. I turned on my side, my back facing him, and moved closer to him. After a second, he moved closer to me, the presence of his chest against my back, and his arm around my waist. I was trying to calm down my heartbeat, because I swear he could hear it.

His warmth quickly spread to me.

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Awe they cuddled.

Don't be mad at me for how they dealt with the kiss, because the things coming up in the rest of the road trip make so much up for it, trust me. ;)

I have my last tournament this weekend so Idk if I'm posting or not, I'll try to. Bye I love all of you!!