20
Warmth to one's being can come from many different places in many different forms. Sometimes it's heat of a fire from logs in the woods during a camping trip or of the warm hot chocolate flowing down one's throat. There can also be a warmth to a soul from hearing of the birth to an addition of the family or from finding out that their best friend just landed their dream job. However, there is also a sort of a warmth that comes only provided one person. There is the physical heat where something burns, the emotional one that leaves a fuzzy feeling, and there is the type that is lustful. There is that urging of desperate want for a person that keeps burning within one until they get want they want, like an animal hunting it's prey.
Many times that urging feeling to have someone is completely normal and acceptable except when it's not because who is wanted it is to not be obtained. An example of that would be a doctor and his patient. Jimin and Yoongi were the ideal instance in which a lustful warmth should not be present yet was.
Lips crashed against each other merciless as if there was no fear for pain. In fact it seem like there was no fright whatsoever to what would come of the heated moment. Jimin found himself pressed against the counter like he had been the couch except this time he didn't mind it a single bit. He didn't mind anything for his mind was clouded with want of the mad man who hand was touching up and down his leg.
"I'm sorry."
At last the awaited words were said yet not paid as much attention to as they should have. The doctor who should be happy to hear them wasn't because it meant that the lips that burned his skin were taken off. Jimin nodded his head to the apology. He didn't care for it no more since it was not satisfying his current want. Now he had let go of a part of what made him him to grip onto a different part of him he did not know existed. There a side of Jimin that didn't care for the mad man, who he wan undeniably attracted to, to say an apology but instead wanted to be touched by him.
"What happened to the doctor that wanted me far?" Yoongi's cocky voice said lowly as it was smuggled by the neck he followed onto kissing.
"Shut up."
It was the last words that were spoken and fully understood between the two until they found themselves laying nearly naked besides each other in bed. The tossing and turning, the touching and feeling all came to end while thoughts of reality resettled. Those hungry cries for more of touch were no more as the real world smacked one male more than the other in the face. No more was vision clouded with views of the bed and limbs, only now with that of the ceiling in Jimin's room. Regarding sound it was now only panting, nothing else.
"What just happened?"
Yoongi shrugged his shoulder's, moving the head that laid on one. "Beats me, it was fun."
The doctor finally regaining his usual self was in agreement that it had been pleasurable what they had done even if it hadn't been much. He was transitioning to his real self so everything was seeming weirdly okay until they weren't. Eventually he was back, the true Jimin was tripping back into the reality that he had somehow escaped subconsciously. Fearing and shocked, he drew away from Yoongi. The mad man simply blinked back to the horrified face.
"W-Wh- How did you do that!?"
"Do what?"
Jimin ran a hand through his hair. "How did you get me to do this!? I would never..."
The mad man lips had raised from one end into a smirk. He enjoyed the sight playing out before him given it had been quite a while since he'd seen something like it. Yoongi broke it to his doctor that it were indeed his own actions so he should take responsibility for them instead of pinning blame on others.
"See when I use to falsely accuse or blame things on others it was seen as wrong but if someone like yourself does it is it not, doctor? I don't believe that's how that should work. Own up to it."
Jimin could not, he couldn't believe himself. He racked his brain for an explanation for himself, something that would validate his inappropriateness. It was oh so wrong what they had engaged in given their positions but what made it worse was the fact that it was Jimin himself who initiated it all. He shamed himself as he slowly picked his shirt from the floor.
"Don't beat yourself up."
"Be quiet, Yoongi."
At the command, Yoongi smiled. He propped himself onto his elbow and watched as his doctor put his clothes back on while he had no intentions to the do the same anytime soon. The mad man was only just coming down from his high, he wanted to enjoy as much of it as he could. Really, he wished for more than what he considered too simple for liking but enough for enjoyment. Their doings had become a fantasy come true. At last he was able to put hands on his doctor's nice figure and been able to put his lips to the soft skin. Thinking about it, Yoongi realized he didn't want their interacting to end just yet.
"I'll make you a deal if you stay." Yoongi called Jimin out just before he walked out of the room. "Come lay back down and I'll tell you things that aren't in my file."
"I'm not interested."
"I will also tell you just why you did what you did."
Jimin's curiosity was at last intrigued. He stepped back in with uncertainty. At the edge of the bed he sat waiting to hear what he stayed for but Yoongi didn't settle for that. The doctor was forced to lay as he was before, besides his patient.
"You better not be lying to me."
"I'm not."
Doubt filled one while happiness the other as the first story began to be narrated.
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I had planned to make this hella short yet here we are on chapter 20 SIGH
Hope you enjoyed!
{Ciel1l}
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