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"i want to see"
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your pov

colby stared at you for what felt like hours. trying to process if you actually meant what you said or not. before he could finish thinking you cut him off again.

"colby i WANT to see." you said standing up. he sighed and got up grabbing the keys that were next to your bed.

"what you see, stays with you" he aggressively said as he turned around and pointed at you. you stepped back a bit from the harsh tone. nodding and understanding.

he huffed and walked out making you follow.

during the car ride he made no sort of eye contact with you and his hands were clenched onto the steering wheel. his body stiff as ever like his was in a protective mode.

once the car stopped after a 30 minute drive, colby jumped out not waiting for you. he shut the door harshly.

"i just don't-" you started to speak as you walked around the car.

"shut up" he said before opening the door of the house. you stopped in your tracks making sure to be careful since this was the old house.

you took a deep breath and began walking towards the house, getting chills by the look of it.

"the kids, they were the ones." he lightly huffed. you saw him turn the corner, grabbing something that made scratching noises from the ledge it stayed on.

he turned around and flashed a flashlight right in your eye, "my bad." he apologized. his words less harsh than they were a few minutes ago.

you shook it off, rubbing your eyes. "what kids colby".

"them" he pointed the flashlight to the door quick and then back down. you looked at him with sorrow eyes as you realized it was the basement door he was pointing at.

"don't say-"

"just open the fucking door y/n, i don't even want us here." he snapped.

colbys pov

why would you tell her dumbass

i didn't know what to do. y/n was the person i felt so safe with. maybe this was a stupid fucking idea.

"you wanted to come here, now go look." i said and sat down. she just looked at me pulling her hand away from the door.

"before you start yelling at me colby, please understand i fucking got you here." she said pointing at me.

where jail?

"seriously? i can yell at you-" i paused and stood up, not realizing how scary i may look to her. "be fucking happy i didn't kill you."

"then why didn't you! if it's so hard to control him," she pointed at her head making me furious "then why am i standing here."

"cause i fell in love with you." i practically yelled. i realized how close i got to her face when i felt her breath on mine. my nose was inches away from hers.

"you cant colby." she said quietly. "you cant fall in love with a girl you wanted to kill."

"you wanna keep doing this y/n. i'll keep fucking doing this. you're so ungrateful you're alive, i saved you."

"you didn't save shit." she put her hand on the basement door knob and opened it. i closed it, my hand above her head.

"i'm showing you something i didn't want to. is that not good enough?" i yelled.

"i never meant shit to you. you're only with me so i don't call the police and keep you in prison. your love is fake."

my eyes sorrowed. i felt broken.

HA we made her feel like that, high five.

"take it back." i lowered my voice. i'm surprise that i wasn't more mad than i felt. i just wanted her to know i loved her.

it's hard to understand. getting kidnapped by a boy randomly, losing all contact for months maybe a year i don't even remember. and be the someone he falls in love.

"you're fucking insane." she said before swiping under my arm and leaving the house.

damnnn she called you insane that's gotta hurt. oh right you're a bitch now, forgot.

"i should've just shot myself in the head." i muttered. i put my hand down from the door and walked out, placing the flashlight in the door. i saw her sitting in the car curled up.

i walked over to her side of the car, "y/n." she didn't answer so i tried opening the door but it was locked, i furrowed my eyebrows. "y/n i wouldn't hurt you you gotta tr-" i stopped mid sentences and backed away from the car after the lights turned on from unlocking it with my keys.

she was gone.
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