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being kept in the small house, or being in jail for close to 8 months, he never really saw much.

it's only been near a couple months since he's been out. he has been nervous since everything, scared of people of touching him the way the cops did. the thing that he went through, that one thing no one knows about. he doesn't like touching you since he's nervous of hurting you.

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"no- what!" colby was about to walk in the kitchen before he heard your mom yelling on the phone. he stopped and pushed his back against the wall.

"come on kevin, he's not a bad kid. everything happened.. he can't even talk anymore he's too frightened."

colby looked back as he saw you walked around the hallway.

"okay whatever, call me later." your mom huffed as she turned the phone off and set it down.

colby's pov

you're just gonna let her say that about you?

he never left. after multiple therapist or stuff that helps with it, he always finds his way back.

i'm more scared of him than any cop, any person, or any animal. he does things to me that i don't want nor can i control.

"okay whatever, just call me later." i looked down at y/n as she stood by my side. my eyes were filled with sadness as i know no one likes me.

obviously not. i took girls, and then took one that i fell in love with, got out of jail, and lives with her. obviously no ones gonna wanna be near me.

"mom?" y/n walked out taking me out of my trace. i walked out with her trying to grab her to stop her from saying something.

"hey honey," she smiled pretending to act happy. i grabbed y/ns arm before quickly letting go.

"was it kevin?" she asked a bit of attitude sneaking out from under her tongue.

"y-y/n." i said as i grabbed the sleeve of her hoodie. she pushed me off getting more angry.

"mom. was that kevin?" her mom sighed and looked down.

"it was just about work not-" she started to explain, even though she was lying. y/n quickly cut her off walking off with a loud sigh.

i looked at her mom before walking off to talk to y/n. she's probably the only things i'll ever feel safe around and what i don't undertand is, she feels the same way towards me.

opening her door, i saw her sitting at the edge of the bed bouncing her leg. i shut the door and walked over sitting next to her.

"are you okay?" i asked looking at her.

"do i look okay?" her voice slightly raising. i shook my head looking down at my hands. "colby, you're not a bad person. i never would of let you stayed in my house, i never would of tried to stay with YOU. so why the hell does my mothers fucking boyfriend-" she yelled at the door, before quickly stopping.

i played with the ends of my sleeves nervously, all scrunched up from her yelling. she looked back at me seeing my actions as i stared up at her.

"oh shit," she frowned. "i'm sorry.. i'm just angry." she slowly sat down next to me placing her hand on my shoulder.

i looked at her and smiled leaning my head on to her shoulder, her hand rubbing my back.

i leaned up kissing her neck slightly before smiling and moving more up towards her lips. we both fell into the bed, my body more above her and hand running up her sides to her throat.

"choke me." she smiled leaning against my ear playing with my hair.

yeah colby.. choke her.

"i- i cant choke you." i stuttered, letting go of her neck looking at her. she smiled.

"then kiss me."

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𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 👏🏻