i never loved my friends

i hope that they like me

this might be how it ends

i should just let them be

existing still,

but staying quiet

i might be ill

this isnt right

is it wrong to live

the way i do

i never give

anything new

always repeat

or pause the script

so take a seat

this is a gift

to get insight my head

my thoughts a little bit

its something that i dread

im one that doesnt fit

but would you take a seat

look at my gloomy play

you might feel the heat 

tell me to stay away

its fine though

it just hurts a bit

to let you go

be something you get rid of

just like a paper plane

you're watching from above

i stay inside my lane

and you will stay in yours

doing what people do

are you ever feeling blue?

i'll never know

it might not even matter

but i kind of want to grow

climbing that endless latter

will it lead to self improvement?

all there is to do is try

i will only need commitment

turn around and say goodbye.

this is a farewell to my isolated soul

please get ready and pack your bags

and jump into that hole

please jump into the dark

and never come back here

cause if you ever show up

ill gladly volunteer

to kick you out the club

you wouldnt like that, would you?

so consider leaving now

i could never hurt you

thats why im feeling low

but this time im prepared

i picked up all my strength

you're better looking scared

you better start to run

i know you dont believe me

but

this time i'll use the gun.

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opinions?^^ i'd be very interested in your interpretations c: