I like drawing

I like writing

I like music

I like thinking

I like this

but I don't like this right now,

I don't like drawing,

cause I can't even draw one straight line

I don't like writing

cause I can't find the right words

I don't like music

cause I can't even focuss for once

I don't like thinking

simply because I can't stop

.I like dreaming

but I don't like this right now

cause my dreaming seems better than being awake

flooting away in this kinda deep lake,

diving deeper, real life disappears,

deeper and deeper, 'till I don't know what's real.

I'm still diving

deeper of course,

maybe one day

I won't be able to get away

maybe one day I'll drown 

deep deep down

deep deep down

maybe that's how to describe myself,

I'm always deep deep down

somewhere in my head

maybe I already drowned

maybe I'm already dead?

I start to panic, don't want to die

so I start to swimm up,

don't want to live a lie

up 

up

up

up

I have to get out of this

where's the light?

I want to kiss

the air again, where's the light?

Just one chunk of light, just one

can't find it

real life, it's gone?

No way

I can't stay

can't stay here

suddenly

it became my biggest fear,

because what if?

I start swimming up again

or maybe that's down?

I forgot

reality

could be everywhere

everywhere around me,

yet I'm still caught up in my head

my thoughts

my world

I'm not sure

but maybe I'm actually dead,

just burried in my head.

Yeah.

I'm dead.