Now does that sound as if I were trying to win human approval?

No! I want God’s approval!

Or that I’m trying to cater to people?

If I were still doing that, I would not be a servant of the Messiah.

(Gal) 1:10

Situation:

I am totally broken by the behaviour of my friends. In group I was ignored. I feel like ppl judge me. However hard I try, I can not change this scene.

Now God tells me to stop pleasing the ppl of the world and start to seek his approval and to feel his presence in life.