Feel free to play the song whilst you are reading :)

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You sit on your bed nervously whilst occasionally looking at the note So sent to you a few days ago for the hundredth time but your intense gaze was interrupted by the doorbell. You placed the note in bedside draw and walk to the door opening it to reveal Tae.
"Oh hey, Tae."

"Oh hey, Tae?"He mocked. "It sounds like you don't want to see me (y/n)." He pouts and you chuckled before ruffling his hair.

"Hi, Tae....better?" You exclaimed.

"HI (Y/N)!" The two of you walk in but it soon turned into a run up to your bedroom. You slowly walk in and look at him with an unamused expression.

"What?"

"Why are you here? It's not like I am unhappy to see you and all, it's just unexpected." You walk over and take a seat next to him.

"I have something to tell you, about BTS and EXO." You look at him with a confused expression.

"What is it?" YOu inquired.

"Well, we're both going on tour soon," Tae told me in a blunty and straight up.

"Again?" You asked but he just simply nods. "I guess I have Ji to keep me company ." You flash him a  reassuring smile but his face remains frowned.

"Ji is going with Chanyeol."

"It's okay, I have other friends too." You flash him a reassuring smile this time it was fake, of course he could see past your act. You weren't good at lying, that also plied to acting.

"No, you don't."

"I said will be fine, don't worry. You saying I don't have anything friends? I am offended Tae" You tried reassuring him again but lightening the mood and cracking the joke but it didn't seem to work.  You didn't, in fact, have any other friends but it's their job as idols and you could not get in the way. He sighs.

"Are you going to be okay on your own for a while?"

"Yeah, of course, I can't rely on you guys forever." You spoke flashing a brave smile. Tae smiles softly and envelopes in me a hug.

"Make sure to call us if you need anything."

"Of course." You replied after the two of you broke the embrace.

"You better see us off at the airport next week...okay?"

"If I can't get through the fans that is." You mumble.

"What was that?"

"Ah, nothing." You quickly replied. 

"I am making sure to book you in with some comeback sessions with my hyungs to make sure you can actually talk back and stand up for yourself." Tae chuckled before ruffling your hair and messing it up.

You continue hanging out for the rest of the day but a negative thought kept creeping into your mind. What if you run into So whilst they are away? You know you have to learn to deal with these things by yourself. You will miss them all so much, you won't have the reassurance you would have usually when all your friends are here. You will be alone and if you do run into So you have to learn how to deal with the situation yourself. 

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Taehyung knew you said you would be fine by yourself but he can't help think of that Baekhyun told him.

"Hey V?" Taehyung turn around to see Baekhyun run up after him, his brown hair flying in the air.

"Oh, hi Baekhyun." He says say whilst turning around.

"Are you going on tour soon?" He hears him ask.

"Yah, how about you?" Baekhyun nods and they both look at each other with a worried expression. Both of them remain silent as they both realise that they would be leaving (y/n) alone.

"Yes, are you worried?" Taehyung suddenly voiced my worries.

"About (y/n)?" He nods.

"From what you, Ji and (y/n) told me, she does not have any other friends in Korea and while we are gone there is a chance she will run into So, worried is just a brief description of how I feel." Taehyung looked up at Baekhyun's worried expression with a soft smile.

"You like her don't you?"

"Heh?"

This boy. Taehyung rolled his eyes playfully before explaining.

"You know, when someone develops feelings for someone, that you would constantly be worried about, doing anything to see them smile?" As Taehyung finished explaining, a light pink tint appears on his cheeks but disappears as soon as it appears.

"I didn't want to pull her into this mess but I feel for her...it's hard not too...she too precious, the way her bottom lips stick out when she's pouting or lying or when she can't sing a note of the song and she taps her left foot in frustration...she's someone with a delicate personality that I want to help smile." He gives Taehyung a gentle smile. He could tell Baekhyun was telling the truth....(y/n) deserves to be happy, after all, she has been through with So someone that treats her like a princess.

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Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and before you knew it, it was a week later. You have heard over a million times the same question; 'Are you gonna be okay?' And the answer is always the same 'yes.' which was always accompanied by a fake smile. You don't want Ji, Tae or Baekhyun worrying about you whilst their gone, they need to have a good time. Even if you are not there with them at least they were happy.
You give Tae a big hug before he passes through the other side, Exo's plane was a flight after theirs so you hang back with Baekhyun.

"Hey (y/n), will ya miss me?" Baekhyun looks at you cutely and you laugh in reply.

"Nope." You decide to mess with him.

"What?" He pouts and you burst out laughing.

"Of course I will.....a lot." You mumble the last part before watching his face light up cutely.

cute

"Hehe I knew it, I am too great too cute to forget." He smiles cutely.

"You mean too annoying?" You corrected whilst trying to hold back you laughter.

"Ahhh..(y/n) you finally reveal what you truely think about me?" He frowned.

"We'll ya that's one of them." You added.

"Well, I have something to tell you...how I feel about you." Baekhyun's tone turns from a goofy one to a serious tone and you look at him curiously.

"What do you think of me Baek?" You inquired. "Baek?..." You see his face turns bright red from the nickname you give him and you smirk.

"Yah...or Bacon?" You teased.

"No not bacon!" You laugh, his face looks like one of those cartoons characters which has smoke blowing out of their ears.

"B....a.....c..on."

"(Y/N)!" Baekhyun places his hand on your mouth to stop you from speaking.
"I need to tell you how I feel about you." He spoke getting closer to your face.

"Wnsjsnsjsm." You try to say something but it was muffled but Baekhyun's hand.

"Shhh...listen." He says it softly, you look up at his with a surprised expression.
Your eyes meet but before Baekhyun could say anything D.O pulls Baekhyun off.

"We have a plane to catch, come on."

"D.O!!!" Baekhyun yells in frustration. He only fought back momentarily before giving up. Waving you goodbye with a big smile instead.
"See ya in the future (y/n), stay safe." You wave back and laugh at his childish behaviour towards D.O.

"I'll, have fun Baek."
You watch his figure disappear onto the other side and you sigh.

"Please don't go and leave me here...by myself."

~TBC~