Jean Verodine

"Good job! Another pose please!" I changed my pose continuously as the camera keeps clicking.

"Okay! Now go get change to another bikini!" Dan said as he gestured me to go to the changing room.

We flew to Miami today and as soon as we arrived, we had to work. We're currently having a photoshoot at Miami beach with all the Victoria Secret Angels. It's been awhile since I've come here.

I need a vacation like this, a real one.

"Come on, Jean." Wendy pulled me to the changing room that they built in the middle of the beach. I changed into a shocking pink bikini and checked myself before going out to continue my shoot. Today's weather is freaking hot and we're at the beach. I have the urge to get into the water this second.

"Jean, are you done? Deandra has to change hers too!" Wendy said and I quickly walked out from the changing room.

"Let's see" Wendy checked my bikini and gave me a nod.

"You're good!" She said and I walked out to wait for my turn again. My stylist fixed my make-up and hair again when suddenly someone wrapped their arms around my waist. My body was shaking and I quickly let go of the grip from my waist.

I turned to see.. Blake. My eyes widen and I was completely shocked to see him here. He's wearing beach pants and a white tee. His perfectly build body was so visible and he's wearing sunglasses. He smirked at me and I knew he was checking my body out with his pervert eyes.

"Hello, girlfriend." He said but there's a hint of angry tone.

"How did you get here?" I asked and I noticed that people around us already looking at Blake. He smiled to some people before turning to me.

"No kiss?" He took my hand pulling me closer.

"Blake, how did you know I was here?" I asked as I pushed him slowly.

Why is he here? Is he going to.. break up with me? Or maybe to tell me that we're done?

"I have my sources, baby."

"Are you spying on me?" I glared at him.

"You look hot today." He pulled me by my waist.

"Blake!"

"How was I supposed to know where my girlfriend was when she's not answering my calls and message for 3 days?" Oh right, my phone, I buried it because I had a feeling Will already knew the number.

"I dropped it so.." I lied.

"And you can live without your phone for days? At least you have to tell me your whereabouts, I was crazy as hell waiting for your calls and messages!" He bursted and he leaned his head slowly towards me.

"I thoug-" I stopped when he raised his eyebrows completey waiting for me to give me my reasons.

"You thought what?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Nothing." I wiggled out of his grip and looked at the other girls who were currently working.

"Are you free tonight?" Blake back hugged me and kissed my cheek.

"What do you want, Blake?" I asked coldly.

"I want you tonight.." He whispered.

"I'm tired." I really am, I've been sleepless since that day, Lexy was so worried about me. I can't sleep well knowing that Will could come anytime.

"Jean." He called me.

"Hmm?" I answered but he turned my body facing him. I looked at him confused and before I can ask what he wants he already crashed his lips to mine bringing me closer to him. I kissed him back with the same pace.

"Jean!" Now my name is being called, I looked at Blake who is currently smirking at me.

"Go and I'll be watching.." He kissed my cheek and I ran to the spot to take the photo. This time I have to pose with a surfing board. I posed a lot so I can finish it fast too. I focused on Dan and tried to listen to his instructions.

"Good job, Jean! You're good!" Dan said and gave me thumbs up. I looked for Blake and my smile faded when I was him talking to my friends. He's still a red-blooded man afterall.

He won't keep me forever anyway, he's free to look at other girls.

I walked to the changing room without glancing at Blake, why did I agree to do this with him in the first place? I'm getting comfortable and feeling safe in his arms but that won't last long. I looked at myself on the mirror, what were you hoping Jean? You're nothing to him, Jean, you're just his fake girlfriend. I tried to remind it to myself again and again.

I took off my bikini and put on my black shorts with my grey crop top. I looked at myself in the mirror, I might be killed by Will one day. I have to brace myself for that because I don't have anyone to hold on anymore. I'm on my own.

I walked out of the changing room and took my clutch with me. I bid my goodbyes to my stylist and Wendy.

"Jean." Blake called but I kept walking straight without turning my head at him.

"Jean!" Blake caught my hand and I turned to him.

"Why are you leaving me behind?" He asked as he looked at me confuse.

"You're busy." I said looking at him and he looked at me raising his eyebrows.

"Busy with what?"

"Talking so I thought I wouldn't disturb you." I said trying to be chill when the truth I don't like the idea of him already have a new target in mind.

"I want to have lunch with you." He hed my hand and intertwined it. I looked at our hands and I can't help being happy but I kept that feeling inside my heart. I suddenly remembered that he will throw me away maybe after this, my mood dropped that moment.

"What do you want to eat?" He asked.

"Pick anything, I can eat everything." I smiled and he nodded. We walked along the beach to find a restaurant near there. Suddenly a steak restaurant caught our eyes and Blake said he wants it.

"Roasted Beef Wellington one, medium rare." Blake said to the waiter and I'm still looking at the menu.

"Baby, do you want to order the same as me?" He suddenly asked and I looked at him raising my eyebrows.

"Should I?"

"It's the signature dish here, miss." The waitress said.

"Okay then, make it two." I smiled at her and she smiled back. She left with the menu. I looked around the restaurant, they have the best view here.

"Do you like the beach?" Blake asked.

"Yeah, I love it." I can't stop looking at the sea, inhaling the sea breeze is just the best thing now. I'm happy that I got to relax for awhile.

"Jean." Blake called and I turned to him.

"Yes?" He looked at me, it's like he's memorizing every inch of my face.

"If you want to say something, just say it." I bursted not liking the feeling in my chest. He's too comforting and I can't imagine if he's going to leave me any second.

"Say what? We're going to get married next week." Blake said and I looked at him confuse. I thought he's going to end things with me.

"I thought.. you.."

"Thought what?"

"Nothing." I shook my head as I took my glass of water.

"Thought about what sweetheart? Tell me or I'll make a scene that you won't like here." I looked at him disbelief and he gestured me to tell him.

"Come on baby, tell me."

"I thought you were going to leave me after using me 3 days ago." I said the 'using me 3 days ago' really in a small tone. He was.. a little bit confuse with my statement based on his expression.

"What? I didn't hear the last part." That made me frustrated so I shook my head. I don't think it's a good idea to tell him.

"Jean, tell me."

"I thought that you were going to leave me after using me 3 days ago. You're going to leave me like you did to the other girls. I mean you already got what you want.. I.." I sighed and speechless at the same time.

Suddenly Blake held my hand, I looked at it and then looked at Blake.

"I'm not going to leave you, Jean, we're going to get married next week and you're still my bride. I'll never leave you." He smiled as he caressed my hand.

Oh Blake.. I don't think I like what I'm feeling right now.