It's been four days since I joined with FATE. Honestly, I imagined that FATE would be a scary demon just like the others. But he revealed himself to show that he was just a normal person like me or so I wanted to believe. I knew that this guy was more than just a human. He gave me the same vibe as when I was around HABIT.   

BEING IN THE LIGHT FEELS WEIRD.

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2018/09/15

11:11 AM

"You can't be serious right? What you expect me to believe that you are from the future and you were stalked by somebody just like you are stalking me and in the end, you were killed by that being.", I said in an angry manner.

"I don't care what you believe. That's the truth.", FATE in a calm manner.

"Well if you were killed then how are you standing in front of me. And how do I know that you are not working for that thing right now ", I said.

"You wouldn't understand how I became like this. I don't understand either. I just know that I'm a monster. An unbound member of the Collective. Monsters like me have the power to make this world change. Monsters like me don't allow that being destroy everything, rule everything, kill everything. ", FATE said while maintaining his composure.

"You sure know how to talk big.", I said in an annoyed manner.

"Nice home you got here.", FATE said while standing up and walking around.

"Well, it hadn't been much a home lately. Tell me something FATE. If you are really from another time then tell me. ", I said while preparing my question.

"Yeah sure, what do you want?", FATE responded while still walking around.

"What happens to me?"

For the first time since I met in person FATE finally showed some emotion. He looked like it was surprised by that question.

"I don't know.", he said while stopping walking around. His voice didn't show any emotion at all. I then noticed that he was standing in front of my drawer.

"What are you doing FATE?", I said. I was getting really suspicious.

"Oh just exploring a bit.", he said and then opened my drawer. He then took out from it...

"FATE..."

"Since when have you started taking pills?", he said while holding a bottle of pills in his hand.

"Well with all that's going on I can't sleep on my own anymore right?", I said.

"Oh really. Those don't look like sleeping pills to me at all. Also, I didn't know you were such a good artist.", he said while taking out some notes which contained...

"Sketches of Operator Symbols, Rune of Severance and even sketches of the big guy himself. You never mentioned on your notes on your notes about taking pills and drawing symbols.", he said.

"I might have forgotten.", I said.

"BULLSHIT!!!", FATE shouted in an angry manner. He then continued: "Do you think I don't know about those pills. Do you think I don't know about those drawings? ".

"What do you want me to do? Do you want me to tell everyone that I'm getting crazy? Do you want to tell everyone that I can't stay two minutes without looking behind my back? Do you want to tell everyone that I'm afraid of turning the lights off? Tell me FATE what do I do?", I really was starting to lose it. Yes, I admit it. I've become just like Tim in Marble Hornets. Sometimes I would wake up in the middle of nowhere miles away from my home without any idea of how I got there. Yes, I admit it.

"Look, Egli, I know what are you feeling right now. All that confusion and fear will be your downfall. Just like me. If you want the world to not learn about all of this then go ahead. Do not make a transcript about our conversation. ", FATE said in a more peaceful tone.

"No, everyone needs to learn those details. I can't trust anybody if anybody doesn't trust me right?", I said. Everyone should learn.

"Okay, I respect your decisions.", he said.

I need to be careful or I'm going to become just like FATE.

"Okay Egli I know I said you couldn't believe them but in the situation, we are in we have to choose the lesser evil here. "

"What are you trying to say? Wait? No, no, no, no. I don't want to deal with those people again. "

"Well too late because I have already notified them.  They will be here after one or two weeks I think."

*SIGH* "Well what do we do until then?"

"WE WAIT."