4/12/22

My paranoia has been increasing. It's cared to go down there now.

I think this is mostly because I started a new medicine recently...but I don't think it is.

They are upset about this...they keep asking me what's wrong and I'm terrified to tell them.

I actually told then recently....Cobalt says it's a side effect of the new pill I've been taking. Well,that's good news...unless he's lying to me. I'm just so scared right now and I don't even know why.

Why do I feel this way?

I'm supposed to be their savior...but right now I'm a nervous wreck too scared to go anywhere near them.

Why am I like this....?

I'm scared....I'm so scared....

I'm gonna go talk to the girls about this.