Tagged (for the third time)
I shall put the pic at the top later as I'm using my grandma's comp again [i dont have my own comp. I'll be getting one for school, but I dont want my school snooping in what I'm doing on here] so, yeah.
Tagged by Princess_Pink746
1. Name?
Nope. I'm not revealing that [obviously] sorry im in a lot of pain [in case you dont know i was in a car accident this morning] and annoyed at one of my friends irl but all you need to know is to call me Helena or Lena if I let you. And if you have a nickname for me stick to it. Don't call me someone else's nickname for me, or I'll take it as you insulting and disrespecting my friends and I. And if I have a nickname for you don't let anyone else call you that. If not I take it as you and your friend disrespecting and insulting me. [I'm sorry I just had to get that out]
2. Height?
154cm
3. Weight?
Skip.
4. Age?
I turn 13 in September
5. Girl best friend (online)?
BrokenPoseidonGirl . Princess_Pink746 comes in rly close third [excluding 4noya4 whom is my irl bestie] but BrokenPosiedonGirl is my all-time bestie. Love ya moonlace [the most full stop]
6. Guy best friend (online)?
TheLostLegend06 and ii_ravenclxw . 9310464m is my little brother. [not rly]
7. Last hug?
TheLostLegend06 which is ironic cuz he hates hugs. XD
8. Crush?
I have two and I'm never telling. But anyway I have Mal
9. Ever fell in love?
With Mal. Irl no.
10. Favourite food?
Too many to choose. My grandma's cabbage or peanut soup. Or her noh hiang. Or her pineapple tarts. Or peanut candies [that's jus what we call them. we dont rly know the name] but since i'm singapoean, CHICKEN RICE 4EVERRRR. Lmao jk. But outside my grandma's cooking I like ban mee, chicken rice or hokkien mee [as u can see, I hv a lot of favourite foods] but yeah. I think hokkien mee from my fav hawker centre def. (lmao so long XD)
11. Favourite colour?
Purple or ocean shades
12.Who texted you last? When?
My tuition classmate 12mins ago. I was telling him abt the accident and getting annoyed at his answers [he's stating the obvious come on] but he made a funny joke so all is forgiven XD
13. Longest relationship?
Um, I was in kindergarten, so idk if it counts, but 3 yrs.
14. Battery percentage?
82% (I'm charging my phone so I can see the percentage cuz I jus plugged it in)
15. Eye colour?
Black. [ugh so boring T-T]
16. Addiction?
Wattpad, books, earrings [i love them. I'm wearing my new star and moon ones now. to signify my moonlace and i, and my starry (I miss you more than you can imagine)]
17. Favourite animal?
Baby dumbo octopuses are the most adorable thing you'll ever see! [they even beat corgis by a tiny bit] but baby corgis too. Oml- *dies from the cuteness momentarily ( 4noya4 Phobe if you dare-)]
18. Favourite singer/band?
The chainsmokers. 100000% Shawn Mendes too, and a lot more
19. Had a piercing?
Ear piercing. Duh. If not I wouldn't be able to wear earrings. [i hate clip-ons]
20. Ever sang in the shower?
Yesterday XDDDDD and all the time. I love music. Suck at singing though
21. One wish?
I'm content as I am. I don't even wish for the pain to go away. It hurts like hell but ig it toughens me.
22. Country you live in?
Singaporean and proud
23. Best time of your life?
I dont really have one. Skip.
Edit: Prob texting @4noya4 abt boys (well one of them that's basically every single day lmao) or texting @BrokenPoseidonGirl abt.....idk prob one of our calls, or jus texting. Moon is my bsf. *hugs*
24. Pets?
My Mom has a shrimp colony, my dad has a massive 5 foot long fish tank, and I'm sy fish died a few weeks ago :( But I have snowball, the virtual himalayan rabbit I share with Princess_Pink746. *raises snowball* Adowable
25. Plan on getting married?
Of course!
26. First kiss?
NA
27. Insecure?
A lot of things. I was just talking to TheLostLegend06 about one just before I left for school.
28. Ever self-harmed?
Of course not! #1. I am catholic, self-harm is against my religion. #2. Due to emotional trauma I have a pathological fear of blood, death, injury, and accidents. [I'm not scared of death. Cancer migth be hereditary for me (my personal suspicion) and I'm not scared. My mom had ovary cancer before seh had me. I'm lucky to be alive and thankful for these 12 years. It mighgt just be dead things, or dead things with blood on them] Wait bunny have I told you the story of why I have these? Cuz I want you to know (you too moon). The fist person I ever told was TheLostLegend06, other than my irl best friend [who is sometimes a crappy friend] who didn't even listen. {sorry for rambling}
29. Who you love?
My family, my friends.
30. Miss anyone right now?
Yes.
31. Hair colour?
Black/brown with natural highlights [diff shades of red or brown. Tbh idrk I dont spend a lot of time staring at my hair belive it or not XD]
32. Relationship status?
Single
33. Last song you listened to?
Bad Liar by Imagine Dragons just came on.
34. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Last night
35. Biggest fear?
I have PTSD from bullying to the point where I developed a fear of ridicule. And their voices follow me months after I graduated, but also my fear of blood is pretty bad. PTSD sucks. I wasn't there for the accident but imagining it traumatised me. I have a semi-eidetic memory adn those images were highly disturbing. Especially for 2 year old me. ;-;
36. Belive in ghosts?
Sorta. It's in my religion so yes. But in my religion they're disembodied souls not ready to leave the earth yet, so they stick around. Fun fact: halloween is actually a christian holiday. Wish a bit of other cultures mixed in too
37. Been depressed?
Yep
38. Felt lonely?
Last night. And today
39. Changed clothes in car
When I was younger once I had to.
40. Something you hate?
People who insult my friends. Idc about myself but if you insult my friends I'll do more than just punch you if it's bad enough. Or if you insult my intelligence. If I could, I would slap them every time some boy thought I was stupid and treated me like a bimbo cuz I was a girl [they're immature and pretentious. I just start talking science stuff to shut them up] I kinda have this... idk what to call it like a mask that I go into where I'm really cold and mean to protect myself.
41. Something yo would change about yourself?
I hate myself sometimes, [the bullying has taken a huge toll. I feel weak when I break under the pressure but I guess I should be proud of myself for holding strong since kindergarten]
42. Opinion on second chances?
I was best friends [until recently when I'd decided I'd had enough] with a girl who bullies me, and once made me wanna die, then told me to die after I just couldn't take it and screamed that, [tbh most of my classmates did that to me. 4noy4 is one of the only ones who didn't] but she and her other friend bullied me about it.
43. You like yourself?
Yep! But sometimes I have moments when I hate myself. After hearing the same mean comments for years it sorta got imprinted in my brain no matter how much I tried to resist. Tbh I hate myself for giving up. It's just-facing that alone for so long... I couldn't take it. But I persevered so here I am ig.
44. Sleep with the door open or closed?
Always closed. Even during the day or anywhere else. I keep a lot of things to myself, and closed doors make me feel safe. Also I feel like anyone can snoop in on what I'm doing, which I hate cuz I got made fun of for even making a mistake in my old school [I'm sorry for talking so much about this. I'm trying to leave it behind, but it's hard. I have, but, yeah. The memories still haunt me]
45. Tag 25 people.
I wont tag 25. Just a little more than a few.
Mxglxy [tehe mom XDDD]
yeah more than a few. Btw Aisy are you done with your murderous rage yet? *hides behind Nubis who's still a fox*
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