I hate that I'm not very confident in myself when it comes to writing.

Clarinet, piano, volley, basketball, and volleyball, I've been practicing for years. It doesn't matter if someone criticizes me.

In writing, I'm writing, on Wattpad, to online people that I don't know about their tastes and all.

It gets me scared so I always hesitate to publish a drabble or chapter in a fanfiction.

And when I do, I don't have the courage to read any comments left in the drabbles.

I just worry too much. And I really hate that.

Also,

All-District Band Auditions is tomorr—well, in a few hours because it's 1 in the morning. My time block is at four PM, and I am scared. I really want to be one the best, skip a whole dang day of school on Friday to go to the clinic at the designated school, and beat Lucas.

In all seriousness, I am really wanting to my best, but I'm afraid of blipping, squeaking, and playing a wrong note.

Ughh

Everything's so hard these days.