If you do NOT want to listen about the incident, you do not have to read this. Skip it if you want to bc I need somewhere to rant on

If not, your choice ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It's been already a year a few months since the incident

If y'all are new to this boredom book, here's a few things that I only know. (I could be wrong)

- some argument that started off small turned for the worst between two old idols, @/sweaterkitty and @/hope_forever_18, both of them are talented TMNT fanfiction authors

- Hope wrote about the incident and was able to get a few people on her side

- Kitty decided to write her side of the story narrative style (in which I personally thought this was excessive and not straight to the point until the end. I felt like she wasted a shit ton of her time for people to side with her, and her fans got way too excessive. it's a good way to persuade others to keep on reading, only telling who the person is until the end. wow, that's the best way to be entranced through it all and staying there.

just. wow.)

anyways

- Kitty's fans attacked Hope so much that she took a break from Wattpad, something that (I think) she's never done before because she loves Wattpad.

The two things I really hate about the most is:

1. No one, both from Hope's fans and Kitty's fans, took their fucking time to look through the other person's perspective. All they did was see one and sided with it. That's not only the problem with this situation but with situations world wide. There's a fucking reason we have JUDGES WHO ARE GODDAMN (NOT REALLY) FAIR IN THE REAL WORLD

2. The conflicts was never resolved. What both of them did was shove it in a safe, locked it, buried that shit up and threw their keys somewhere they'd hope to forget.

Here's some tips to understand, not only for them if they actually read this but to everyone out in the world as well.

First of all, you can't simply hide away or not talk about the situation anymore after time passes. People, someday like me, will look back to the past and take an observation to what has happened. People will most likely bring up back the old situations even if it discomforts you. For example, I still got upset whenever my mother decided to post a picture of me, holding a large trash bag full of dead leaves, with the caption that, I think, said, "I'm running away from home!"

Why? Because I've done that before. It also reminded  me of the time I had depression.

Second of all, if you still keep shoving the past away, there wouldn't be anything for you to have help from. What I mean is you won't be able to get it done if all you do you procrastinate or "forget" about it. Fuck it, get it done so it will stay in the past.

Third of all, I really do want the two of you to (not exactly sit down) talk it through in a calmly fashion. I wish to have no arguments, pointing fingers, or any sort of false accusations on each other. I also wish it would be in private, so there wouldn't be anything to be hidden if it was in some sort of group chat. You would have the choice to either say what happened or only say the result of the conversation.

I really want this conflict to be solved. There's this tension still going on between Kitty with her fans and Hope with her fans.

Remember the time I actually looked up to both of them? Remember the first (cringy) TMNT fanfiction I attempted to write, dedicated to not one but to both of them?

Kitty was the first person I've talked to before Hope. She helped me get the courage to talk to others and be more open in this world.

Hope was the first person who kept by my side by how close we got because of the new things we fell in love with.

I hate to see this invisible wall still built between the both of them, similar to the Berlin Wall: people want it down but the higher class of one side wouldn't allow it. After sticking with one after a long time attempting to stay on the fence and not on either side, I sometimes think about the old times I had with the other one. I hate trying to start off new things and never get another response. All I asked her was about the new TMNT show and how she thought about it.

That was from December, I believe.

Have y'all heard of about what happened to two YouTuber names Bryce Games and Ohmwrecker? I don't think y'all have since I'm most likely the only one around here to watch Youtubers.

I'm not a really old fan, so let me give y'all a the jist of te situation since I became a big fan of them around Ocbtober and their problem happened around late Spring of 2017. All I know Bryce tweeted a post, and Ohm replied that (I think) offended Bryce. Their tweets got more aggressive to each other and it ended with nothing. All they've been doing to nearly a year was not talk and/or play with each other.

I'm a big fan of the squad of H2O Delirious, CaRtOoNz, Bryce Games, and Ohmwrecker playing all together with their videos that mostly exists in 2016. Just seeing two still separated to this day kinda broke my heart, meaning the squad basically broke apart.

I don't think Bryce plays with CaRtOoNz or Delirious as much anymore with his and Ohmwrecker's friendships broken. The thing is that Bryce and Ohm still play with other people but they never play together. I mean, another friend, Sattelizer, still plays with both of them, just never in the same session or together at all.

I honestly don't expect things to have the stereotypical happy ending for both ways, but I really hope for a closed ending with all of the tied knots loose. Not everything will get back to normal, but it's just less tension in the air.

I just wanted to rant it out so yeah.