Leofangirl2000

do

you

know

how

much

I

fucking

MISSED

YOU

GIRL DO YOU KNOW HOW SAD WHENEVER YOU LEFT

WHATS WORSE IS YOU LEFT ON MY BIRTHDAY AS WELL

IM REALLY NOT SAYING ITS YOUR FAULT YOU HAD NO CHOICE OF LEAVING WATTPAD

BUT THAT WAS IN MY MIND THE WHOLE DAY.

LITERALLY THE ONLY SADDEST THING IVE EXPERIENCED ON MY BIRTHDAY

ANYWAYS

IM SO HAPPY YOURE BACK AND MUCH IN BETTER SHAPE

CONGRATS ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND YOU LUCKY BITCH

ANYWAYS, HERES A LITTLE RECAP OF WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WHILE YOU WERE GONE FROM WHEN YOU LEFT TO NOW

1. April, 2016 My friends got me into Hetalia, a sinful (as in what the hell is going on) anime about personified countries. It's basically people that represent their country, are immortal unless their political and ethnic borders are dissolved, and do all kinds of shit.

2. Summer,  2016 I went to Las Vegas in June and New York in July! It was super amazing there, even though it was really expensive.

3. Fall, 2016 During the night while looking through my friends' instagram pages, I had, like a mental breakdown(?? I'm not 100% positive about it, and I really don't want to seem like a "LOOK AT ME I HAD THIS" person right now). Over time during fall of eight grade, even though I had friends, I just felt like an outcast to my friends and felt really lonely. I got to the point where I was silently crying while I had that mental breakdown, posting a snap on my story that I wanted to die and even thinking about taking out a knife to end it. Never did tho. Then I posted a bit more deep shit on Instagram(it's deleted now) A good amount of people comforted me on insta and someone told the counselor. I felt a bit better after talking to him, but whenever my parents found out, they were upset because they didn't want to be seen as "bad parents." Kinda sucks, ya know.

4. All throughout eight grade, 2016-2017 Band was so much fun, even though my band went through some tough times. My middle school band won TMEA Honor Band and in this February, they're going to San Antonio to perform! It kinda sucked that I couldn't go. Anyways, I quit choir became a Band-Aide to help the new coming clarinet players. They loved me and I loved them. Heck, even the sixth grade french horn players loved me!

5. April 24-27, 2017 Freshman marching band camp is where I really tried. It was a bit difficult because I was used to play the clarinet with my neck strap. I'm now capable without it. Anyways, I met new friends in my grade and my section leaders. On Wednesday, I got Outstanding Marcher from my middle school, and I was happy. (I was also REALLY extra during that time so shhhh)

6. May 22 to June 2, 2017 I got back into one of the oldest shows that I watched when I was third grade: Ninjago. I am still into the show, for I have also watched the movie as well. Ninjago basically shaped up my life before TMNT

6. June 6-8, 2017 It was mini band camp, just to get our music and for freshman to understand how would August band camp would work. On Thursday, everyone went to the park where was a little kids water park but my color guard friends and I played in it. I was even able to make amends with a girl who's friend-now-ex-friend and my friend had a troubled past with in elementary school. Anyways, it was hot

7. August 28 to Now, 2017-2018 High school is a pain in the ass. I had ups and downs, but I was able to pass all my classes with mostly As and one B for the first semester.

8. August 1 to November 4, 2017 It was the first day of marching band camp. It was tiring being outside and all and playing my instrument 24/7. It was a really fun experience to march our show, winning and loosing. It was an amazing experience

Finding me is easy. I'm the shortest girl in the middle of the pic with the clarinet.

This was in our first competition, beating our rival after two years of their undefeated title of first. In BOA San Antonio, my band got first in Prelims but second in finals. To be honest, I was a bit salty, but its probably the farthest we've gotten besides Grand Nats from 2015.

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This was our show, entitled "Sculpt." As you watch the video, you notice our props are pink triangles, blue circles, and green cylinders. Each shape represent each part of our show. Triangles to show off our pride in the beginning with a bright pink, circles to round out our somber ballad which included "Song of Joy" by Captain & Tennille, and tall cylinders to end our show it a bright, green bang. Loved it way too much.

Anyways, y'all now know what school I go to rip.

9. September to now, 2017-2018 I started to grow a small crush on this guy name Samuel in my clarinet section even though he was dating someone else at the time. It grew whenever they broke up (I'm actually friends with her, too, so I was a mix of emotions) and some things happened if you look a chapter or two back for more explanation. Anyways, it's still going on. We're also good friends, soooo :)

10. Fall, 2018 I started loving a group of YouTubers called Banana Bus Crew. Love all of their videos. Started it off with a Canadian named Smii7y, then off to Vanoss, then of to Mini Ladd, then watched everyone else's videos on their channels. Love them all to death, but this man—

—will forever be my favorite out of all of them (Mini Ladd)

Also if you haven't noticed, I started to cuss a shit ton more than whenever you left. I'm also classify myself as a pansexual 💗💛💙

Thank fuck you're back. Anyways, I'm glad things have somewhat settled down. A lot of things changed, heh.

I went from this

To this

TO THIS

EY IM STILL 4'10 BUT IM ABOUT TO TURN 15 SOON EEY

anyways, I'm so happy that you're back I wrote a whole CHAPTER for this

I really missed ya 💚