Boboiboy POV.

My eyes open and i saw everything outside the window is dark. I remember cleaning myself up after doing the deed and I instantly fall asleep.

I didnt realise we are already in space. I took the blanket on the bed to cover my body as the temperature drop. But the spaceship is controlling the temperature to be bareble for us to be even walking and breathing.

Its amazing technology. I look around and turn to the other bunker bed and i saw a pair of shoe at the top bunker but i do not see who the shoe is own by. The bunker covers the body but the lower part of it is the stairs to climb. I slowly climb it and saw a red coloured skin man with a black braided hair sleeping soundly with no snore. I sit at the climbing steps and stare at him.

His skin is so unique. Red colour? And there's markings on his body like a tattoo? Or is it from born? Interesting creature. He is an Alien for sure. Look at that tail. Nothing earthly about this.

I dont know why. We aren't that diverse to this kind of creatures.

Humans are considered exotic from what Kizka told me in the past. More like, Aliens or other creatures that is bad will find ways to kill us and experiment on us. Kizka was saying there's good ones like him and the others..

I look at Nyx.

And there's bad ones that will exploit you. Remembering what happen back at where we were from.

Then I started feeling sad again.

I put my hand on my eyes covering it.

Damnit. Even Nyx is here. I feel like he making me happy. Suddenly it turns to an ugly feeling remembering how i trusted Fang to take care of my heart. Fang had always, always made me happy. But when he hurt me. It was the worse out of the worse. The kind of balance in the relationship that weighs out the bad after the good comes. Making it so toxic. I have always been too nice in the relationships that they just step all over me.

Am i starting to hate Fang?

Then i heard a rustling sound of cloth and the bed moving. I look towards Nyx and i saw him sitting up and looking at me worried.

"B-boboiboy.. are you okay?" He bring up his hand trying to comfort me.

My expression change from sad to happy. I feel warm around him.

Is it possible i can heal with him.

"I am okay Nyx." I give him a big smile.

Nyx smile back and gave a warm smile.

"Btw why are you sleeping? Didn't you just left to do your job?" I asked.

"Oh? Boboiboy we have warped the ship 2 times and that's considered a few of rest and warp process. And it has been almost 12 hours since i talked to you." Nyx had a little laugh at the end there.

Wait a min. Its been 12 hours?!

"I've been passed out over 12 hours, Nyx!?" I scream at him.

Then we heard the door of our room open. Nyx and me turn to the door.

"I heard you both are awake!" Scream kizka at the door. But Kizka couldn't find the both of us and started searching for us and found both of us on the top bunker on his right. "Ah! There you are!"

He walks to us and i drop down to the floor.

"Hello captain!" I salute him and give a kiddy face. "How are you Captain?"

Kizka came and headpat me.

"You no need to call me Captain Boboiboy." Then kizka move his head to the bunker where Nyx is sleeping

"Why are you sleeping on the top bunker Nyx?" Kizka ask.

Nyx turns even more red and his eyes looks at me and he looks down and blush.

Huh?

"Ohhh." Kizka chuckles and hugs me. "I see what's going on here."

I let him hug me and i have lots of questions marks on my head.

What?

Nyx blushed even more after seeing me getting hug and he laid down and took his blanket to cover him.

"Captain! With all due respect! I hate you." Nyx screams inside his blanket .

Kizka let out a laugh and continue to hug me.

"Both of you guys are cute. Bummer i cant date both of you guys." Kizka teased both of us.

I started blushing. And suddenly i felt my back was slowly being touch from top of my back to my waist.

I let out a big gasp and i moan slight in shock.

Realising Kizka is teasing me. And he proceed to touch my ass.

"Ahh!!!" I scream as i scream Nyx came out from the bed and jump infront of me and kizka ,seperating us.

Kizka was smiling and laughing.

Nyx and me both was shock of what just happened.

Then kizka brought up his hand and looks at it.

"Damn boboiboy you have an ass." Kizka shows an serious face while both me and nyx is the worse confuse situation we both ever felt.

"S-stop!" Nyx scream and look at Kizka.

"Good reflet Nyx." Kizka on his shoulder. "Thats what i want when i say protect him."

Nyx was shock.

I am blushing so hard and in the worse confuse feeling i have ever felt.

"Wait.. was it a test !?" Nyx scream in embarrassment.

"Of course it was!" Kizka laughs and smiles "i love teasing both of u boys its cute."

Nyx started getting even more mad and left the room to cool down. While kizka laugh even harder.

"K-kizka—" i called to him.

"Yes boboiboy!" He happily answered.

"Are we gonna arrive Xixus soon?" I asked.

"Soon~" he happily answer.

"I see.. b-by the way Kizka. Why did u do that just now?" I asked again.

"Were you bothered?" Kizka slowly sat down at my bed while crossing his skinny legs. And he taps on the bed asking me to sit beside him.

"N-no! I know you wouldn't do it in a sexual way." I came and sit right beside him.

Kizka let out a smirk.

"Are you sure Boboiboy?" Kizka continues looking at me making me nervous.

I pushed Kizka jokingly and laugh.

"You're too naive of people Boboiboy."

His just teasing me. I know it.

"That boy that just stomp himself out there, fell for you." Kizka points out the door. And my eyes widened. "And you are his first love."

I was shock and embarrassed—

W-what the fuck just happened?

"C-can't be..." i look at Kizka. "But... what if i still like fang..? But how can i go for Nyx? No what if i do not like Nyx and i am just using him "

Kizka stares at me with a side eye and put his hands on my cheeks.

"Okay then." Kizka gave a serious face and he pulls himself to me and our face got really close.

My eyes widened on how close we are i give a slight blush.

"K-kizka..." my body shake. I never see Kizka anywhere like this in my life. T-this is a big of difference of Kizka for real!

Then i felt him putting his hand through my hair and slowly travel it down to my neck.

W-what's the meaning of this.  I close my eyes.

Kizka gets even more close to me to my ear and starts to whisper.

"If you really are just using him.. why did you get hard when he pushed you to this bed without any seduction or him pushing you to get turn on the way i just did.?" I look at Kizka right away and realised he knew i was turn on. "And look at that. You aren't turn on right now."

Kizka looks down at my crotch area.

I got even more embarrassed and pushed kizka off.

Kizka stood up from me pushing. Kizka laughed again

"The reason he slept on the taller bunker is also because he can't stop himself from touching you." Kizka smile.

WTF IS THIS KIZKA'S SIDE?!

I never seen him so sinister like this.

"See what i mean you are too naive? You are always a snack to alot people. You just do not realise it. I am lonely and years of being alone." I look at him and blush. He comes near me and bring up my chin to him gracefully. "I could use a snack."

I blushed so hard and i got stunned.

But then it hit. It's like a fling.. i mean i am not attached to anyone. Fang doesn't need me. And i have my sexual needs..

Am I serious to do with Kizka?

I look up to him and i look dead serious at him. Making him bringing up his eyebrow and he blink a few times.

"You really considering it?" Kizka asked shortly.

I just look at him and blink. I do not know.

Then I remembered Nyx. Do i feel the same way for Nyx? Just as sexual desire? Like how Kizka putting on the table for me.

Hm.

"M-maybe?" I say to Kizka.

Kizka was speechless after i said that.

I mean. Who else will do with me but not someone i trust. Kizka must have sexual tension over this years. Just playing with yourself and actually sex is different.

But do i wanna destroy our relationship like that?

Kizka keep quiet and flick my forehead. And it fucking hurts. I straight away cover my forehead and look at kizka.

"Idiot." Kizka said one word to me. "I am just joking to tease you. I would never use you in such a way. I want you to know you are worth more than what you think and what Pang have showed you in the past."

Kizka came to me and hug me lovingly.

"If i were to have a little brother, you are that person in my life today." Said Kizka. "Dumb ass. Why would u think i'd actually do it with you?"

Suddenly i felt sad, and small tears coming out my eyes.

"B-because who else would i do with unless it's my close people i can trust."  Kizka seems shock to hear that. "I really have sexual tension, that I couldn't release after Fang and I broke up. And i have the worse trust issues to start even a new relationship."

"Trust issues?" Said Kizka.

"Yeah.." i look down from Kizka. "After all the pain Fang has created for me. I started being scared to even be committing to a new relationship. To think, this guy might do the same thing. There's no guarantee he wont do it. Or He will start hurting me after something bad happens to their life. And for me to go through that ordeal of someone i love fucking me up. It makes me wanna go crazy!"

I put both of my hand on my head.

Kizka hugs me.

"I am sorry. I really didn't mean any of this." Kizka gave a different kind of tone now. More lovable feeling on his tone. "Boboiboy."

I look at Kizka. He is giving me the most loving face and headpat me.

"Forgive me." Kizka said out of guilt.

I nod and hug back.

This will never change our relationship. Kizka was offering the sex and i thought of it as a secure thing for me. I can't trust anything new too early. I know Nyx likes me but.. How can i open up again after all Fang have done to me? Fang doesn't give a crap to what he has done to me. I'll care for what i have now. I care for Kizka too much. If anything happens between us i do not want to lose Kizka. I can't lose anyone like Kizka anymore. He is the only who stood by me.

Kizka is in my life. Mine. I look up with a sinister face. Nobody dares to hurt him the way everyone have hurt me.

"I need to leave for now Boboiboy." Said Kizka. "I have to get my rest before the next jump to Xixus."

I smiled at him.

"Okay Kizka. Oh! I forgot to ask Kizka! Can i have some drinks at the bar room with all the comfy sofas?" I asked.

"For sure! Make sure to not over do it with the drinking okay?" Kizka tells me.

I salute him and smile brightly. He proceeds to headpat me and he walks away and out of this room.

Today was confusing my life. I chuckled.

Kizka's POV.

Fuck.

I fucked up.

To be continue...