Precap

Why did I feel sad knowing what kind of a person he is instead of feeling anger?

He did the wrong thing and I am feeling sad.

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Chapter 16: Pillow Fight With The Bed

After the conversation, I was not feeling good.

Angry,

Sad

I was swarmed with all these emotions. I felt like a huge weight is resting on my shoulders. Like all these emotions are weighing me down.

I sat on my bed.

I remember him shooting the guy, I see it very clearly in my head.

But why did he say that the man is not dead?

Maybe I wanted to badly believe him that's why I feel like he is telling the truth

I saw him fall to the ground.

But he didn't disagree with the fact that he shot him. He shot a person.

He even said to the man to kill me even if he didn't know it was me. Even if it was someone else, he has no right to kill. The fact is he said to kill.

The sadness I felt before changed to angry. I need to get this anger out somehow or else it will make me mad.

I looked behind and saw a pillow. I took the pillow and hit it on the bed several times. Each time I hit the pillow on the bed, my anger towards him increased.

Angrily I kept on hitting the pillow until there was nothing left.

I took the other one and started hitting it on the bed until there was nothing left of it as well.

I stared at it for a few mins.

Then I held my head between my hands and closed my eyes. This anger was making me mad. I have to calm down.

This is killing me.

I opened my eyes.

Cotton.

The bed was full of cotton. Seeing this I didn't know why but I remembered the time I used to do this with Tess and Ella

I used to call it Pillow fight with the bed.

Funny name

Those were happy times.

This memory brought a smile to my face. I hope Tess and Ella are safe.

Mom And Dad. I hope they are safe too.

How would they feel if they found out about this?

I don't know

How and When did he even become like this?

These questions can only be answered by him.

But Does it matter now?

I don't know

What can possibly change this situation?

I don't know.

The only thing that I know is that I have to escape this place.

I got out of bed and removed the cotton from my hair and clothes.

I made my way towards the window seat.

This corner of the room helped me calm down.

I laid down on the window seat and closed my eyes.

Due to all the things happening now, I was tired. So sleep came fast.

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"Mam".

*Mam, Wake Up".

I heard the soft voice of the lady. I slowly opened my eyes. She was smiling at me.

I slowly sat up.

"What", I asked her

"Mam I brought you juice", Saying this she handed me a glass of Orange juice.

Hoping she did leave me alone, I took the glass and drank the juice.

Fresh Oranges.

It tasted like freshly prepared orange juice. It was not at all bitter but very sweet. I wanted more but stopped myself from asking her.

I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand and handed her back the glass

She didn't leave with the glass instead  she stared at me

"What", I asked her confused.

Why is she staring at me now?

"Nothing my child. I just feel sorry for you", She said

"Don't feel sorry for me. I don't want your sympathy".

"I don't know why you are here but I hope you will be okay. This can be a very dangerous place".

Dangerous place?

How does she know that?

Maybe She knows some stuff about this place. Maybe she can give me the answers

*What do you mean by dangerous?", I asked her curiously.

"I am afraid that I can't tell you that but one thing you should know is that if you go to the wrong place here then things will not be good".

What does that even mean?

"So please be careful my dear. You seem to find out about things you shouldn't. But believe me, when I say this, it's safe here in this room", she continued.

She is scaring me here.

Where the hell am I?

First of all, she is not ready to answer my questions and second of all, she is scaring the hell out of me.

I think I am in much bigger trouble than I thought I was in.

God help me!

She left the room and locked the door leaving me alone with the scary thoughts in my head.

What is here so scary that this room is said to be safer?

This makes me even more curious to explore this place.

At first, I only wanted to escape from this place... but now, I wanted to know more about this place.

Thinking of this, I went back to sleep.