So, as some of you may know, I am a freshman in highschool

i don't really have much to say on this matter tbh

I made a couple of new friends i guess

lost a couple

My grades were spectacular

Probably due to the fact that i have no friends anymore ヾ(〃^∇^)ﾉ

most of my teachers were okay

my english teacher gave me resting bitch face a lot, even though

*ahem*

I'm the best student in her class

My french final was dismal, however

I got an 88 :l and that was not what I hoped to get

Anything in the nineties is a blessing tbh

BUT I SLAYED FOR SOCIAL STUDIES I KNOW I DID

I SLLLAAAAYED.

Anyway i had my bio final today and i was a bit sad bc i lovelovelove my bio teacher he is goddess

HE TOLD US TO WATCH PHILADELPHIA W TOM HANKS AND IT'S ABOUT THE AIDS CRISIS

I CRIED SO HARD

nvm i hate my bio teacher

i heard kids saying they were excited for next year.

And

How?

Lemme tell you a thing

I wake up at 5:30 every single day

My bus picks me up at 6:30

Then i fall asleep in class because it's literally the dead of night out like

I can't concentrate

I can't enjoy the learning experience

I have to deal with literally the worst people

I get home at 2:30

Sleep until 10 (roundly 7 hours to make up for all the sleep i lost the night before)

Do my homework until 1

Stay up until 5:00

Take a short nap

Wake up at 5:30

WHAT IS EXCITING ABOUT THAT

WHAT

ALL THE WHILE MAINTAINING GOOD GRADES AND HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS? WHAT? DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING GENIUS TO YOU?

school is fucking excruciating and i hate it so much and i never want to go back

Anyway :)

I'm ready to be a sophomore, no doubt. And this year was okay because I was sort of confident in myself

until recently bc apparently I'm "condescending" and I'm not okay with that because I really don't like alienating people

But I have a feeling that the people who say those things don't actually care about me and I shouldn't be interacting with them anyways

THAT'S A STORY FOR LATER

my friends sometimes read my updates lmao i hope THOSE WANKERS SEE THIS

But may i quickly point out that appreciating and only high quality (an elitist or perfectionist, which has negative connotations in their own right) is totally different than treating someone lower than you based on how you perceive their intelligence/wealth, etc.

I'm a total elitist lmao i hate pretending I like stuff that's shoddily put together or cheap and I'll outright reject it depending on who the person is

Like if my grandma gave me a shitty sweater for christmas i obviously would accept it

But if you're my drug dealer? And you're supplying me with meth? THAT SHIT BETTER BE GRADE FUCKING A OKAY