"I am tired, daddy. You are so warm. I want to cuddle" Zayn whispered in my chest. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his small waist pulled him closer to my chest. I kissed his head. I can clean him later. Till then I think he should take a rest. He had gone through many things today.

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Zayn's pov:

A week passed after that night. I woke up alone in my bed on that day and I was upset that I didn't wake up from harry's arm.

I got a text from him on that day. He informed me he was not coming for tutoring me for a week. He gave me a 7 days vacation to enjoy my time with my parents. His parents went to New York back after two days. But my parents remained with me for a week. My school was off too for 7 days and I am happy with it.

I loved it as he gave me time to spend my time with my parents. Yes, I enjoyed it so much. I went out with my parents and with those mischievous kids, watched movies and did so many things which I have missed a lot. I argued and fought with them. But in the end, I missed when they were leaving. I genuinely cried for them when they hugged me tightly before going and broke out in my shoulder. I know I was rude all the time but I love them. After all, they are my cousin and I am feeling bad for them, guilty was filling me. I will apologise to them if I will get a chance to meet them again.

And the most important thing is I didn't need to cook. My mom cooked so many delicious and favourite food of mine. I can guess I gain too much weight in these seven days.

I talked with Louis between these seven days. He was mad at me for the last time, which I have done with him. And I apologized to him for that, after so many apologies he forgave me.

Right now I am missing Harry. I know he will come tonight at 8.00 pm. I can't wait to meet him.

I went to the kitchen to make dinner. And at that time my phone rang. I took the phone without glancing at who was calling me.

"Hello," I said

"Hey, zayn." I heard that sound which made me furious, Jed. I became standstill and I was about to cut the call.

"Please please don't disconnect. I need to say something to you. Please let me explain."

"No, I don't need any explanation of yours. Go away. " I yelled at him.

"Please, Zayn, don't do that. I missed you so much. I have got my punishment. I know it was my biggest mistake to leave you. I love you zayn."Jed said in a cracked voice. My eyes filled with tears. I can't forgive him. He had done too many terrible things with me. I can't.

" no Jed. Sorry I can't be with you after what you have done to me." I said and tears fall from my eyes. I can't melt on his words.

"Please zayn. I will die without you. Did you forget about our love? Zayn, please one chance only. I will not disappoint you please. " this time Jed began to cry. I took a sigh and wiped my tears. I think I should give him a chance, at least he is repented for his deeds

"Okay...okay. I am giving you one more chance. " I said and bit my bottom lip to stop myself from crying.

"Thanks a lot. Thank you zayn. You know you are so sweet. I love you so much. I am grateful to you that you gave me a chance and I promise I am not going to disappoint you."

"Okay," I said gloomily, looking down.

"Zayn, do you want to go on a date with me, tonight?" Jed asked I didn't know what to say.

"Okeh" I replied.

"Okay, then today at 8.00 Ok?"

8.00 pm? No, I wanted to meet with Harry.

"But. I can't"

"Why zayn? You said that you will and now, please. It's urgent to meet with you. Please." He begged. And I couldn't deny him.

"Okay, I will," I said.

"Thanks, bye, babe," he said and hung up the phone. I collapsed to the ground and began to sob. This shouldn't be happening. I don't know what to do. I am betraying harry, I can't do that. I am stuck here, Jed, Harry, my past, everything.

At that time my phone rang. I don't want to pick up that call as it was the call from Jed again. But my eyes lightened up when I saw it was Louis's.

I wiped my tears and stood up. I took a deep breath before picking up the call.

"Hello Louis," I said in a cracked voice.

"Hi, zayn. Are you okay?" Louis asked as he recognized my voice was cracked.

"Yeah yeah. I am." I lied. I was broken.

"No zayn you don't sound good. Is everything okay? Does harry scold you? Or he did anything wrong with you...

" no no Louis he can never do that. Jed....." I couldn't complete it as I burst out into tears.

"What happened zayn? Did Jed do something with you? Tell me. I will knock that motherfucker out."

"No Louis. Please first hear me out. " I said in a loud tone, crying.

"Okay, I will. First, you stop your crying. "Louis said and I took a breath.

" he wanted to take me on a date."

"What the fuck? No way zayn you can't go back to that fucker again. You know what he has done to you "

"Sorry, Louis. I already accepted it. And I am going out today with him" I said in a cold voice. I am not crying now. My eyes have gone dried.

"Zayn are you stupid. You can't go with him......"

Louis couldn't complete it as I cut the call. I had no strength to listen to his speech now. I have to be prepared for the date.

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Author's pov:

Zayn was getting ready for the date. He wore a black T-shirt that was nicely fitted and the sleeve length was between the shoulder and elbow. He wore a leather jacket over it. And skinny jeans.

He looked at the mirror and sighed. He didn't want to go but he couldn't stop himself. There will be no problem if he gave him another chance.

At that moment the doorbell rang and his heart began to beat fast. He knows well who is in the door and he doesn't have any courage to meet him.

Anyway, he took a sigh and walked to the door. He opened the door and looked below. It was Harry who was expecting. He was feeling guilt inside as he was leaving harry for Jed.

Harry's eyes were not falling from the younger boy. He missed zayn in these few days a lot. And he was craving to met him. Finally, he met his gorgeous student who is now looking sexy.

"Umm...zayn are you going anywhere?" Harry asked slowly. But zayn didn't answer. He moved from the door and motioned Harry to enter.

Harry became confused about zayn's behaviour, entered and zayn closed the door.

"Zayn you didn't answer my question are you going anywhere?" Harry asked softly

"Yes, I am going"Zayn snapped at him without any reason which made harry confused.

" Okay, but where? "

"I don't think I have to give you an answer to your every question. Today you can take off from studying me."Zayn replied rudely without glancing at Harry.

" what do you mean zayn? What happened to you? Why are you mad at me? Did I do anything wrong? If I did I am sorry then" harry said softly by holding the younger boy shoulder. Tears were about to fall from Zayn's eyes but he holds back them.

"Nope, you didn't. But I am going to date with Jed " this time zayn looked at harry and he saw how harry's face became faint.

His heart broke by hearing that from zayn. Doesn't he have never any feelings for him? He thought which made his heart smashed.

"What? Zayn no you can't go back with him. You know how he misbehaved with you. How can you go back to him again?" Harry yelled he became protective towards zayn. He can't let zayn be with the bastard.

"Why do you care so much? I am going that's it." Zayn said as he was about to leave but Harry holds his wrist tightly and yanked him towards him.

"Zayn, you are not going with him. How can you be so innocent?" He said sternly by tightening the grip of his wrist, which made zayn winced.

"Harrah leave me" Zayn winced.

"You are not going with him," Harry said in a cold voice, made zayn gulped. Harry pushed the younger boy petite body and pinned him to the wall by gripping his small arms.

"Harrah, you are hurting me." Zayn winced but harry didn't budge off.

"You are not going ok?"Harry said by drifting his face towards zayn but zayn looking at anywhere but not at him. Harry aggressively grabbed his jaw and made his face at him.

" you will not go," Harry said and let go his hand from his jaw.

"Harrah. You can't force me. I can go anywhere I want. I can do anything according to my will. Who are you to guide me? Huh? tell me who are you? I don't care about you anymore. " Zayn yelled at him while trying to free from harry's tight grip.

"Zayn I care you and I...

" what? do you love me? Yes, you do. And I know that" Zayn finally said that to him.

"You know that?" Harry said shockingly by lightening his grip.

" yes, I know that. You wrote that in your diary about me. What do you think I will not know that? I have read it. And I got to know you love me harreh, you do. But you know what I don't give a damn about you. I don't love you, Harrah. I hate you." Zayn yelled while tears started to roll from his eyes.

Harry was shocked by hearing that, he took some steps backwards. He felt that ground has moved from under his legs. He couldn't believe Zayn doesn't love him. He never had feelings for me.

"Zayn is it. Is it true? You are kidding right?" Harry said while tears fall from his eyes. He thought he will spend some of his time with zayn and he will make good memory but it turned opposite.

"Yes, it is true. I don't love you."

"I can't believe it zayn you knew all of that......" Harry said and he was about to hold zayn's hand but he earned a slap from zayn on his cheek. There was a minute of silence between them.

"Don't fucking touch me," Zayn growled while pointing his index at Harry.

Harry looked at him, tears rolled from his eyes. Did he slap him?

"You are not my private tutor anymore. I am done with you. I will tell my mom to hire a new tutor for me. " Zayn said and stormed out from the house, wiped his tears, leaving Harry in shock.

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"Zayn, finally you came. I thought you will not." Jed said as he pulled a chair for zayn to sit.

"Thanks," zayn said and sat on the chair. He was sitting there gloomy by looking down. He didn't like the way he behaved with harry. He knows well he made his heart broke which he can never be fixed. He knows well harry is never going to take him back or love him again which was making his heart crying.

"Zayn, are you okay?" Jed asked while holding zayn's small hand and kissed on it.

"Yeah."Zayn didn't feel comfortable with the way he was touching him.

" okay let me show you something. Come with me." Jed said as he made zayn stood up.

"Where?..." Zayn couldn't finish as Jed began to tug him.

"It's a surprise," Jed said by winking at zayn. He walked up to the stairs and leading him to a room.

"We... Where are we going?" Zayn asked as he was nervous. He didn't want to go with Jed to an isolated place as he doesn't trust him.

I want to come to the main point of this story. So it was kind of a rush. How was this chapter? I want to complete my books as early as possible that's why I am updating rapidly. Don't forget to give a vote and comments. Love you all.