12 Puppets of Emotions

(A/N:

Quick A/N in here. If you've been reading my Perv Quadruplets book some parts of this chapter might be familiar but read it. I added, changed and deleted some things. Don't worry. This chap won't be smut. )

POV Hiro


Weekend was awesome, I finally get to caught up with GoGo on how she's doing at her training. She's doing great apparently which doesn't surprise me.

We would have some sort of weird single training today with Captain. He said that nothing much is needed with us and we would go into communications barrack. Weird. Today is my and Flynn's turn. Next Friday is Hiccup and Elsa. Why do I have to be today.

I'm waiting for my turn outside the barrack. Hiccup and Elsa gave me some concerned looks before. Now I just focus on my breathing. So I won't die before he kills me. Nice.

The door opened and Flynn came out. More like dragged himself out.

"H-how was it?" I ask from pale looking Flynn.

"Horrible," he mumbled and went away. "I need a drink," he sighed on his way so silently that I barely heard him.

"You're up next Private Hamada," Captain Frost roared on the doorway. He waited for me to get up and walk inside before he closed the door.

"Sit there," Captain said while pointing at a chair in middle of dark room. There was only one light standing in the middle and it was pointed directly at my face when I sat.

"Who are you?" Captain Frost insisted angrily as he stood in front of me.

"P-private Hamada, sir," I replied and he shook his head.

"Name, rank and number," he spat out.

"Hamada, Hiro. Private. Soldier number 02242015," I told him. I see taking out a knife from his waist which he slams onto the arm support of my wooden chair. Just next to my hand.

"Tell me, Private Hamada. What are you feeling?" He whispered while glaring at me.

"L-little afraid sir," I mumbled in embarrassment. He sure startled me before.

"Wrong Private. We can't feel fear, we can't love or care. We can't show our weaknesses," he mumbled and the blade which he just pulled out from the arm rest was now being pressed against my skin.

"What are you feeling now. Private?" Captain Frost grinned, his eyes were looking like he was losing his mind.

"N-nothing sir," I replied.

"You are afraid. I can see that," he hummed and threw the blade to ground. He went to somewhere, leaving me at the dark room alone.

"This is not funny anymore," I spoke aloud after being alone for about five minutes. That moment the only light source which was pointed at me turned off.

Then I heard screaming which made me get up. It sounded like it was coming outside the door.

"HIRO!" It was GoGo's voice, screaming for me. My heart was racing. Is that bastard hurting her in other room?

I ran towards the direction where I think the door is. I touch at the walls in the darkness and I open it up quickly. Light was filling the dark room when I ran to the corridor.

Air escaped from my lungs when something hit me. I fell to the floor while gasping for air. Captain Frost stood in front of me, looking at me in amused way. I tried to get up but he kicked me down.

"Love is a useless thing. Look where it got you, mindlessly running around and knocked down by the enemy. Heck, if my fist would've been a blade your guts would be having hard time," he laughed blankly.

"Let me go! GoGo is in trouble," I pleaded but he kept laughing. Pushing me back down.

Then I did it. Assaulted on superior officer. I kicked him to his leg, causing his attention to go away. I shot myself back up and I ran, I couldn't hear voice of GoGo anymore.Her voice was back again but I heard it behind me.

I turn around slowly and I see how Captain smirks deviously, holding a record player. He is repeating the same track of GoGo's screams all over and over again.

"W-wait, how?" I gulped.

"Captain Toothiana owed me a favor. I just asked her squad members screaming certain things. Fun huh?" He laughed and approached me. He hit me to my face.

"Now we're even, you and I," he hummed while I held my cheek in shock. I couldn't say anything.He broke the silence finally.

"Enough for today. Remember, no other feelings are needed in the military besides anger and courage. Other things make you vulnerable. Tomorrow we will have an afternoon at practice track. Alert other's in the squad. You are dismissed," he told me emotionlessly.

"Sir, yes sir," I said without a slight feeling of cheerfulness. He was right, I was barging in recklessly when I heard GoGo's voice. But I care for her. Maybe it's a problem really?

I walk back to the barrack slowly. Now I knew how he had been training Flynn. How he would train all of us. To be heartless beings like he is.

"Hiro! What's on your mind?" Elsa sat on my bed. I had been staring at the floor for hours, just thinking about the training of today.

"Nothing really," I hummed. Then I felt Elsa's arms around me. She was hugging me and I felt a bit warmer inside.

"C'mon. Captain did something horrible, I'm sure about that. Even Flynn was upset when he came back. Hiccup took him to play games. How about we go to see our dogs? Baymax would love to see you?" Elsa laughed and I look at her.

"Yeah, that sounds good," I reply with a faint smile. I couldn't not to laugh when she pulled me up.

When we were walking towards the kennel I watched at Elsa's back. It sure will be sad when her big heart will be destroyed by the Captain. Well tomorrow we have some casual track exercises and her turn to making her into emotionless puppet won't be until Friday.

POV Elsa

People say that they didn't sign up for this. So they don't have to deal with it. Now the case isn't like that. I knew what I assigned for, I wrote my name under the papers. It's ironical on how happy I felt that moment when I wrote with my curly handwriting my prettiest signature ever.

And soon I was notified that they accepted my application. In the past is the day when I walked out of the office, feeling the hot summer day. It was warming my skin and I was craving for chocolate ice cream.

The rain is pouring down now, the mud makes my feet slide and slip as I try to climb up the high wall.

"Move it! MOVE IT!" Captain Frost roared above the sound of thunder.My hands were slipping on the rock wall which the water had soaked.

"Arendelle! Get your ass up!" Fitzherbert shouted. He was climbing right after me. Moments like these make me wish that I wouldn't have signed up for this crap.

"Yes Arendelle, better get your pretty ass working harder or I might have to fire you," the Captain spat out harshly. When the lightning struck I saw his figure, how his arms were crossed and his hair was sticking against his head.

"Sir, yes sir!" My response got above the pouring rain. Then I collected all bits of strength which I had left so I could finish the exercise.

Swiftly I swung myself over the wall and jumped down to other side. Then I ran, right until the next obstacle. I crawl under barb wires, my elbows were sinking in the mud tightly. I was out of breath, tired and hungry as hell.

"Pathetic!" Captain Frost roared and then ordered everyone to line up.

He was holding his chin up and arms folded behind his back as he walked past the line. He glared at his candidates, feeling sad that he would have to soon work with them and lead them in actual battles. That's how he always looked like, like hating everyone and especially me.Frost paused in front of Haddock.

"Tell me rookie... whatever your name is. Why did you join in the first place?" he said as he turned himself to look at Hiccup who was confused why he wanted to know these things. It's like he tries to insult us by forgetting who we are.

Frost's legs were slightly apart, his back being straight and his whole expression was proud. His face was sculpted into strict manner, his eyebrows narrowing as he examined the scared and shivering figure in front of him. I felt sorry for Hiccup.

"H-Hiccup Haddock sir!" Haddock told him as he lifted his hand over his forehead to give Frost honor.

"Ease Private Haddock," Captain told to Hiccup who took more comfortable standing position.

"I joined to serve the nation, sir!" Haddock spoke proudly. Captain Frost nodded his acceptance. Sometimes I feel like Hiccup is his favorite candidate.

Captain Frost started walking again. He passed Private Fitzherbert and Hamada. I try to look straight in front of me, ignore the fact that my heart is beginning to beat wildly. It's getting harder to see and keep my eyes open when my sight is getting blurry, he might get mad at me even if I blink. He has been really anxious today.

Then I notice something that might save me, I start to stare at a single lamp pole that was lighting up the yard while rain poured down. The footsteps of the captain were coming closer, tormenting me.Then he was standing in front of me. Pausing and turning towards me. Quickly I lift my hand over my forehead to honor him even though he gives me shivers.

"Name and reason?" Captain Frost spat out.

A lightning strikes down on the background and I could see the captains face, his blue eyes being cold while he gazed at me. Again a shiver went up my spine, this time feeling colder than anything I've ever experienced. I barely managed to gather the remains of my courage.

"Sir, Elsa Arendelle, Sir!" I replied to him as loudly as I can. He doesn't need to see how weak I feel. I am the only woman in his squad and he has let me know it more than once.

The Captain seems to dislike women, which my friends from other squad had told me when I first found out that Captain Frost would be my superior. Merida DunBroch and Rapunzel Corona had got Sergeant Toothiana as their superior.They both, Captain Frost and Sergeant Toothiana, had worked in the special forces called Guardians but now they needed to train new troops. And I am one of those misfortunate souls that were signed to be trained for it.

"The Reason? Private Arendelle?" Captain Frost said angrily, crossing his arms over his chest.

My eyes wander to look at his. For a minor moment the look in his eyes was surprised but I can't tell for sure. Surprised perhaps because I dared to look him straight into his eyes? Even though he has been treating me badly. His green army suit was dripping wet on him already.

"I wanted to show the world and to myself that I can do things. To show that I'm not afraid of being who I am and to use it for good. I'm here to protect and serve," I told to him proudly.

Private's Hamada, Fitzherbert and Haddock, they all turned to look at me. Since the Captain wasn't fond of long responses they all waited for his response.

"I don't give a SHIT about you being brave and crap. Just do your job," Captain Frost yelled and made me startle. Then he lifted his chin up while still cursing, walking forward.

"You sure know how to behave. I bet that being an asshole is your idea of a joke," words escaped from my lips. It made me flinch, I said those things aloud and now I need some upper force to protect me.

I just pray that he didn't hear me but the fact that my squad members were gasping didn't promise any good. I noticed that Captain Frost had ended his walking. With a sharp turn he returned to me. He stood there, just couple inches away from my face.

"Does the rookie fucking dare to think that I do this just for fun! You petty little girl have no idea what the fine troops of Guardians have encountered. Girls are just into dress ups and shaking their hips with music," he yelled and waved his hand in front of me. He nearly hit me.

He was breathing heavily and if just a look could kill I would be buried deep down already.

"MISS Arendelle stays, rest are dismissed," Captain Frost's voice was strict and his eyes were having that fierce spark.

My whole body was shivering already. He managed to make me terrified, great.As everyone else left to the dorms, have a nice hot meal and warm shower. That was when I was left alone with him, into the eye of the storm.

"Push-ups, 30," Captain Frost ordered and pointed at the ground.

I glare at him as I let myself drop down. The mud was squishing from between my already freezing cold feeling fingers as I started to push myself up.I gasped when Captain Frost's leg started pressing me down from my back. He was giving me extra weight to lift up, pushing me to the limit.

When it was the last push up, I felt exhausted. With a fierce groan I did the last one, after that my strength was gone and I drop down to the ground while panting. Captain Frost lifted his feet up slowly, glaring at the me who was breathing heavily in the mud. I close my eyes, rain was coming down on my body and muddy water was filling my mouth.

"No shower or dinner. Straight to bed," Captain Frost said angrily as he walked out.

Slowly I stood up, watching at his back. No shower or dinner? Why is he punishing me so much. Just because I'm a woman? Because of his past? Anyway he is a jerk.

I went to my units barrack which I share with the guys from my unit. Once I got there I noticed that everyone was already sleeping. And me? Well I'm about to freeze, my body is shaking rom the cold and my muddy uniform is sticking against my skin.

The fact of me being dirty, covered in the mud that was slowly drying up against my body was disgusting me. I smelled bad and I just wanted to feel clean again, to put on some dry fresh clothes and crawl under the blanket. Away from the cruel world.

I went over to my bed bunk. For a while I listened how Private Haddock snored on the bed next to mine. An idea was forming up on my mind. Everyone was sleeping already. Who would know if I sneaked out?

The image of me being inside a warm shower while warm water rinsed the mud from my skin was now like an obsession to me now. It was an easy decision to make.

I grinned as I quickly took my towel from the chest that was placed in the end of my bed. It was quite easy to sneak out from the barrack, only the tracks of my muddy shoes were left on the floor.It was still raining on the outside when I stuck my head from the doorway. Carefully I checked that no one would be out. Well, the idea of someone being out in this kind of weather at this time of night was almost amusing.

It was exciting to tiptoe my her way to the barrack that was near the sleeping barracks. It was simply meant for to be used as showering. There had been no dividing into genders in the training camp, so I made sure to wait until the boys had went to showers before I went there. Taking showers at night wasn't actually a big deal because I do it every day.Once I got into the shower barrack I went to dressing room.

Quickly I got myself undressed and wrap the towel around my body. I am already extremely ready for the warm shower that would take care of my aching muscles.I went to the corridor which leads to the shower room. It was a big space with lots of shower heads. This is why many people could take showers at the same time, no matter the gender. That's why I like the night time showers more since they are more private.

When I pushed the shower doors open my heart stopped.

The shower room was foggy, lights were on and I could hear the sound of shower being on. Then the fog slowly started to clear out. I let out a light gasp as I saw someone using a shower which was closest to the door.

I held my breath squeezing the towel tightly around me. My eyes were staring at him, how he was shampooing his hair. The water was raining down to his neck, then going on like small streams over his chest. The foam from the soap was slowly sliding down on his muscled chest, following each change on his body. The skin of his was pale and smooth looking.

The reaction what staring at him caused, made me startle as my cheeks were slowly heating up. I don't even know if I should be happy or devastated when I could just see him to his waist height as there was a small door leading into the shower.Moving wasn't an option for me, I just remain here.

Silently I stare at him, watching how he starts to rinse off the shampoo from his silvery white hair. Some of the water went into his mouth, by slowly running down on his cheekbones.I almost fell down when Captain Frost had wiped the extra water out from his face and opened up his eyes.

We stare at each other, from eye to eye for good ten seconds. I saw how his cheeks flushed as he was slowly realizing that she had been there, looking at him.

"S-sir! I'm sorry SIR!" I managed to gulp out. Even though the towel was covering me, I felt myself being all nude and exposed in front of him. Embarassed and vulnerable.

Captain Frost was looking like he was being stunned. He was just staring at me, his eyes were dreamy looking as his eyes wander on my body. It was like he was evaluating me right now. Suddenly his expression changed into fierce one.

"Miss Arendelle," He mocked me again by reminding me of my gender.

"Yes sir!" I said with proud tone but my voice stuttered. I tried to do the army stand, press my arms tightly against my sides.

I notice how Captain Frost's cheeks warmed up when my towel was almost dropping down from my chest. My heart beats rapidly and I bite my bottom lip, wishing that he would let me go away from this situation soon.

"I told you not to take a shower tonight! Are you disobeying my orders!" He said as superior way as he could, judging the situation where we both are put in lightly uncomfortable way to be.

"I guess I am, sir!" I told him. He sighed and I knew that look of his which he had before he thinks of a punishment for me. Push-ups, running, crawling in mud – you do the math.

"Come to my living barrack 15 minutes from now. I'll come up with punishment," he said aloud. I gasp my 'yes' to him before I ran out from the shower. Just few seconds before the towel would have dropped.

I'm so afraid what he will come up now, last evening had been tiring and more practice will probably kill me from exhaustion.

Fifteen minutes later I was again wearing my dirty uniform. After confrontation with Captain Frost in the showers I had dressed myself quickly and then ran back to my barracks. I'm not sure if I should go to see him into his living barrack but if I didn't, then I would be refusing his order again.

My body was quivering, both from the cold and nervousness as I went back outside. The night air felt cool after the rain. Some crickets were playing their concert in the misty air.

I saw a light from Captains barrack and I went to the door. For a moment hesitation filled my mind, before knocking the door with my knuckles three times. I listened while some steps came towards the door, then pausing and going back again. I inhaled deeply and knocked again.

"Come in," a voice replied just before the third knock. My hand shakes as I grab the handle and opened the door.My heart was beating almost so hard inside my chest that it was hurting me. Why did I have to be the one to get into trouble with him.

Insecurity was filling up the corners of my mind again which was annoying since I thought to get rid of it a while back. Should I go in? Slowly I made my mind.I stepped inside, my eyes wandered around the neat looking room.

There was a carefully fondled pile of clothes at corner on a chair which had a towel hanging over the back support. On the desk he had an opened liquor bottle. The bed was perfectly made as it was supposed to do in army. If you drop a coin on the bed it would bounce up since the sheets were so tightened and well done. My eyes wandered back at the towel.Finally I let myself to look at the Captain.

Captain Frost was sitting before the desk on another chair. His leg was over the other and he was tapping his finger against the desk. Something on his overall expression and feeling had changed. That's what I'm feeling, he seems different. It was like the Captain is nervous for some reason.

"Why were you at the showers?" Captain Frost demanded to know as he placed his both feet on the floor. I watch him, wearing his uniform that had the numerous honor rewards.

"I.. I was freezing cold and dirty... and I still am, sir," my voice shivered and then I realized that my body was still quivering. My hands go over my chest and I squeeze the damp cold fabric of my uniform.

"Mmmhmm.. so you thought to do something about it?" Captain Frost asked while standing up. He took one step towards me and I felt puzzled.

"Y-yes sir?" I managed to gulp out and then I gulped as Captain Frost stood right in front of me. He looks down at me, straight into my eyes.

"You have some strange courage in you.. Private Arendelle," the gentle like voice of his surprised me. But more surprising was the way of how he stroked my cheek with the back of his hand. I remain quiet, watching how he slowly walks to get the towel from the corner where the other chair was.

"The punishment. Sir?" I asked while getting nervous. I couldn't figure out the reason for his actions but I felt anxious to know.

"So cold and wet?" Captain Frost asked curiously as he returned to me. The fact that he ignored my question made me angry.

"Yes sir," I mumbled back while giving him a glare. He seems amused, his sly smirk confused me and made me uneasy.

There's something going on right now. Then, out from the blue I felt how he wiped the towel over my face. It felt damp and cool as it went over my face. I notice how the towel got stained from the dirt that had been on my face.

"I could fix your problems..if you're willing to," Captain Frost whispered mysteriously. He let his thumb brush over my lower lip. It made me jump back and bump against the door. He was just smiling, watching at me.

He was scaring me and the words about him being a rapist were echoing in my mind. Don't trust him, that's what his brother said. Oh god.

"I.. I'm fine sir," I stuttered out as my hand was searching for the handle.

"Alright. I'm here if you change your mind. I reassure you warm shower and fresh clothes afterwards and. .. if you decide to come back, it's a yes to me," he hummed and watched as I ran out from the door.

I ran towards my own barrack. My heart was racing, nearly bursting out from my chest. Then my feet felt heavy, making me stop running. Why does my neck feel like it's on fire? Why do I want to turn around and see if he's standing at the door?

Slowly I turn around, I see Captain Frost's barrack and the closed door. My feet began to act by their own and I was walking back.In dreamlike state I went back to his door. Now I only knocked once.

Then I waited, I heard a slight cough from the inside. My stomach feels like it's about to turn upside down. Waiting is killing me. Then the door opened and I saw the Captain standing there.

Before I could react with any action or choice of words, right on the moment when I was being grabbed, I heard him speaking with his harsh voice, "Arendelle." He pulled me inside, pinning me against the wall, his leg was pressing against mine to spread my legs.

"Yes sir?" she managed to gulp out.

"You sure got some nerves to walk into my room," Captain Frost grinned and caused chills go up on my spine.

"So I take this as a yes," he said in low tone as he closed the door. I noticed that he had closed the blind folds before, his hands were pressing on my wrists almost painfully.

"Yes," a whisper escaped from my lips. In some way his touch was sending sparks through my body.

The hair on my neck stood up when he leaned his head in. The feeling of his lips touching against my skin made breathing hard. Like a reflex my head leans to right, exposing my neck to him fully. As his hands let go of my wrists, going tomy waist, I placed my quivering arms to his shoulders.

Whatever punishment he was about to give. I had now given my approval to it.

The next day we were again in the training field. Captain Frost was giving us training again, making climb up on walls and use ropes to go over mud ponds. I kept glancing at him, maybe last night would change things between us. Something in him is fascinating me, well I guess that I felt it before too but now I can't deny it anymore. Captain Frost avoided eye contact with me, he just acted like nothing happened.

We were running through and obstacle course. I didn't eat anything last evening and I was too tired to go to breakfast after last night. I was supposed to climb up a fence but I ended up falling to puddle of mud. I was breathing heavily and my muscles ached.

"Get up Elsa," Hiro whispered to me when he passed me on the obstacle.

"I'm trying," I whined and I push myself back up. I start to climb up the fence which is twice my height. Hiro paused on the top and was about to go to the other side.

"Yeah Elsa! That's the way to do it!" He fist bumped into air and I groaned. It was all the strength I had to give him some sort of response.

Then I felt weak and out of breath. My foot slipped and I fell.I tried to grab onto something but my fingers slipped on the steps which I used to climb. I close my eyes and ready myself for impact.

The drop down felt ages but when I reached the end it didn't feel hard like I thought.

"Ngh," I heard a voice gasping when I had fallen down.

When I opened up my eyes I saw Captain. He had his arms around me and he was kneeling on the ground, holding me tightly.

"T-thank you sir," I whispered and I look into his eyes.

"You're ignorant little girl. Aren't you?" He hissed at me.

"Sorry sir," I whispered again. Flynn, Hiro and Hiccup came closer and Captain glared at them quickly.

"Back to your exercises soldiers!" Captain yelled and when I tried to squirm off from his arms he glared at me. "-- And you. Come," he murmured.I followed him behind a nearby barrack. He was so quiet.

"I really am thankful Jack," I sighed and smile at him. His expression was far from being gentle.

"Everything is the fucking same idiot. I am Captain to you, never use my first name again. That was a simple one night stand," Captain Frost hissed while his hand was squeezing my neck and he pinned me against the wall. My world just crumbled.

"C-captain. S-sir, Yes, Sir," I managed to whimper out. Trying to hold my tears away was hard.Then he dropped me down. "Did you eat anything this morning Private?" He questioned. I shook my head.

"Sir, I ate yesterday at lunch," I replied.

"You were weak today. Start trying Arendelle," Captain hummed and digs something from his pocket. He hands me an energy bar and I see how his cheeks flushed for a moment.

"Thank you sir," I gulped out as I took it from him. Our fingers brushed against each other.

"It won't happen again. And if you won't quit the military... then become a man," he muttered as he walked out.Become a man? What the hell is that supposed to mean.

"Captain!" I called him again and he paused.

"What now?" He replied angrily and I saw him returning towards me.

"Why should I be a man? I'm happy as I am now," I muttered.

"Women are weak. Get rid of weaknesses like useless gender and emotions," he hummed and looks down at me.

"I can be a strong woman and there's nothing wrong with emotions sir," I replied and I stood in front of him proudly. He was measuring me again with his eyes.

"We will see Private and some emotions like anger and hate are good. Love and caring on the other hand," he sighed and looks away in the end.

"Love is a great power sir!" I yelled at him. Now I sure got his attention.

"Fuck you Arendelle," he shouted at me. He was now breathing heavily.

"Yeah, what do you know about love anyway sir. I love my sister and she loves me. How about your sister? She must have died when she realized that she had a cruel brother like you!" I snap at him while I threw his energy bar against his chest. It didn't take long before I saw that I had crossed the limit.

Captain was staring at me, his eyes narrowing first from rage but soon opening up wide. His clenched fists opened and he turned his head away. For a flashing moment he was seeming sad and he just turned his back at me and paced out.

I rush after him and when I got in the training area I managed to hear how Captain shouted to our squad that our exercise was over for today. Hiccup thanked me for whatever I did to make Captain so shaken that he cancelled the exercise.

Quickly I got rid of my friends and I began searching after him. I knew that look in his eyes. I had the same look when I hurt Anna and I know that this won't end well. Even mean people need help.


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