MY Anxiety.
Disclaimer: Idk if they knew Virgil's name in Thai episode but for the sake of the story, pretend they did :3 thanks :D also there is swearing in this so you've been warned :)
Virgil's POV
Ugggghhhhhhh great.
Another video done. Gone. Completed. And may I add this was a stressful one! Sure I love the Fander community yet something about me doesn't like strangers asking questions about me. Why you ask? Maybe cause I'm ANXIETY FOR CRIEING OUT LOUD!
Ugh I'm just glad it's over
I just get to lay in bed, go on my phone and do nothing.
Hallelujah!
Uuuunnless the WiFi was to gone down ....
Like now....
UGH!
When today couldn't get any worse.
But I could be worse. I feel like the world hates me, as always. Well who wouldn't?
Talking about feelings, I can hear Patton and a very distressed sir sing alot near my room. I got out of bed to look at what's up. Me being lazy, I just fell of my bed. Meh I'm not that lazy really...
Even though your fat as hell
I open the door to be greeted by the Logicality Couple ( as I like to call them ) looking at Logan's phone, trying to find out what's up with the WiFi and Roman in a ball, rocking himself like he's insane.
Looks like you during a panic attack you PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT
Wait.
Woah Roman doesn't look like he's acting. He actually looks distressed over... WiFi?! Really SERIOUSLY?!
Ugh whatever, may aswell try and cheer him up.
He'll think your weird
He hates you
Why would HE return your feelings
I froze.
He will think I'm weird for just randomly coming up to him. He does hate me. Heck I've got enough evidence...Then that means he...
He doesn't...
I was broken from my thoughts by Roman literally throwing himself into my arms crying.
"VIIIIIRRRGGGGEEEEE!!!!! THERE'S NO WI-FI!!!!! I CANT LIVEEEE" He sobbed, genuinely looking cute as always.
Fuck off! He HATES you
Well support is support.
I hugged him back and shushed him, rubbing cycles into his back, telling him it's ok. He surprisingly relaxed into the hug and nussled his head into my chest. I wish I could have this every single second of the day. Jeez what am I thinking?! He'd never like me... ever.
We broke apart, yet still stood there in eachothers arms.
"Thanks Virgil...I didn't know you were such a good hugger" he said, whiping any stray tears that where stained on his cheek, "I know it's kinda pathetic but I just can't survive without social media. And plus a celebrity died and I kinda broke down cause of that. Sorry. Just thinking about crying over WiFi is making me hungry for some reason..." he carried on, rubbing the back of his neck. I could feel a rise of warmth on my cheeks probably meaning I was blushing. GOD DAMNIT!
"I-its fine. I'm kinda used to it. And i-its not p-pathetic to cry over stuff. I-I know from experience...t-thats w-why i-i helped y-you. And go get some food princey." Ugh I just HAD to stutter infront of Roman of all people.
He gave me a sad smile and hugged me again. I returned the smile and turned to go back to my room. Before I even took one step, Roman grabbed my wrist and called my name, indicating ame to stop. I turned to him and he smirked at me before pecking me on the cheek.
"Thanks again kitten"
WHAT. THE. HELL.
My crush. My CRUSH. ROMAN JUST KISSED ME ON THE CHEEEEEKKKKKKK
OMG OMG OMG!
He just left and went to his room, smiling wide and blusing. However it was nothing compared to how much I was blushing. Heck I was a flipping stuttering strawberry!
I bolted back to my room, closed the black as night door and slid down it. I let out a dreamy sigh and immediately slapped my hand across my mouth.
*WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED OUT THERE?!*
"I don't know..." I whispered into my blackhole of a room.
*Time skipppppp*
(Still Virgil's POV)
Grreeeeeaaaatttt it's been a hour and the WiFi is still down.
I sat up from my bed and rubbed my sleep-filled eyes. I checked my phone, which shot a beam of light that literally blinded me. I scrolled through Tumblr until my data ran out.
Perfect.
Or as Roman would say, Puuuurrr fect
I giggled a little at the thought of Roman calling me a kitten. He's so cute and creative and hot....
WAIT WHAT?!
*Ugh you FREAK! Roman will never love you! Why can't you get that in your stupid little brain! He'll never want you! If you think these things he'll just hate you MORE!*
My smile was replaced by 3 things; a frown, tears and more tears.
I am a freak.
I am a creep.
I am useless.
I am worthless.
I am nothing.
I heard a knock at the door so I made sure I look reasonably good
*Even though you look like TRASH*
I opened the door to be greeted by a charming face. A damn cute one. NOPE NOT AGAIN!
"Hi Virge. Can I talk to you about something?" He greeted, rubbing the back of his neck nervously.
"H-Hi....um s-sure" I stuttered. UGH GREAT! STUTTERING AGAIN! INFRONT OF HIM!
I gestured towards my bed and sat on it accompanied by Roman.
"What's up Princey" I internally high fived myself for not stuttering. Finally something goes right.
"Well I'm just outraged!"
I flashed him a confused look. "How come?"
"In today's video, you said you were THOMAS'S anxiety. But I thought you where MY anxiety. MY Virgil." He said in a fake hurt voice.
I rolled my eyes at his comment and gave him another hug. I don't know why I hugged him I just....did....
He nussled his head into the crook of my kneck and held me tight. Because I am the weird creature I am, my face turned red in a matter of seconds.
Fuck.
I started to relax into the hug, when I felt two hot lips kiss my kneck then continued to nussle his head into my neck.
OH. MY. GOD.
Ok ok don't panic, don't panic, don't panic, DONT FUCKING PANIC! WHAT DO I DO??? I RETURN HIS FEELINGS BUT WHAT IF HES TOYING WITH ME? WHAT DO I DO?! DONT PANIC, DONT PANIC, DON'T PANIC!
I pulled away and before each of us could react, I smashed my lips into his, causing his cheeks to burn. He didn't return it so I pulled away.
Roman's POV
He. Just. Kissed. Me?!
AND I THOUGHT ALL THE FLIRTY REMARKS WHERE FOR NOTHING!
I was now in my crush's bedroom, sat next to my crush and he just KISSED me!!!
He pulled away and looked hurt. I looked into his beautiful brown eyes before pulling him into a rough kiss by pulling him by the shirt. I hope I didn't hurt him. I wouldn't want to hurt him. Ever.
He immediately returned the kiss and we just sat there, kissing. It was filled with passion, love and happiness. I was finally in heaven. I felt like I was in the clouds, dancing with the most beautiful angel I could of ever met.
As we pulled away he once again, searching my eyes again but this time he was looking for regret or something else that proved that I didn't like him. Love him. He couldn't of been more wrong. I placed one of my hands under his cheek and smiled at him dreamily. Unknowing of where I was and who was there, I let out a dreamy sigh. Then I heard the cutest thing ever,
Virgil. Was. Giggling.
It was so cute and it made my heart soar like a magic carpet ride.
"I love your laugh it's so cute. Wait scratch that, I love YOU. All of you" I said gently, wrapping both of my hands around his waist.
He replied with two things, one of them putting his loving arms around my neck, the other thing being the 5 words I've wanted to hear since I can remember,
"I love you too, Roman."
We shared another long passionate kiss until we had to break apart due to lack of air. We took a minute to take a breath before reconnecting our lips. I didn't notice until I felt the quilt on my back, but we had actually had fallen back onto the bed, still not breaking the kiss.
When we where forced to part once again ( I hate it when that happens ), he snuggled into my chest and hugged me again. Let's just say the night ended with me asleep beside my soul mate, legs and hands intertwined.
Best. Day. Ever.
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