The village was having the funeral for the two today. Everyone is going to be wearing black all day.

I got dressed in my black dress and put on a black veil, I had to hide my ears and tail as well. The town was not aloud to know I was a Meif'wa.

I continued acting like they were alive, many thought I was insane.

--time aslo a few years cause I have writers block also Garroth and cake are now also dead.--

I was looking at the cuts on my wrist as I whispered, "stop calling me a girl, I'm a they not a she."

This is what I wanted to yell at garte (( IRL i've wanted to scream that at my dad for the longest time)). He constantly abused me..... He even looked into my right eye. I learned date was against me. Instead of dying like my real father, he gained immense strength. He tore off most of the skin on the right side of my face.

I had so many bruises, no one realized I was also hurting myself. Zane was taking care of me often, him also getting beaten and bruised every so often.

Irene started taking to me outside of my dreams now. Once again, they think I'm crazy. Zane and Zianna are the only two that believe me. I can't tell them my dreams however, last time I did, Irene shot an arrow into me in the dream and my chest was hurting for a week.

My hair was turning an amber color now.... Zane had left a couple of days ago, to go to war. I don't know what I'll do if he dies.

He's supposed to be back tomorrow, if not, I'll follow through with my word.

"If I do not return in three days, run away from here, as far as you possibly can," I remember him whisper to me. Today was the last day for me to wait. If he didn't return, I'd bolt, if he did, I'd stay.

((Surrey for the short chapter! This is all I could muster up 340 words.....