nobody knows the deep shit I feel inside did ya'll know I was depressed? did ya'll know I think of suicide every damn day? nope and yet mother fuckers keep fucking pushing me I just lost my father and I don't give a fuck what anybody says I'm a damn good father I might not raise her the way you want but I'm raising her so leave it the fuck alone I'm so tired of this shit I'm still depressed but it's getting worse.............................