As long as I can remember I have seen the world differently than everyone else I know. I would rather watch than talk. Not because I'm an introvert, because the world is beautiful. People are beautiful. And see the thing about being pan is you get to recognize that in a whole new way. Notice the nuances, the similarities.

When I first was beginning to identify to just myself as bi it helped me figure out why I'd always done specific things, felt specific ways. For example, why I always notice females' asses. I'm an ass girl. 🤷 Anyways. I just remember always feeling like the world, especially people, were beautiful, and now I understood why. It's because I wasn't seeing physicalities. I was seeing souls. And someone's soul, even someone terrible, is beautiful and unique, and it shines through physicalities, adding those nuances to the incredible individualness of every person alive.

I see beautiful people with beautiful souls, not gender.