*The door opens*

I see someone coming out of the private room..
A hopeless.... A .... Coward me... was just waiting in front of that room...
Scrunching down beside the door....
And yeah... I heard... the whole sex scene.
But what can I do?
I can't just barge into the room and stop them or...

Fuck...
I feel.... Horrible.

I Look up and see who comes out and...

"Chanyeollie!" I quickly stand up
He just walks pass me and.... His legs are  staggering

I quickly follow him and "Chanyeollie?" I stop him but he shakes my hand off

"Chanyeollie... I will send you back home.. you are drunk" I say

But he's not listening to me and keep walking to the exist
I just follow him from his back
He just walks out of the club and... Head to the small alley beside the club

And.... I see him taking his cigarette and lighter out..
so.. he started smoking too?
It was just 3 months and....
He is acting like a total different person

"Cha....Chanyeollie...."

I stand in front of him but... he's treating me like a ghost

"Let's go back home... I will send you back home" I say

Without saying anything, he just starts inhaling his cigar and exhale
This is not.... Chanyeollie I know...
Why is he acting like this?

"Chanyeolli... ekkkkkk!!"

He slams me to the wall with all his force and....

"Did I say.....you could talk to me?" He says

So..... so he's not completely drunk yet? He still... remember me...
So... earlier .....

"Did you have sex with that boy.... Just to show off to me?" I ask

He scoffs and.... "Do you think.... You are that important.... Huh?"

"Chan....."

"Get .... Lost..." He says as he steps back away from me and continue smoking

"I will take you home... it's late and you look drunk"

And he doesn't talk to me anymore
So... I just wait for him there... quietly...
Fuck.... It's getting colder..
Today I didn't bring my cigar with me and left on my car
Even if I ask from him.. he won't give me..
He took the pill but... he's not that drunk yet?
May be the effect will show after awhile?

"Chanyeollie..... ah.... Sorry... Chanyeol ssi.... How have you been? Is your school finished? Have you started working at your senior's start up company?

I sometime run into your friends Kim Kai and Do Kyungsoo... they have started their works already....

How were you?.... I know I have no rig......"

He suddenly fell down onto the floor

"Chanyeollie?!!!!! Hey?!! Chanyeollie?!"

He's burning up... and his breathes are unusual..
Is that drug effect starting now?

"Chanyeollie?!!!"

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I ended up taking him to hotel... because I don't want to send him back to his house..
because his parents... you know...

"Is his fever still high?" I mumble and touch his forehead
Yeah... he has fever..
I need to change his clothes and change into something warm

Wait....
Change... his clothes..
it will be fine right?
He looks like he's in deep sleep.

"Excuse me.." I mumble and take his clothes off and wipe his body ..
and change into bathrobe

Fuckkkk... I'm so tired...

"Haaaaaa" I sigh out loud and lie down beside him
I didn't expect any of this...
I was going to release some stress but.... Things go wrong... or.....

"We are supposed to meet again?" I mumble and turn to his side and watch him closely

He looks... the same.....
hahah... of course he is... it has only been 3 months...
But he changed like it has been 3 years.
I have been missing you...
I have been wanting to see you that I create scenarios in my head on how to react when I meet you again

But....
I couldn't do or say anything today..
especially when you were with someone else.

Did you enjoy... being with someone else?
Did you normalise this kind of... making out of random strangers?

You are not the type to do... so why?
Why do you have to be this way?
You were supposed to date girl and have a nice life just like your parents said... just like what I imagined you to be.
Not this....

"Say.......
Did you miss me?" I whisper to him

'Do you think.... You are that important.... Huh?' - Chanyeol

I must be... selfish... right?
Because I want you to miss me...
That i want you to think of me as ... someone who is important for you....
I'm just.... Selfish...

"I'm the worst... Chanyeollie... I'm ... sorry..."

I have missed you... a lot...
Just.... A lot...

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Next morning
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When I woke up...
He's gone...
Without a note..
without a trace

I grab my phone and start calling...

Mr. Wu : Good morning Director Byun. Where do I need to pick you up?

B : first.... I need someone to tail on someone

Mr. Wu: Nae? On who?

B : Park chanyeol

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