30: Pushing Away


"C...chanyeol!" Kyungsoo starts freaking out as soon as he sees me

"Ya!! Why are you here?!" Kai rushes towards me "yousaidyouwontbecoming!" He mumbles into my ears

"I... I mean... ya.....I ...... what the heck you two? When did it all started?"

"Urghhhhh!!"  Kyungsoo screams as he sits down hiding his face with his hands

"Kyungsoo?"

"Wahhhhhidontknowwww" Kyungsoo can't stop hiding his face

"Chanyeol.... May be we will... later..." Kai says

Well, Kyungsoo can't talk right now anyway....
Haaaaaa!!!
Well..... I don't know anymore...

"Well....... I am also...... going out with.... Director nim"

"WHAT?!!!!!" Kyungsoo quickly stands up again

"Really?!" Kai asks

"It is strictly..... secret.." I say

"You ....you swing that way too?" Kyungsoo asks

"He swings all way" Kai answers

"Ya! Look.. I am more surprised for you two okay? What the heck men! You two were like... fighting and screaming every single day... and what the ...."

"Dude.... Enemy to lovers..." Kai says and shrugs

"Shut up" kyung smacks kai's head with a book

"Ouch! You! Ahhhh!! I would really hate it back then but... you are now my..."

"Stopppp!!! Your friend... me... is not ready to hear those cocky cheesy things" I say and go sits down at my seat

"For someone who's in loveeee, you seems depressed" Kai says

"Because.... Ugh....." because I want to be there for Baekhyunee right now but, I will just be a nuisance. He's busy.... And he's stressed ..... and ..... at the company's lobby earlier too.. with chairwoman.

"Don't you two have school things to tend to?" I ask them

"Ah right! Ya! Kai!" Kyungsoo shouts

"Then let's go... chanyeol ya... we will talk later" Kai says and they both leave

I just sigh out loud....
What a chaos Morning.
May be we shouldn't have come to company today.
I should have just confront him to stay at home and work.
So that he won't be.... Suffering ....

I saw that... heard that... loud and clear.
If I were in Baekhyunee's shoes, I would be embarrassed, mad and frustrated...

How can he maintain his composure?
Is that about being an adult?
Because I would go violence if I were him.

But as much as he's so calm and composed...
I know he's hurting inside... more than anyone.

So..... as someone who he dating..... what can I do for him?
Think Park chanyeol..... think.........

"Oh!"
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While he was in hospital, he said he wanted to eat ice-cream cake ... so I quickly went to buy it and go give to his office but...

"Oh, Director Byun just left the office for outside meeting. He won't be back today to office again." His office staff says

"Oh....."

That's..........not ..... good.
I missed my chance.
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*sigh*

—————————-Baekhyun's POV———————-

"Hahahahha.... That's all right! Look at you, we all pity you... look at the hands.." one of the old men says

"Right, we can just pass by with this mistake this time." Another old man says

"Look son, we are good. Hmm?" Another old man on my left says as he grabs onto my tight "now pour us another drink"

I'm so.... Sick of all this.
Old geezers are just pain in the ass.

"Sure" I smile and pour them alcohol

"So, how old are you? 28? 30?"

"I'm 32"

"Ohh... what a good age. Your grandmother, the chairwoman would be so proud to have a such a good-looking and well mannered grandson like you"

Proud?
So proud that she started Letting me get into a business with a bunch of old perverted men.

I'm so sick of this.
I just want to start punching all these old geezers and rush out.

"I hope you all re-consider our contract." I say

"Of course of course... no worries... the contact still on" old man on my right grabs onto my shoulder and caress

Gross.
Everything .... Is gross.
At least the contract is still doing fine.
That's al the matter.
I did it.
I can walk in with my head high in front of that old fucking chairwoman.

After all these time...
I am really sick for living in Chairwoman's standards of me.

Standards....
Paths...

All those she set for me... I tried and I'm still trying

"Director Byun......" Mr. Wu comes into the vip room after those old men left "Are you going back to your home? Or to company sir?"

"I feel.....very dirty now"

"Nae?"

"I want to shower first so, let's go back home first" I say

"Nae sir"

Fuck....
Right.. Chanyeol...
I should text him and tell him not to come back to my house today.

I don't really feel like meeting him.
Not in this state.
I'm not okay..
yes...
I'm not okay at all.

I want to let anyone else know but that Chairwoman.
I want to let her know that I'm not okay with her doings.

*Text Messages*

B - Hey, go back to your parents for a few days. I will be busy.

C - why? I can be really quiet. I won't bother you.

B - It has been a while that you haven't go back to your home. Your parents might be worried.

C - I don't need to. And I have something to give you.

B - can't you be not stubborn for like....
Please ... chanyeol...

C - Okay..... Call me anytime.
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I'm so... fucked up.
May be I'm embarrassed.... too embarrassed to face chanyeol right now

He definitely saw what happened at lobby this morning..
There's no way he missed that.

I have become much more fragile ... or fickle...
Childish...

"Director Byun? Should I wait you? Are you going back to office?" Mr. Wu asks

When did we get back to my house already?

"Mmmm..... you can call it a day. Go back home and rest. Come wake me up as early as you can tomorrow morning" I say

"Nae. Have a nice day" he says and leaves.

I sit in my car for awhile and.... Get into my house.
I fucking smell.... Weird.
I want to shower now.

"Ah.... you..... you are home... early..."

That's unexpected..
why's he here?
I told him not to come.
Fuck... I didn't want to face him now

"Why are you here?"

"I ..... I'm sorry.... I thought about cooking you something for your dinner and leave. I didn't know you would be back this early."

"You don't need to. So please leave for today.." I say buy... he grabs my hand and .....

"Director.... I mean.... Baekhyunee.... Please, tell me.. did I do.. something wrong?"

What's this kid.. talking about?

"No..."

"Did I say something wrong? Did I behave wrong? Why.... Why are you pushing me away?"

"I'm not.. I told you... your parents ..."

"That's... unrelated. We were just doing fine... you weren't th...."

"I'm an adult. I need to consider those things for you..."

"Is that because of the incident in lobby this morning?"

There's one thing I hate about Chanyeol.
He always speak what's in his mind without thinking anything.

"Will you leave me alone if I say yes?"

"No"

"Park chanyeol..."

"I bought an ice-cream cake for you. You said you wanted to eat while you were in hospital. I thought I would lighten up your mood....

No.. I'm always trying to make it up to you... so... please..... Please don't push me away...."

This is a moment.... I know Park Chanyeol... has become an essential one ... to my life.
And, all his carings has started to scare me...

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