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From there.... I know that, I'm nothing more than a partner for him.
He .... Really doesn't have any .... Special feelings for me.
I'm just someone... he wants to kill time with.
I'm not disappointed.....

Or may be I'm lying.
Am I?

"Chanyeol ssi?"

I push him away a little and... "may be I wasn't raised in environment where kissing is taken as a greeting"

"Wh...."

"I will go to the nearest market. There's nothing for dinner" I say

"Hey...." He grabs my hand and "we can just.. eat out...."

"I don't feel like it today. I will just go to market"

"I will come..."

"Nae?"

"Let's go together"

"If you want to"

And just like that... he agreed to follow me to the market.
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"Chanyeol ssi...."

"Yes?"

"Why are you.... Here?" He stopped walking behind me

Actually, I never said I will go to supermarket.
I saw a wet market on my way to his house so, I'm decided to come here.

"Why?"

"I thought we are.... Going to supermarket"

"I never said that. I said wet market"

Silver spoon or may be a gold spoon? 😪
He should just stay behind at his house

"Director nim, go wait in the car then" I say and give him a car key

"I...... I will come..."

"Are you sure?"

".......Imm....."

"Okay"

"Wait...." He says and grabs my hand... "it's... crowded here"

"Imm"

My thoughts are keep bugging me.
I shouldn't have... thought that..
now... I'm really disappointed, the more I think about his feelings.... The more I'm hurt.

Actually, first option I thought was, I should stop being with him.
Because I hate the idea of being hurt. Just like now.
And I don't want to get attached to him any further.
Because he will just make a fool out of me.

"Chanyeol ssi?" He snaps me out of my thoughts

"Yes?"

"What are you thinking so hard? Let's buy quick and go back"

Well, this is regularly wet market so, it's very rushing, crowded, the ground is wet and moreover, I think this is seafood market.

"Okay" I say and quickly buy some seafood

Yeah, I almost forget he's totally different league than me and my friends

"Aigooo... why are you here in this dirty market with white shoes? Such a waste young man" ahjuuma says to Director nim

I look at his shoes and yeah... it's a bit dirty now.

Branded Clothings and branded shoes... total unfit here

"Ahjuuma, I will have yellow tail fish and webfoot octopus" I say

"Okay, did you two just move to this neighbourhood? I have never seen you two before? Are you two siblings?" She asks

"No, we are just... colleagues. We live here for awhile but this is our first time in the market"

"I can see by him huh. Wearing those expensive things here. Here here, go back quick before those shoes get dirty more" she says as she gives me what I buy

"Thank you Ahjuuma." And I look at him "Let's go Director nim" I say

We walk back to our car and he gets into the passenger seat
I go to his side and "give me your shoes" I say

"What? Why?"

"They are dirty"I say

"I will just.. throw them out"

"I know you are rich but, give me now" I say and take out his shoes

"I can do ..."

I take his shoes, put in the trunk and get to my driver seat and start driving.

This week is so disappointing.
I was expecting to have a lot of fun but... everything is just destroyed.
And may be... I get my sense back.
That I was being too blind for him when he..... *sigh*

Let's not think more.
Today is the first day that I want to go back home from being with him.
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When we got back home, I gave him a piggyback and carry him to the house
After that, without saying anything much, I started cooking.

"Wow, everything smell good here" he comes into the kitchen and take a seat on dining.

"Is that so" I say and start plating on table

"Imm.. wow"

"You can start eating now"

"Chanyeol ssi, you totally make me sure that I eat 3 meals a day"

"It's necessary anyway. Please start eating" I say

"Imm" he says and taste my yellowtail fish fish "ohh, it's... really soft and tasty. You can really cook well"

"I learnt a lot from my mom so"

"Ah.... I see"

"Nae"

"Your girlfriend will be so lucky to have you. Or lover. You really make a good boyfriend"

"...........Nae"

Here he is.
Drawing line again.
He keeps making sure that, I won't be crossing the line.

"Are you meeting anyone now? Or do you go to causal dates?"

"..................... do you want me to?"

"Well of c....."

"Even when you know I like you?"

".....chanyeol ssi..."

I put down my chopsticks and "I better go back now." I stands up

"Chanyeol ssi?"

"Good for you Director nim, you have a best friend who will console and kiss you whenever you need him. Too bad I don't have like that."

"Wait" He stops me

"I like you, Director nim. That's why, I don't think I can continue to be your sex and console partner"

I just say to him that and..... walk out of his house.
Funny, right?
He didn't run after me or stop me

Or I am stupid to expect some drama-like scenarios?
He didn't need me that much. He has a lot beside him and, he knows how to have fun without string-attached

I'm just so different from him.
I don't know how to play around so I don't have a lot of people to kill my time.

It's just....
Fuck......... it hurts.
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Park chanyeol ssi let that day and... it ended.
Everything is just like normal when a new week starts.
I'm as busy as I ever will be.
I don't run into him often.
If we ever meet, he will just turn away and pretend.

I shouldn't have started.
I shouldn't have agreed on that partner thing.

I really don't have any idea why he suddenly changed like that.
I really... don't know....

"Director nim?"

"Oh.. yes?"

When did I start losing focus during meeting?

"I'm sorry, can you repeat again?" I ask

'I like you, Director nim. That's why, I don't think I can continue to be your sex and console partner' - Chanyeol

Why didn't he keep his promise?
He said he will be with me with no feelings involve.

"Director nim?"

Fuck... I space out again?

"Sorry, let's end meeting now and send me the meeting minutes" I say and rush out of the meeting room

I get onto the nearest restroom and...

"Get yourself together, Byun Baekhyun" I say to myself looking in the mirror

And..... in the mirror, I can see him coming out of toilet stall and....wash his hand beside me.
What a ..... coincidence.

He is not ... greeting me?
And my eyes suddenly lay to....

"Chanyeol ssi!" I grab his hand

"Nae?"

His neck....... got ...... hickey......
I didn't do it last Saturday
So he....

"It hurts, Director nim. Your grip" he says referring to my hand grabbing on his hand tightening

"Oh.... Sorry..."

"So, excuse me"

"Wait..."

"Nae?"

"Your....... Neck.. you got hickey on your neck. Ha..ha... what, did you sleep with someone else?"

"Even if i did, why is that your concern?"

"You can't..."

"Nae?"

"You can't end.. things with me this easily...." I need to know... why he suddenly ended with me
Why he changed suddenly...

"What? Why can't I?"

"Sleep with me... for one last time. After that, let's end"

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