Why is this kid being clingy to me so much?
That's..... he's just "too close to me.." I mumble and go and open the door

I thought Mr. Wu is being early but....

"Hyung!"

Why....
How did he find me...

"I...Inseo ya...."

"Why are you avoiding me?! How many days... why are you staying at hotel?"

"That's ..."

"Is that... Park chanyeol ssi?" Inseo asks and breaks the hug

I see him staring at me ..... with those disappointments eyes... and .....

"I'm sorry. I will leave now Director nim. Please consider our team report" he lies?

"Oh.. you work for Hyung?" Inseo asks

"Imm.. I do" park chanyeol ssi answers as he grabs his coat and bag

"Park chanyeol ssi.." I stop him "I.... I already order breakfast so.. you can eat with ....... us"

"Thanks for the offer but, I will leave now. So, excuse me" he says and leave my room

"Well.. let's talk h...."

"I will be back" I say and grab my car key quick and follow him out

Why is he suddenly like this again?
He was being okay.. since earlier...

"Park chanyeol ssi..." I stop him .. huu... thanks god I catch him up before elevator

He looks back without saying anything and..... his eyes... are cold...
Why am I taken back by that....

"I .. I will drive you back... home or office?"

"No thanks" he says

See..... the same expression as when I went to his house when he was sick...

"No! I am" I say and grab his hand tightly and drag him into elevator
I keep holding onto his hand and.. he's not saying anything too..
of course he can easily shake my hand off but..
Glad he's not

He couldn't sleep last night because of me so.. I will just drive him back to his house.
He better rest today.

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We didn't talk the whole way and he didn't say anything about me driving him back to his house

"Thanks for the ride" he says and about to get out from my car but...

"C..Can... I have ... some coffee? at your place...."

He stares at me for awhile and.... "Ok"

What am I doing really... *sigh*
I even left Inseo alone.

Oh right... what if his parents are at home?

He is not saying anything and lead me to his apartment.
Ah... what am I doing what am I doing?!!!!

He opens his apartment door and .. invite me in with gesture

"Ah... excuse...."

"No one's at home now. Rest easy" he says

"Aw.... Okay"

Thanks god....
It will be awkward if his parents are here
Wait but.... Did he live with his parents?
Or alone?

Guess, I don't know anything about him

"We only have instant coffee here" he says

"I drink instant coffee .... a lot"

"Okay. Have a seat" he says and I watch him go into kitchen and prepare coffee
I just sit down awkwardly in living room ...

I look around and .. see a lot of family photos.
What a warm family he got

"Here" He gives me coffee

"Ah... thank you.."

"Please go back after the drink." He says and about to leave me alone here?!!!

"Wait!" I grab his hand and stand up "what's wrong? Why are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong? Or are you sick because of me?"

"Byun baekhyun ssi. I told you to stop acting responsible and ignoring the fact that I am interested in you. Because it hurts me"

"........ is it because of Inseo?"

"I never thought you would be one of those dumb adults."

"Not knowing what I feel even I'm telling you... and still sticking to him like a fool even tho he's going to get married with another one"

Get married with another one?
I...Inseo is?

"What did you just say? How do you know about that? Where do you..."

"Don't tell me..... I thought you knew.. sorry I crossed the line. Please go back now"

"What should I do then?....."

"What do you m...."

"He's the only one... the only one I have been having for past 7 years... the only one I have been relying on emotionally... and my reason to keep moving...

Say, park chanyeol ssi... how can people change their feeling so fast?

How can someone likes someone in short during and how can someone move on this... easily....?

Because I..... I can't..... this is too difficult for me... everything is.... Just so... *sigh* thank you for coffee" I say and quickly walk out of his house

Again....
I keep .... Getting emotional when I'm around him..
That kid....
He really is somewhat a..... dangerous one

And now.....
What should I do?
What should I... *sigh*

Of course... I feel the pain every time I find out about Inseo.
When time passes by.... That pain becomes... numb....
It's either you close the wound or you adapt to the pain.

What would be easier?
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I haven't done any work yet and ... *sigh*
Even Mr. Wu is scared to contact me since it was probably him that told Inseo where I am.
Well, he must not have a choice but told him.

I sigh as I get out of my car and head to hotel lobby

How many appointments do I miss today?
Or may be Mr. Wu reschedule mine since I was sick..

Right.... I was sick last night....
And... that kid hold me.. I bet he will catch my cold again

"Baekhyun ya" A woman voice stops me on my way heading to elevator

What an unlucky day.....

"Oh my... how many ... years has it been? You have grown so well and... Omma misses you"

Mother?
It feel strange to hear this. Since when I stop my emotions of missing parents.

"Excuse me" I say and about to walk away but

"Have some time son? Shall we chat a little?"

"Stop touching me because I'm not emotionally steady today. Thank you" I say and walk away

My emotional unstableness has gotten worse.
I should go back to my house before chairwoman finds out I'm staying at hotel.
Ugh.... I wanna run away...
I'm so.... Tired

So it is true that people tend to have a total bad day.
A bad day that totally only bad and unfortunate things happen.

And that day.... Is today for me.

"Where were you.. Hyung? I thought you run away again"

And here lies another..... reason or... should I say main reason of my emotion unstableness?

"Why would I..."

"Hyung.... Why's Park chanyeol ssi here in your room?"

"Wait..... Inseo ya...."

"Hmm?"

"Let's...... let's stop everything now"

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