Chapter 34- Alternate Ending

A/N: This is the Touya ending some of my readers asked for! and it's going to be short.

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After the activities that you and Touya engaged in you both made it home, showered, and said goodnight to everyone in the house. As always Shoto wanted to sleep with you and, you think he's too attached never wanting you to leave his sight when he's around. These actions may cause problems later on in the future but, for now, you'll indulge in his wants. The next morning you woke up to see that Shoto was gone like he always was every morning. You pretended to not feel the dips as he carefully got out of bed to give you your space in the morning. He's a very thoughtful and clingy kid. Once you were up you went to clean yourself and about half an hour later you came out of the room in shorts and a tank top. You've learned to love yourself even more and instead of being ashamed of your scars, you were proud of them since it was proof that you survived. You walked into the kitchen where dinner was already served and you were sitting next to Natsuo who was ranting and talking about some girl he likes. It was cute. He was teased relentlessly but, what's family for, right?

"Hey Y/N, you're going to the office with Touya, right?" You nodded an affirmative at Enji glancing over at Touya who didn't make eye contact. Of course, dadoroki (you liked calling him that and Rei mamaroki) noticed but, said nothing besides a simple eyebrow raise.

"Yes, I am, as soon as we finish eating." You smiled at dadoroki inhaling your eggs and pancakes so Touya doesn't have to wait long for you. Once you finished you waved see you later to them heading out the door to the car. It was built the same way as the limo with tinted windows, bulletproof and soundproof inside/outside. Once comfortably inside it was a bit awkward considering what had transpired last night needed to be talked about. It was silent for a few minutes before Touya let out a sigh and, pulled you into a tight hug that you melted into, hugging him back.

"I can't do it Y/N." You raised an eyebrow at that. What did he mean that he couldn't do it? Do what? "After last night I can't, I can't just watch you give your love to someone else. I can't. I know I sound crazy but, I just don't want to watch you love Rumi and Kei, I just can't." His arms around you got tighter and tighter as he spoke. If you weren't built the way you were he would have crushed you but, you found the pressure comforting instead of painful.

"Tell me more Touya." You needed to hear everything he said before you made a decision. You liked all of them, you truly did but, maybe Touya can change your mind? If he said the right thing that is.

"I want to love you, I want to have kids with you, God, I just want you to be happy, I want to make you happy. Your entire life was filled with fear, pain, and hurt, and always having to look behind you to make sure no one was there to grab you. You lived a hard life, a very very hard life and you deserve affection, you deserve happiness, you deserve stability, you deserve everything under the sun. I want to be the one to provide all of this for you. I want to be the one to make you smile, make you laugh, and make memories with you, I want to marry you and have kids. I want you Y/N." He had pulled away and was holding your hands in earnest staring you straight in the eyes. You don't even think he blinked. He wanted you to listen and hear him. He wanted you to believe that he would take care of you, that he would love you. It made a warm feeling burst in your chest.

"Do you think you can do this for me? Do you really want to make me happy? Are you ready for me?" You needed to know. He has seen you in all sorts of states but, that was on a familiar level and you needed to know if he was ready to be on an intimate level.

"Yes. I know I can. I am ready to hold you when your nightmares happen, I'm ready to make sure that you know you're loved, I'll give you the space, I'll be gentle, I'll be everything that you need as long as you let me. I need your permission, I need your consent before I do anything. You have a choice, you're allowed to indulge in your own feelings. You don't have to think about anyone else, fuck everything and everyone including me. Tell me what Y/N wants. What do you want to do." You thought about it for a few minutes. You stared at him with your hands around his neck swaying lightly back and forth. You smiled a bit at him getting into his lap and facing him a bit better.

"How's this for an answer?" He got with the program rather quickly. He kissed you back with just as much fervor that you gave. The two of you had a whole makeout session before breaking about with kiss-swollen lips. He let out a giggle that you joined and, soon the two of you were giggling and hugging like a pair of teenagers but, you guys aren't old. He's 23 and you're 21 so it's fine. Everything is going to be just fine.

"Y/N L/N please be my girlfriend?" You pretended to think about it before grinning at him.

"How can I decline such a pretty offer?" You both kissed again enjoying each other's closeness and warmness. You had a fleeting thought of what would Rumi and Kei think but, they would be okay. They had each other so everything was going to be fine. It was okay for you to be selfish, for you to want and indulge. This relationship with Touya was going to be fine and whatever the future held was going to be fine.

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