Running home to catch my younger sister,Lily's bus.She's off to school for the first time.Her going into the second grade."Lily!"I holler and she turns."Have a good day."I say hugging her.She hugs me back and whispers,"Try and go to sleep sister."She said.I nod against her head."Have fun!"I yell as she loads up on the yellow bus.I sigh and walk back to my,well our house.I fall on top of the couch and try to close my eyes.No dice.

Ring...ring....ri..beep!

"Hello?"I ask tired.

"Rezā,good news.We've caught him."Exclaimed the Captain of the SVU station.Good they found the man who purposely wrecked our car."Put him on the phone?"I ask tense.After some shuffling and a giggle the villain answers."Hello lovey."He purred."Captain that's not him,keep looking."I say hanging up.I sigh and tears come down my face."When will they find you?"I ask."Very soon."Replied a voice.Im then shoved into the floor,him ripping my clothes off.His hand circling my throat and suffocating me.I had my mouth open as if to find air.He shoved his tongue down my throat."You know kid,"He said ramming into me.I scream in pain."Your so young but I might sign you up for a hoe house."He said licking my ear and the side of my face.

I scream waking up,awake once again for the fifth time this evening.I was sweating and looking to the pictures to my left.My mother,her brown hair and blue eyes.Lily blonde hair with her green eyes,and me.Black hair with scarlet eyes.I decide to dress for school and give up on sleeping.I slip on red skinny jeans,a Grell Sutcliff shirt and 'It's a anime thing,you wouldn't understand' hoodie.I was a Senior at my high school.I began cooking breakfast.Which consists of eggs,bacon,and pancakes.It was five fifty seven and Lily's bus arrives at 6:30.I head up stairs and wake her up,however she was already awake."What are you doing up already?"I ask."I heard you scream again."She said.I look away in sadness.She didn't know about the rape,however she knew I had nightmares."Oh alright,come on.Breakfast is ready."I say taking her hand.We,well I slide down the railing her in my lap.The one time I enjoy myself.I catch her before she can land on her feet.She was laughing and giggling.Me I just smiled lightly.

She ate,I ate and we headed to the bus."Morning ladies."Said the driver.I pat her shoulder and sit in my seat and so does Lily.I stare into the distance,tired as hell.