Yoongi

  I walked into the restaurant and smiled as Jimin as he walked up to me. My smile disappeared once I saw him frowning.

  "What's wrong?" I asked him.

  He sighed slightly as he finally stepped in front of me. His eyes were averted to the ground and they looked tired. "I can't be your friend, Yoongi." Jimin stated quietly.

  "Why not?" I furrowed my brows.

  He closed his eyes and sighed more. "Because August doesn't like you and he doesn't want me to be your friend. I tried to tell him no, but.."

  "But what?" I felt my heart sink.

  Jimin looked up at me with a sad expression. "I can't be your friend." He stated sternly.

  "Why not?" I asked him. "You're still friends with Tae and August doesn't like him."

  Jimin chuckled and rubbed his arm. "Yeah, I also live with Taehyungie." He said. I furrowed my eyebrows and stepped towards him.

  "Well, what if I lived with you then?"

  Jimins eyes grew wide as he looked up at me. Taehyung came around the corner and nodded. "Of course you can live with us, Yoongi." He said. I smiled at him and thought it over.

  I really do hate where I live and I seriously don't want to stop being friends with Jimin just because of his asshole boyfriend.

 
  And so, that's how I ended up moving in with Taehyung and Jimin. At first, it was kind of odd living in the same place as Jimin and.. Tae. But, I figure that this could be a chance of starting over and having no unsaid words with my past mistakes and.. other.. things.

I sat up in my new bed, wanting to cry at the thought of leaving it. I finally got a better bed to sleep in, just to get up from it. How evil can people be to make such comfortable things?

But.. I finally get my chance to make things right. I finally get to apologize to the person that I had been aching to talk to.

Kim Taehyung, I'm coming to your room.
It's time to make things right.

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I was about to knock on Taehyung's bedroom door, but I couldn't do it. I'm a coward.

I. Am. A. Coward.

Ever since before graduation, things had never been right between us two, and that's why we drifted apart. I had almost forgot about my high school days and friends.. until I got the job at the restaurant.

But now that I'm going to be living with him, I might as well try to make things right.

Well— let me explain..

Graduation Day
(At School)

I walked up to Jin and Taehyung and smiled at them. Taehyung had the prettiest smile on his face, and I could tell he was excited as his eyes lit up and his box grin shined at me.

  But.. his smile wasn't as bright as it used to be. I guess I fucked that up, huh?

"It's about time we graduate!" He giggled.

I felt my smile widen as his did, and I could feel Jin staring at us. "Give me a break," he groaned loudly.

"Taehyung, can I talk to you after graduation?" I asked him quietly.

He nodded his head and smiled weakly.

"Sure," He said. "What about?"

  He knows why. So does Jin.

"Just.. meet me at me house." I said.

After Graduation
(Yoongi's House)

I paced the hallway and waited for Taehyung to knock on the door— or for him to just walk in like he usually does. Sure enough, he opened the door without even asking. He usually does it because I told him I didn't want to have to go downstairs every time he arrives.

So, he was shocked to see me downstairs.

"Hey," He said quietly.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him upstairs to my room, leaving no time for small talk. He gave me a confused look, but I stopped him once we reached my bedroom.

I closed the door and sighed. "Tae, it's been two months and I told you that I was sorry." I said, getting to the point.

His smile disappeared and I could feel the tenseness in the room grow larger than ever.

"Yoongi.."

"I know, I know." I said. "I was stupid for kissing you, okay.. I was drunk and-"

"And what?" He cut me off harshly. "And you thought that since you were drunk that I was too? That I wouldn't remember? I did."

I looked at the ground and sighed.

Visions of me pushing Taehyung against the wall came into my mind and I wanted to erase it all, I just wanted my best friend back.

"Tae, I'm not asking for you to love me." I said softly. "And I'm not asking for you to forget what I did, I'm asking for forgiveness. I'm asking for a second chance. As friends."

Taehyung crossed his arms and eyed me. I could tell what he was going to say to me.

He was going to forgive me.

Present Day

I stood in front of Taehyung's door with a frown as I remembered all of the things I did to him. He had forgiven me, but I hadn't.

I didn't forgive myself because I never told him that I was sorry. I never apologized.

I wanted to punch myself in the face for months for not apologizing to him. I wanted to rip my eyes out and cut my lips off for kissing him. I couldn't tell whether or not if he actually forgave me. After all, we lost contact.

The door in front of me opened and my eyes widened as I saw Taehyung standing there.

"Hi," He said softly.

I looked into his eyes and smiled. "Hey,"

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If you don't understand,

  Yoongi, Jin, And Tae were best friends in high school.
 
  Yoongi had a crush on Taehyung, and they were at a party one night. Yoongi was drunk and Taehyung wasn't. Yoongi kissed Taehyung and Tae got upset and pushed him away.
 
  Tae was upset for like 2 months until Yoongi finally asked for forgiveness, but Yoongi never really said "sorry."

  They lost touch after high school.

  Yoongi didn't like meeting new people because last time he met someone new, (Tae), he developed feelings for him.

  Now Yoongi is finally trying to apologize for the past, and he'll move on with his life, kkkk

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