TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS AND THEMES OF SUICIDE

Jacksonville, FL, USA - 4:55 pm - 1/5/21

"fuck fuck fuck fuck" I was still dripping wet. I lost track of time while talking to BumbleGrumble and I now only had 5 minutes until my meet and greet. I have not done a full face reveal. I was more like Ranboo. I had plenty of masks hanging around from this covid apocalypse and I kinda collect sunglasses so, I am all set. The only issue was my hair. So, I have long hair. I want to cut my hair to look more like Wilbur Soot's hair, but I have an emotional bond to my hair. Before my parents left, they both would braid my hair every day. Every time I wanted to cut my hair, they would let me, and they would find another way to do braids. Once they left, my grandparents would do my braids. They passed on, and Charlie didn't know how to braid hair. I thought he was the only family I had left, but I was wrong. I had a cousin. She knew how to braid hair. She would come over every day and help Charlie and braid my hair. Whenever someone braids my hair....... the voices go away. My cousin was the only person I felt like I could talk to about the voices because she had them too. One day I woke up and Charlie was crying in the bathroom. He was holding a note from my cousin. I asked where she was and he just handed me the note.

To my cousins; Charlie and Griffin.

I am so sorry. The voices became too much for me to handle. They were telling me that I was a burden to you two. I am so sorry I could not be of help. Charlie, I will miss you. Take care of Griffin for me. Braid their hair {they use all pronouns, please don't only use their old ones, but add in all he, she, and they}. It helps their voices. You and I both know how terrible those damn whispers can be. Griffin, use your voices to your advantage. Remember all those things you told me about DanTDM, PopularMMOS, Stampy? You looked up to them. You wanted to start streaming, and make youtube videos! Your voices can help you do that. Mine... I couldn't take control of them in time. I love you two so much.  I doubt you want a funeral for me, but I will be in the clearing waiting to be gone. Don't mind the... ketchup...See you later you crusty ass bitches. Goodnight.

Fuck you, Ryan <3

She was gone.

/Authors Note\

fUcK- sorry for the short chapter today! I need to make sure I don't fail science so... yup. I was going to continue to the meet and greet, but I don't know how to transition from a super sad note to 'oH hEy GuYs HoW aRe YoU dOiNg LeT's Do A q AnD a!' so, yah. Remember, you have people who love you and you are real. you are stronger than anything that gets in your way. Keep going. Drink some water bitch you look crusty af

luv- GriffinPuff

Word Count: 542 (yes ik short ass chapter)

Date Published(Month, day, year): 3/14/21