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Namjoon pov

I immediately run towards the washroom and locked it do that no one can come inside... I washed my face continuously...... My whole face is now  drenched with water..... My mind is in choas...... I tried to grab the towel but my hands is shaking vigorously...... My throat started to get dry...... I tried to look in the cabinet to find my medicine that I hid from her..... I found my medicine and opened the lid but because of my shaking hands all the pills spattered in the floor..... I sighed in frustration...... I have to take the pill.... Her words triggered my inner devil ..... I don't know how to get rid of him now.... I thought I can control RM but I can't..... He is too powerful......I look in the mirror and saw him.... Yes.... Him...... The inner devil of me smirking and also raging in anger as I didn't let him get out today......


RM: really, trying to control me???

Namjoon: get out of my head...... I am not letting you ruin my plan.....


RM: oh.... You have a plan now..... She crossed her line..... She should never take his dead boyfriend name again.... I think of teaching her a good lesson but you ruined it.....

Namjoon: you should go now... I get what I want.... Now I don't want you.....You  are the reason she is scared of me..... It's your fault.....


RM: my fault!!!! Now it's my fault huh!!!! You wanted her..... Because of her I am here.....You can't handle rejection and that's why I am here...if I didn't do that she won't be here with you.... But bad luck that I also like her... I became obsessed with her... And I am not letting her go easily....

Namjoon: if you don't go I will get help from Yoongi hyung to get rid of you.... I will make sure of it.... I want to be happy with her..... I never need you....


RM: oh..... namjoon.... You need me....YOU FUCKING NEED ME BECAUSE YOU ARE COWARD!!!!you are weak.... I am not going anywhere now.... Because it's you who called me but it's now on my decision that I will leave or not..... If I go in return I will give you your horrific memories that are hidden by me.... If I die.... I will die with you... I will take you with me..... Like your father tried to control me....and ended up being dead by his favorite personality........ By the way, I am going ... I am giving you a chance to control your body by your own will....





After he goes away my head started to hurt more like someone is hitting my head with hammer countless times...... I put my hands in my head trying to control myself.....I can hear the sound of someone calling me from the door..... After sometime I recognize this voice.... It's her voice.... In a instant my headache is gone.... All the pain gone... Like they just vanished... I can see carefully.....  I sighed heavily and unlock the door seeing a worried face if her.....

Y/n: are you okay??? I heard you are screaming.... What happened????


She asked me with her very sweet voice.... I feel so calm in my mind.... I bet regret of doing those horrible things to me..... Yet she is asking me in her worried eyes.....


Namjoon : I am fine.....


She looked at me carefully trying to find anything.....



Y/n: are you sure you are fine????



Namjoon: yes, I am fine.... By the way I want to explore the whole the place with you..... Come on let's go ready, hmm????



With that I took her with me to get changed and go out......



Y/n pov

After hearing that I am confused that we are going outside.... People will recognize us.... He give me the clothes and pushed me to the washroom..... After getting dressed up I  get out of the washroom and see namjoon is in jeans and baggy clothes..... Well, he looks like a university student......



A cap and face mask on his face..... He comes to me with a face mask and give it to me..... I wear that and look into the mirror in the room....







I really look like a badass teenager...... He also stood in front of me and look at the mirror... We now look like a teenager couple.....


Namjoon: we are going to be normal people and enjoy it..... I love to be like that always.....



I look at him I can see from his eyes that he is so happy.... But why he suddenly became like a devil who is gonna kill me in a snap???? I really wonder what are you Kim Namjoon??? Is this the real you??? On a facade to impress me and trap me????  I suddenly feel a tap in my shoulder... I get out of my trance and saw he is looking at me curiously..... He took my hand and said...



Namjoon: let's go.... We are getting late.......



And with that we left his safe house and go to the city....... We go to the park and take a bicycle.....


Namjoon: you know I like ride bicycle... I let myself feel the air.... It relax me..... You know how to ride bicycle right????


He looked at me asking the question.... I nodded and take the bicycle and started to ride it with namjoon..... I can see he is feeling so happy.... The spreed he is going I can feel he is enjoying it.......



After ridding the bicycle he take a little break and sit in the nearby tree.... He suddenly dragged my hands and put me in a position that I am hovereing over him....








Y/n: what are you doing??? What if anyone saw us???



I said tried to get away from it... But he hold me tightly.....


Namjoon: no one is here, Don't worry..... I am just looking into you like this......



Hearing that I looked in his eyes........ I can feel so many things.... Happy, excited, relaxed and a bit of regret..... I didn't understand why ??? He said he didn't have any regret.....



He suddenly hugged me tightly.... His hot breath is tickling to my neck giving me a shiver......



Namjoon: just be with me like this, forever.....

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To be continued

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Double update guys........

I am going college tomorrow..... I am so happy finally seeing my college after 544 days... Since pandemic our college didn't opened at all..... I am going to be busy again......






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