Every Breathing Should Be For Me
Y/n pov
I reached at blue house and in my room to take some rest ...... I opened the packet of the items I bought from the convenience store and took the birth control pill.......I drink it with water and swallowed the pill..... I sighed in relief.... I am still not ready to be a mother and that's to early... Even though I am president's wife but Namjoon's behavior is kinda odd to me.... I am sure he has some problem..... In one time, he was calm, discipline and punctual person and in the another time, he behaves like a total physco, maniac....... I am thinking about all of this, suddenly the door opened reavealing the person I first met when I first encounter with Namjoon in my cafe..... Secretary Seo......
S. Seo: mam, do you need something???
She asked as she bowed to me..... I come towards her and shook my head.....
Y/n: I don't need anything... And don't call me mam... Call me y/n when president isn't here....
I said as I smiled at her and she nodded.....
S. Seo: President told me to show you around the blue house.... It will be helpful for you.....
She said and I nodded....
Y/n: let's go......
And with that she started to show me around the blue house..... After seeing all around the house, we are passing through a hallway that time my attention goes to the room that door is opened.... I decided to ask her what that room is..... She didn't show me that room.....
Y/n: What room that is????
I asked pointed my finger at the room....
S. Seo: this is the painting room of president Kim's Elder brother, Kim Seokjin.....
She said as I go inside the room and I see many complete and incomplete paintings in the room... The whole room is only with canvas and colors of painting..... I looking around and suddenly my eyes struck on a specific painting..... I went in front of the painting canvas and saw the painting so closely...... The painting is about a woman laying in the bed and beside her there's a boy standing and holding his ailing mother's hand...... I can feel the pain from the painting just by seeing it..... I immediately look away....
???: Is it to painful too see???
Someone asked from behind and I turned around to see a tall man with a very handsome feature...... S. Seo bowed and stand behind me.....
S. Seo: Mr. Kim.....
She said as I finally remembered who he is... I meet him in the party...... I bowed a little in respect.....
Y/n: I am sorry if I disturb you..... I shouldn't have came without your permission.... I was seeing around the house and I came to the room in curiosity.....
I said as I look at him, he nodded and started to talk to me.....
Seokjin: it's okay.... It's just I am used to have visitors in my painting room.....
He said as if it felt like he taunted me.... I decided to keep quiet......
Seokjin: You didn't answer my question????
He asked me and look at me trying to read me.....
Y/n: no... It's just I feel bad..... Mother is the most important person in a child's life.... She is like a shield who always comes fast to protect her children......A mother can overcome with every storm for her children even if she has to give her life for that......
I said as I am looking at the painting.....I just feel sad...... Seokjin is looking at her only thing he find is Innocence...... This much innocence that he never saw in his life..... This place is not for a person like her..... She will get destroyed in here just like his mother......
Seokjin: Did you really wanted to marry Namjoon????
Jin ask this question as hearing that she look at him..... She look at his face for a second..... Feels like she is in deep thoughts.
Y/n: sometimes you have to agree on such thing that's is not your opinion..... In my case, I don't have options...... It's do or die.....
She didn't answer directly but eventually give a answer that reflected the real situation...... Seokjin can see pain , torment and suffering in her eyes......
Seokjin: Love can never be happened by force..... Even if how much you try but in the end, there's some things that will ruin your life always..... In the end, it's you who will lose yourself or the person who tried to call it love in the of obsession......
He said as he took a piece of paper from the table and grab a pen and write something... And then give the paper to me.... I took it and see a number.....
Seokjin: this is my number. Feel free to call me when you think things are getting hard for you..... Even though I came here sometimes.... I usually don't stay here.... This place feels like suffocating to me.....
He said as he sighed heavily..... I can see disappointed in his eyes........
Y/n: why don't you stay-
Before she could complete her sentences all on a sudden she heard a growling sound from behind making her look around.......
RM: Mrs. Kim Y/n!!!!!!
RM growled as y/n flinched hearing it...... He took the fastest step towards her and took her arm harshly and started to drag her..... Seokjin was about to take a step but hearing the next sentence of Namjoon made him stop .......
RM: don't even think about it or I will send Taehyung in USA forever and no one will follow me..... When i said no one mean no one......
And with that he again started to drag her and get out of the room whereas Seokjin just stood there and see at the door where they are gone.....
Seokjin: you became a beast like father..... You will destroy your happiness just like father did......
He said in his mind as he looked at S.Seo as she nodd.....
Seokjin: I want every single information of what she do... Where did she go... Who do she speak..... Do this work well or else you know the consequences, right???
Hearing that she nodded immediately and get out of the room........
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In Namjoon Room
Author pov
As RM dragged her from the painting room she is continuously trying to get rid of his hold... But the more she try the more tight the hold became.......and they reached the room and locked the door and pinned her to the door..... He trapped her in between his two hands and look at him with his most dangerous eyes .....
RM: what did I told you after getting out of the plane????
He asked him calmly but no answer came from her...... It pissed him off...... He slammed his both hands and shouted at her.......
RM: WHEN I ASKED YOU SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME THE ANSWER.... DID YOU FORGOT THAT?????
He said as he is looking at her who is now a crying mess in front of her......
RM: why did you disobey me???? You have been a good girl after the marriage.... Why did you do it???? Tell me, babygirl.....
He asked her trying his car voice but she didn't answer....... He sighed and lose his tie......
RM: I think you really need a punishment..... And the punishment isn't only for you but also for that guard who allowed you and defy my orders.......
Hearing that she immediately looked up at him in a confused face ... And he dragged her to the window..... As she look at the outside, her eyes widened........ She saw that lady is standing in the ground with a blindfold and in the next very second, she heard a gunshot and she saw that lady in the ground... She covered her mouth in shock....... The tears are falling from her eyes...... She can't stop crying........ Her mind remembered kyumin's incident...... She started to breath heavily.......... She turned around and see namjoon is not beside her..... He is sitting in the sofa gracefully holding a whip in his hands........ It's a complete horror for her.......
RM: after your dead boyfriend, it's her....He lost his life because of you and that guard also because of you....... It's a another lesson for you and your all the guards if they defy my orders , the only is death....... And now, babygirl for you, this is your punishment... I love to see you bleed...... You look so good in red... You should remember, your every step should be for me, your every breath should be for me, your mind only thought should be me.... Me....me....just me......
He said looking at her who is now shivering in fear........
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To be continued
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