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After that , heartfelt talk between them Namjoon started to tell Y/n everything about his life.... How he got into this disorder as his father's love for another woman and how his grandfather threatened that woman's family and that woman and being protective to their only daughter they married her off to his father's best friend and they went to abroad..... And his grandfather arranged marriage with his mother who just wanted nothing but his father's love but fate has another plan......He started to torture her and disgrace her in every single way..... His father know that this arrange marriage is a deal..... The former health Minister's daughter she is..... But she never protest about it.... She endure everything as her own father sell her off to this family.... She has no place to return..... The pain of negligence is much bigger than the pain of not feeling love...... After his first brother, Seokjin born, he became more cruel..... He didn't like his first son and never give him the love he needed..... But his mother tried her best not to let him feel about it...... And then namjoon born he still neglected him in the Same way as Seokjin..... When namjoon is seven years old Namjoon saw how his mother got beaten up by his father mercilessly.... He saw her getting whipped by his father.... He saw it all but didn't come out to protect his mother.... Because his mother woman have to bear this thing... This is the nature...... Being tortured by his own husband hand isn't wrong.... Ms. Kim also know what she say to Namjoon is wrong.... But she don't want him to get beaten by his own father....... everything ruined again, as suddenly his father started to take interest in Namjoon.... Because of his clever mind  and smartness his father thought a plan for him..... He make him distance himself from her mother and started to teach him about politics......He told namjoon to kill rabbits if he don't then he will beat his mother and it will be his fault... Namjoon's love from his mother is so much that he did it just the sake of his mother...... But everyone story has a tragic end, Mr. Kim revenge is so much that it killed his own wife leaving little taehyung and Jennie behind.....His own mother saw how her own parents died because they are the one who fixed their marriage and also killed her....... Namjoon cried to let them go but his father's eyes are blinded with nothing but revenge...... The obsession over that woman is too powerful that he destroyed his own happiness..... After his mother's death, something switched into namjoon...... He became cold and emotionless..... He wants to get away from all the pain and that's how RM born in his subconscious mind and started to control him.... RM made his pain into madness..... That bought nothing but choas......

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Namjoon pov

It's been three days since we are in news Zealand..... The distance between us slowly started to reduce.....  The way we started to understand each other, it is making our life easier for us..... I never thought that I would be able to live like a normal life..... She helped me to overcome with my fears..... I love her more than my life.... I slowly remove my hand from her eyes and let her see the most beautiful thing..... Her eyes lit up in amazement seeing the beautiful scenery in front of her......

Y/n: it's so pretty.......

She said as I slowly turned her towards me and she look at me.....

Y/n: what happened???

She asked as I slowly kissed her forehead then hug her tightly....

Namjoon: nothing... Just thinking about how you manage to help me to get out of dark.. when I did nothing but hurt you...... I feel like I don't deserve you-

Before namjoon could finish his sentence she kissed his lips making him shut.... Namjoon froze as in the first time, she willingly kiss him..... He started to respond on her kiss as a long make out session.....

They are out of breath because of the make out as they are breathing heavily looking at each other......

Namjoon: I Kim Namjoon, make a promise under this moonlit night,I will protect you from every darkness of which I hold, I will try to amend myself and try to be a better husband for you..... I love you , Kim Y/n.... I will love you till the end of my life...... Even if I die, my heart won't stop beating for you.....

I said as I bend down on kness and take  a very beautiful ring out of the box and took her hand and put it in her middle finger......

Her eyes are showing nothing but sparkle for me as she bend down on my level and kissed on my lips....

Y/n: And this is my promise, Mr. Kim Namjoon.... I will be with you till the end of the world.....

She said smiling at me and I couldn't control my urge for her..... I smashed my lips on her and started to suck her lips as our lips are moving in sync...... she pulled away suddenly making me confused.....

Y/n: can we go to the mansion??? I don't want to.....

Before she could say the whole Matter I pulled her into my arms and go to the car and sit in the driver seat and make her sit in my lap.... I started the engine as I started to kiss her neck even though I am driving... I fucking care about that... I need her... And I know she also need me.... And today I will make her forget of that terrible night forever......

After arriving in the mansion, I kicked the car door to open and took her in my arms and go to the bedroom.....

I throw her in the bed and hovered over her.... Our eyes are just nothing but filled with lust for each other....... We started kiss each other, eating out completely as she is unbuckling my belt and I am her clothes...... She in completely in beautiful silky bikini....

I opened the lace of her bra using my mouth as her bikini fall off from her body..... She hides her boobs by using her hand but I took her both hands and tie it with my belt.......

Namjoon: there's nothing wrong in you.... You are beautiful, Ms. Kim.....

I said as I touched her right breast and started to squeeze it and a moan came from her mouth.... I touched her clothed womanhood and feel the wetness as the panty is completely soaked.....I throw my pants in the floor and tore her panties and throw it somewhere and kiss her lips trying to distract her.... And when she is so in it,I pushed myself inside her making her gasp and started to move slowly...... Slowly I started to it faster as the pain turned into pleasure... But I am not satisfied with the position... So, I make her get up and I lay down in the bed and make her sit on my hip..... She slowly slide into my d**k....I wanted her to ride me...... I want to see how great she is......

Namjoon:ride on me.... Make your husband feel pleasure.....

And with that, she started to move in and out as I hold her wrist tightly as her tied hands are on my chest....... She is a moaning mess and so am I..... I feel l am close .... After sometime, we both came together..... We both are panting heavily...But I turned her around and put her in the bed and again get into her and started to thrust...... I started to drilling on her not caring about anything... Only thing that makes me to ruin her till senselessly is that her moaning....... Her moans are so soothing music.......

Y/n:ah...ah......ah...... namjoon.... namjoon... please..... please.... Ah..... Yes....there.... Hit.....there......

Oh.... So, I found her g-spot..... I started to thrusting into her like a animalistic way.... As I am so near and I can feel she is two.... And the one big thrust, we moan each other so loudly...... We came together again as I thrust into her more couple of times and pulled out breathing heavily as she is also breathing heavily.... I pull her towards me as a side ways and put my shaft into her in a spoon way and covered us with gray  blankets.....

Namjoon: I want to stay like this for a while, Ms. Kim..... Let's sleep like that.....

And I hear snoring and I saw she is already in sleep.... She is so tired....I smiled and kiss her hair and fall into deep sleep......

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To be continued

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