When morning came, Hyunjin woke up with no sign of Jisung by his side and he let out a relieved sigh. Yesterday, Jisung wouldn't wake up no matter how much he trier to wake up the man. So, he thought he was sick but he came in to work in the afternoon. He was also worried if Jisung was angry at him as he remembered Jisung told him "do you ever care?" before. He was worried there was something he didn't know happened to Jisung but seeing how be was acting yesterday, there was nothing to be worried about.

He pushed himself up and went into the shower. After getting ready for the day, he went down. He wasn't in a rush since he wasn't planning on going to the studio today. Minho would be taking over his class for today. The older male said himself that he should talk it out with Jisung alone but the conversation he had with Jisung 5 days ago seemed to be like it never happened. Jisung hadn't ignore him either.

As he climbed down the stairs, he could hear sounds coming from the kitchen. When he walked to the kitchen, he saw Jisung cooking something in the pot. "What are you doing?" Hyunjin asked, walking towards the pot when Jisung turned around and pointed the tongs he was holding at Hyunjin's face. He pressed his finger on Hyunjin's forehead, forcing him to sit down at the dining table. "You're not allowed to see. Sit" Jisung said as he went back to cooking pasta.

"Are you cooking pasta again?" Hyunjin asked and Jisung stopped stirring the pasta noodle. ---Again? I must cook this a lot. Jisung said in his heart before he continued stirring again. "Jisung, after this, do you want to go on date with me?" Hyunjin's offer took him by surprise and Jisung accidentally hit the pot, his hand stinging from the hot pot. "ouch!" He hissed as Hyunjin quickly stood up and pulled his hand to the sink, turning the faucet on, letting the cool water shower Jisung's hand. Jisung stood in silence as Hyunjin blew on his hand, making sure the redness was gone. "Didn't I told you to be careful whenever you cook? this is why I never let you cook! you always end up hurting yourself!" Hyunjin scolded as Jisung tugged his hand away. He swallowed his pride to thank Hyunjin but he felt unfair. "I'm hurt, why are you scolding me like that? Do you want to be hit again?!" He said as he moved to drain the pasta.

"I will take that as you don't want to eat what I cook" Jisung said as he slammed a bowl of pasta on the dining table for himself. He had threw away his pride to cook for Hyunjin just because of his mother and felix's words, what more can he do? Hyunjin sat down in front of the pouty Jisung, taking a bowl of pasta for himself. "are you sulking?" Hyunjin asked, reaching for Jisung's hand on the table. Jisung scoffed, pulling his hand away. "What sulking? I'm not sulking!"

Hyunjin smiled, knowing Jisung wasn't that angry at him since he cooked for them. "We're going on a date after this all right, Ji?" Jisung snorted, the pasta almost coming out from his nose but it didn't. He kicked Hyunjin's shin as he coughed. "Stop calling me that! that's cheesy! what? do you like it when I call you jinnie or something?" Hyunjin nodded, that was the nickname Jisung always called him. 

"I can't. I have work" Jisung continued, scrolling down his phone to see his schedule. "I know. that's why I called Chan So, now you are free!" Jisung slammed his hand on the table. Hyunjin was annoying him. He wanted to work but he had just to--- 

He looked into Hyunjin's eyes to reject him but Hyunjin was pleading him as if his life would end if he didn't go on date with Jisung. Jisung rolled his eyes. "Fine but you're doing the dishes and stop asking favour from Chan hyung. He might be our friend but he's still my boss" Jisung said as he wiped his mouth and went upstairs to change.He looked at himself in the mirror and raised his eyebrow, "what?" he asked himself. "I might as well try to get along with him if I'm living with him!" He said before grabbing his bag and ran downstairs. He went into the car with Hyunjin trailing behind him, sitting in the driver's seat. "Where are we going?" Jisung asked, taking out his phone to check the weather application. "It's going to rain today, we can't go to amusement park" Jisung said as he placed his phone back. Hyunjin shaking his head, "Is that the only place in your head, dear?" 

Jisung almost gagged at the nickname but held himself in. At least, this Hyunjin was mature and more bearable. "why did I end up marrying such a cheesy person?" He said to himself but Hyunjin heard him loud and clear. "because you confessed to me, duh" Jisung almost hit himself on the window when the car moved over a bump. He turned around, "I asked you out?" Hyunjin nodded. "yeah, you asked me out" Jisung shook his head in disbelief. "When?"

"you don't remember? a day before graduation." A day before graduation. He didn't know how to respond to that,so, he just continued to ask Hyunjin. "why would I? I hated you so much back then..." Hyunjin laughed. "Right? you used to hate me so much...how did your heart change? must be my impact." Jisung could have snorted at that if he wasn't fazed over the fact he asked Hyunjin out. "and you? what did you say back then?"

"well, I say yes. Why are you even asking me this? do you want me to tell you everything that happens in our life so you will forgive me for what I did wrong?"

Jisung narrowed his eyes and looked at Hyunjin. "What? Did you do anything wrong?" Hyunjin blinked a few times. "I don't know but you were angry a few days ago so I just assumed I did something wrong"

Jisung raised his hand and pointed at Hyunjin with his index finger, "that's annoying. Stop that"

"What is?"

"Assuming you did wrong when I hadn't say anything" ,well, I don't even remember if he did anything wrong but seeing as it's Hyunjin it might be true.

"Well, maybe you did something wrong", Jisung opened the car and walked at the passenger seat while Hyunjin sat on the driver's seat. "What did I do?", Jisung shook his head. Even if he wanted to tell Hyunjin, he didn't know what the adult Jisung was angry about. "not telling. Figure it out yourself"

Hyunjin laughed, ruffling Jisung's hair again. "Touch me again and I will burn you and your car alive", Hyunjin retreated his hand. Jisung was much more aggressive today but he wasn't mad, Hyunjin could sense that whether Jisung was truly mad or he was just messing around.

"and we're here..." Hyunjin said as he parked in front of a restaurant, taking Jisung out from the car. "we just ate.." Jisung reminded him and Hyunjin just shook his head. "We're here to drink only" Jisung frowned and let Hyunjin drag him into the restaurant. The both of them ordered Americano and vanilla latte. "why here?" Hyunjin pointed at the small stage, a girl was singing sweetly on the stage. "you liked going here a lot when we were in university. You don't remember? well, it's been 5 years since we last go here"

"I still remember how you used to perform up there."Jisung sighed, he didn't remember and it was frustrating. Their order arrived and they drank in a comfortable silence. "Minho hyung call me just now" Jisung raised his eyebrow. " He said he might get a divorce with Chan hyung" Jisung placed his cup of vanilla latte on the table, tilting his head. "why? they had been together for so long...I'm sure they love each other"

"Chan hyung had been working until late at night and they keep fighting over it. Minho hyung is having enough of it. Chan hyung is turning into a workaholic" Jisung stared into his latte and wondered, if two people who loves each other couldn't live together, how could he live together with someone he didn't like? If his memories didn't return in a month, he wanted to seek divorce with Hyunjin if the other would agree with him. He wiped the water vapour on the cup when Hyunjin suddenly held his hand, caressing them. "we wouldn't be like them, right?" Jisung was hit by a wave of guilt. Where do he begin to explain to Hyunjin? He couldn't just go ' hey, I lost my memory so, I can't be with you anymore' or ' hey, I hate you'

Jisung pulled his hand away, rubbing his nape before taking another sip from his latte when it started raining. "it's really raining" Jisung exclaimed, putting his chin on his palm as he watched the rain fell onto the ground. "it's pretty..." Hyunjin said as he looked out, Jisung turning his head to observe Hyunjin. He studied his face and realized, Hyunjin's face was exactly like 10 years ago if not for the slight mature look in his eyes and his sharp jawline. His baby fat was completely gone.  "Yeah, it's pretty" Jisung unknowingly muttered before looking back outside. Hyunjin heard his word and saw Jisung looking at him, he couldn't help but blush thinking it was a compliment for him.

"let's go out from here" Jisung suggested, picking his wallet up. Hyunjin lifted an eyebrow up. "but, it's raining..." Jisung rolled his eyes, pulling Hyunjin with him. "Did I stutter?" He asked, dragging him outside, covering his head with his hand as they ran to the car. "where do you want to go?" Hyunjin asked as he turned on the car engine. "Hyoja Bakery!" Jisung stated, drawing something on the fogged window. " I want cheesecake" Hyunjin tilted his head in confusion. "but they have cheesecake in the restaurant.." Jisung glared at Hyunjin.  "How can you compare a cake from a restaurant and from that bakery! That's my favourite bakery of all places! you don't even know the simplest thing about me?" Jisung huffed, folding his hand as he let Hyunjin drive to the said bakery.


Jisung had never been so happy in his life. Cheese cake was his life. His mother always bought cheesecake for him and sometimes he ate until he felt like puking. So, for him to act like a child when he saw the bakery was an understatement and he was 19 inside. It was normal for a kid like him. Hyunjin smiled at his lover's behaviour. He hadn't seen him this happy in a while. It was like he had return to 10 years ago. "Aren't you eating?" Jisung asked his husband. Hyunjin shook his head. "watching you eat is enough to make me full" Jisung threw a plastic fork at Hyunjin's face, his cheeks burning red as he grabbed a new fork to eat his cake. "if you do that again, I will throw a plate next" Jisung threatened.

Now, all of this was good but he still needed to find a way to get his memories back. Last night, he remembered a glance of it and it was his mother talking to him. Could it be because he met his mother? Or could it have just come randomly out of nowhere?

It was difficult to decipher how it happened. Why did he lost his memories to begin with? His doctor mentioned about his brain protecting him from something but what would the 'something' be?

He suddenly had a new mission. He was confused before but now he knew what he should do. He needed to find the cause of all of this.

Hyunjin mentioned him being angry at him a few days ago. He glanced at Hyunjin...but it was possible to be angry at this baffoon for any reason at all.

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😔😔 So, although there aren't many read here yet but still I should inform that maybe I will update very slowly because my school just started and I had been doing my homework until 3 am so I'm pretty much very busy now.-hunny