"All I do is stay up all night, losing sleep over you. All I do is drive myself crazy, thinking about my baby"

Ahjaya Smith | Jaya👯

3 days later in Miami, July 3rd.

We've been in Miami for a full day and as promised Tac paid for our hotel room. We decided to only get one room since we all sleep together anyway. We got down here before everybody else and we traveled most of Miami, it's beautiful out here.

We made a plan with Lys doctor that she can only walk for around 6 hours but she can't get up unless she have to go to the bathroom. I hate the fact that Alyssa had to be the one going through this, instead of planning our baby showers we making sure she avoid death. Everything just so fucked up.

"Ooh I like this one." Alyssa said.

"You can't even see your face." We were looking at pictures we took from when we first arrived.

"Ahjaya why are you here? We came here to get a break. You aren't getting a break if you keep watching over me, I'm okay I promise. I'm going to take a nap, a bath then get ready for this dinner."

"Alyssa how do you suspect I react to this? My best friend is fucking dying!" I cried.

"Ahjaya come take a break." Iyan said grabbing my hand pulling me out the room.

"I didn't mean to snap on her but she's acting like this is okay like we can be okay with her not being here." He pulled me into a hug.

"It's difficult, we're going through it but don't forget your pregnant too. You can't put stress on your baby."

"You right, imma just miss her."

"I'm still here Jay, I'm not going no where." Alyssa came in the room.

"Can you promise me you won't die? Can you give me your word right now that we are going to be best friends until infinity and beyond?"

"I can't promise I won't die but I can promise we are forever going to be best friends no matter if I'm here or not." She held out her pinky and I latched it.

"Man y'all got a nigga crying and shit." Yayo said as we dry laughed.

"Real thugs cry remember?" She said wiping his face.

"Yeah real thugs." He nodded smiling.

"Y'all go out please. I have a headache and I'm going to take a nap, stop worrying about me. I'm okay, I promise."

"I love you Alyssa." Yayo said.

"I love you more Yayo, you too Jaya." We group hugged and I needed to get out this hotel room before I break down.

Iyan took the car that we rented and we started going to the beach house Tac rented. The drive was at least 15 minutes we pulled up to this beautiful ass house, I was in love.



"Tac picked a nice one." Iyan said taking the words right out of my mouth.

We walked in to see Isaac, Mace, Ace, Aubree, Kai, Olivia, JJ, Allison and Ike retarded ass baby mother. I couldn't stand this retarded ass bitch.

I sighed loudly causing attention to come to us. I couldn't stand Olivia and Kailani, they was cool at first but now they just make my ass itch. Like Alyssa been y'all bitch longer than she been mine and she never gave them a reason to question her loyalty.

They just some monkey see, monkey do ass bitches. Kailani have a problem so Olivia have one with her, that shit just makes me laugh but it's okay they'll regret that by the end of the night and imma make sure Alyssa don't fall into their trap when they wanna come back.

"Wassup Jaya? Ike?" I just waved as Ike spoke. Me, Iyan and Lys been to ourselves ever since they got out the hospital, I've spent almost every night with them. Those two are the main reason I'm staying Georgia well besides Isaac.

"You can't speak?" Isaac asked. I rolled my eyes then went to hug him as I saw his other baby mother looking at us, I scrunched my face up. "Stop." Isaac whispered in my ear.

"Tell her special ass to stop looking at me." I said it only so he can hear. He laughed shaking his head.

"How far along are you?" Olivia asked, I looked at her and ignored her.

If you don't fuck with my best friend, I don't fuck with you.

"She 10 weeks." Iyan answered slightly laughing, he knew I wasn't going to answer.

"Since she isn't speaking, do y'all know what it is?"

"We just hope it's-"

"Don't refer my baby as a 'it' and wasn't you pregnant before? You know we can't know the gender now dumber." I said giving her that the fuck face.

"Jaya lemme show you around the house." Isaac said pulling me.

"I thought you was going to teach me how to swim." His retarded ass baby mother said. I put my hand on the counter looking at this stupid bitch.



"Ahjaya!" Mason yelled laughing.

"I gotta go, c'mon Iyan let's go tour." I grabbed his hand but before I could fully get it Kailani smacked my hand.

"He good." She said smiling.

"I'm bouta fuck you up." I never tied my hair up so fast.

"Ahjaya c'mon." Isaac said. I walked into one of the rooms pacing back and forth crying. I was frustrated I hate being pregnant, that's when bitches try you the most.

"Why are you crying?" Ike asked and that made me so mad for some reason like bitch you know I does this fighting shit and I can't right now. I picked up somebody shoe and threw it at him, it missed but hit Tac instead.

"Isaac what your retarded ass do now?" Tac asked.

"Honestly, I don't know. I'm as confused as you." Isaac threw his hands up in surrender. Tac came over and hugged me and he didn't know how much I reallly needed this.

"You want some ice cream?" He asked rubbing my back, I nodded and he grabbed my hand leading me to the kitchen. All eyes was on us as he moved around the kitchen.

"You want a banana split or a sundae?"

"A sundae please with chocolate and strawberry ice cream." He nodded his head as I watched him make it.

"I want one." Olivia whined.

"There go the stuff, you not handicap." Tac said.

"Ahhhhhh." I yelled laughing hitting the counter.

"It is not that serious." JJ laughed, he knew that was funny as hell.

"Where JC?" I asked.

"He in his room." I nodded waiting for my sundae. Tac was done walking out the kitchen.

"Imma beat your daughter up." I told Tac fucking my sundae up.

"Alyssa? Why?"

"No Kailani."

"Oh God, just don't do it tonight."

"No promises and can you show me to JC room?" He pointed to the room. I knocked. "I don't care what you doing, cover up if you naked."

I walked in and JC was face down listening to Usher x Lovers & Friends. I started recording him for Snapchat laughing.

"Get out your feelings lil bitch." He pointed towards the door.

"Get out." I went to respond but my sundae was coming back up. I ran to a door in his room hoping it was a bathroom and luckily it was. I started throwing up every single thing I ate today.

I hate this part of being pregnant, I would get sick at random ass times. It was irritating as hell, I felt JC lift up my hair. Once I stopped I sat down by the toilet as he handed me a bottle of water.

"JC you want kids?" I asked breaking the silence.

"I want a whole football team." He smiled.

"With Lys?"

"Of course, I don't even want no other kids but with her. She think she broke up with me but she didn't, I'm just giving her space."

"So you don't believe that she like Yayo?"

"He saved her life, he did something I didn't do. They have an unexplainable bond because of that, Kai and whoever else stupid if they do believe that shit. Plus Iyan been my brother for 20 years, he wouldn't do that."

"You a good one, you know that right?" I smiled.

"Let's go, you gotta take a nap." Isaac said coming in the bathroom.

"Okay daddy." I smirked.

"That nap just gon have to wait later." He kissed me as I laughed.

"Ew get out." JC said shaking his head laughing. I laughed letting him take me to his room.
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"Are you okay?" I asked Alyssa for the hundredth time, I knew she was starting to get annoyed but I don't care.

"Ahjaya yes damn!" She walked into the house as I looked her over she had on this grey dress that was knee length and it showed off her baby bump but she was wearing a big cardigan to hide it until later.

"Lyss! I missed you!" Mason jumping on her, making her lose her balance. I damn near screamed like she died until JC caught her making me exhale loudly.

"Damn Jaya, bout to make me deaf." JJ mugged me rubbing his hair.

"Hey Alyssa, you don't see nobody?" Aubree said mugging her. Alyssa ran in her lap kissing all over her face. "Alright, get off me." She laughed.

"I missed you so muchhhhh." Alyssa laughed too.

"I miss your phony self too." Aubree frowned.

"Hey everybody else except dumb and dumber." She smiled at Kai and Liv as I laughed, even while she hurting she still find the time to be petty. I love it.

"Hey slut and slutier." Kai smiled.

"Febuary 4th." I said smiling.

"What's that ?" Olivia asked.

"My due date. You could see me after that day or y'all both can and get a two for one special." I smiled.

"You know after giving birth-"

"Shut yo stupid ass up." I cut Isaac baby mother off and this bitch started crying running out the living room.

"Why you always gotta be mean to her? You know she sensitive." Isaac said glaring at me.

"No the bitch stupid." I said.

"Chastity not even stupid-"

"Nah brah she stupid ass hell." JJ said laughing.

"Nah for real tho earlier she told me she wanted to go to the sun and I told her she can't cause she gon get burned and then her stupid ass gon say-" He paused to be dramatic.

"Wait for it." Ike laughed holding his hand up.

"Imma go when it's dark." I started rolling.

"Mason you lying!" Alyssa laughed

"The sad part is he really not. His face was the funniest part about the whole thing." CJ laughed.

"What face you made?" I asked,

"I did this." He stood up and did the face, I started crying tears literally coming out my eyes.



"Y'all not funny." Isaac said and that made me laugh harder. He hate when people talk about his retarded ass babymoms.

"Dinner ready y'all." G said coming in the living room. We all walked outside where the dinner was being held, we was eating dinner on the beach because at 12 it's going to be a firework show.

Iyan pulled out both me and Alyssa seats then went to sit down. I scrunched up my face seeing the table arrangement it's definitely drama tonight.

On one said it was Alyssa, Me, Yayo, Mason, Aubree, Ace, Tadoe, G and Jay'Sean.

Then on the other side it was JC, Ike, Kai, Olivia, Allison, JJ, Chastity, Bianca and CJ.

Dinner was going alright besides the little slick comments dumb and dumber said but surprisingly Alyssa ignored them and I was beyond proud of her for that.

"Alyssa?" Olivia asked.

"What dumber?"

"Why you not eating?"

"Why your mother didn't swallow you?" Mason spit out his liquor.

"Alyssa." Tac said lowly but I knew he low-key wanted to laugh too, it was all in his face.

"What? I don't know why they keep starting with me. They know imma always get the last words." She smiled.

"Tac why don't you start your announcement." Jen suggested. Tac stood up holding his cup in the air.

"I'm not good with this shit but y'all my little niggas, I fuck with y'all. I raised most of y'all at this table and seeing all this beef shit killing me. Y'all suppose to be laughing at these dirty ass people together not have them laughing at y'all. Y'all stupid asses listening to rumors instead of trusting a friend, fighting each other, throwing insults it's not how this suppose to be.

I especially don't like this because I need y'all to be stronger than ever and to depend on each other. You don't know when somebody is going to stop breathing or when it's their time." Tac stopped and cleared his throat, I looked at him in his eyes and he was tearing up.

"Tac w-what are you saying?" Alyssa asked and I knew she was crying because her voice was shaky.

"I have lupus." Tac said letting a tear fall before wiping it away.

"But it's cure right?" Isaac asked.

"No." Tac shook his head, I grabbed a napkin dabbing my eyes.

"So your going to die?" Allison asked.

"I'm not sure." Alyssa put her head on the table and I knew she was going to take this harder than anybody. Tac is literally her world, her first love, I'm hurt so I know her pain is nothing compared to mine.

Tac squatted down rubbing her back as she sobbed louder, she wrapped her arms around his neck holding tight burying her face in the crook of his neck. Isaac and Alli came over to where they was at and they all hugged, I saw G taking a picture.

"I'll be right back." Alyssa let go of Tac.

"I'll come with you." Iyan said standing up.

"I just need a minute Yayo." Alyssa stood up.

"But you not-"

"I'm okay, I promise." Yayo nodded helping her up the stairs then came back. Kailani started shaking her head and laughing.

"What you doing allat for?" Yayo asked.

"Unbelievable."

"Kailani get over your fucking insecurities, did you hear what we all just heard?! You can't seriously be only thinking about you right now!" Yayo yelled.

"You know what you so right. Let me get pregnant, I guess that will be the only way I could get your attention."

"What the fuck are you talking bout?" He scrunched up his face.

"You thought I didn't know about you and Lysa huh?"

"What about me and Yayo?" Alyssa asked coming back outside.

"Really Kailani, you so damn stupid! Alyssa and Yayo don't got shit going on." JC said for the first time tonight.

"JC you may be oblivious but I'm it. Alyssa is pregnant with Yayo baby." Me, Iyan and Alyssa all started laughing at her stupid ass.

"You know you might be stupider than Isaac stupid ass babymother. Where you get this idea from dummy?" I asked still laughing.

"When they was in the hospital Alyssa told him and they was all hushed mode." Kailani said like she proved somebody wrong.

"This true?" G asked.

"Yes." Alyssa moved her cardigan showing off her baby bump, Allison smiled going to touch it.

"How far sissy?" Alli asked.

"2 months." Alyssa smiled rubbing her stomach.

"Y'all celebrating but ain't shit to celebrate. Fuck that baby, I didn't get to have mine by Yayo, I hope she don't get to have hers." It was complete silence that you could hear a pen drop.

I got so mad I threw my red wine on her then threw the cup hitting her in the head. I crawled on the table trying to go on the other side, Iyan pulled me back as I kept trying to get to her.

"Let me the fuck go!" I yelled picking up a bread roll and hitting her with it.

"You might get your wish." Alyssa laughed and I looked over and saw her wiping her tears. "You know my baby might not make it because I have placenta previa. Right now it's my life or my baby, you'll get your wish soon 'best friend'."

I didn't see Allison little slick ass but she snatched Kailani right up but before she could hit her JJ grabbed her. Every time he pulled Alli, she pulled Kai with her. I loved it.

"Sooo y'all feeling real stupid right now huh? Please let me fight her." I said as Isaac held me instead of Yayo.

"Oh and Kailani, this not Yayo baby you dumb ass bitch." She smiled turning to JC digging in her wallet and pulling out a sonogram. "Congratulations."

"Aight since we confessing. JC I been fucking Morgan and that baby might not be yours." Tadoe said standing up as we all looked at him than a whole bunch of fireworks went off.

Well I'll be damned😐
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Crazy ass family dinner, Kailani and Olivia so damn wrong.

A lot of y'all asked why Liv don't fuck with Lys it's because Kailani brainwashed her and as she saw Yayo and Lys together more she assumed Kai was right.

But some retarded Queen Sheeba looking bitch told me my book was cliche.



I'll beat her mother up than fuck her father, cliche that😌

But excuse any mistakes😇