"I know everything has changed and nothing is the same but fuck it, I should've known you wouldn't leave me alone."

Jayceon Whitaker | JC😝

Seeing your child for the first time really does something to you. I didn't even need a DNA test to determine that Morgan baby was mine, I still got one anyway.

Two days after Alyssa left Morgan had our son, Jaylen Blake. I didn't sign the birth certificate or give him my last name because I didn't know if he was mine yet.

The DNA test should be delivered any second and that's what I been doing waiting.

"It's here yet?" Mason asked. I looked up from my phone to see JJ, Yayo & Mace stupid ass walking to my living room. JJ or Ya aint even speak, disrespectful ass niggas.

"Nah I'm waiting."

"You talked to Lysa?" Mason asked.

"Nah I wasn't put on her visiting Lys, I went there around three times and they turned me around each time."

"Do you understand how you was wrong now?" JJ asked.

"What?"

"Do you fucking understand how wrong you was doing Lys like that?"

"Yeah I should've never cheated, I should've learned my less-"

"Not about that, you been knew cheating on her was wrong once you did it I'm talking about not being there correctly for her til the point she thought you ain't love her no more?" JJ asked.

"Nah I'm not wrong for that, I understand it was hard on Alyssa but did y'all think about me in this situation? Y'all don't think I was hurting? Alyssa quit her job at the hospital and partied every night while I waited up for her. I couldn't cope with the loss of my daughter because I was to busy worried about Alyssa."

"But through allat did you actually sit down with her and tell her how you felt? Not yelling at her? Actually making her feel like you was there for her?"

"She knew I was there."

"But that doesn't answer my question. Alyssa wasn't in her right state and I'm not saying baby her but you belittled her, you didn't make her feel like you was there."

He was right, I never talked to Alyssa I yelled at her, argued with her. I never made her feel like we were equal and I was probably the one pushing her towards more trouble.

"Damn I can't believe I'm getting outsmarted by my little brother." I laughed. I heard somebody ring the bell so I got up to see a man in a suit holding a envelope.

"Jayceon Whitaker?"

"Yeah wassup?" He handed me a letter and I saw that it was the DNA results. "Thanks."

I went in the living room as they all looked at me than the letter. I handed it to JJ so he could tell me if Jaylen was mine or not.

"In results of Jaylen you are..." Mason started trying to sound like Maury while banging on the table like it was a drum laughing.

"99.8% the father." JJ finished off.

"So who the other 2%?" Mason asked as if he was really confused.

"Oh shit you don't think it's a little bit of Tadoe sperm in Jaylen right?"

They really stupid as hell.

"It doesn't work like that fucking idiots, congrats tho." Ya said dryly.

He still wasn't fucking with me, every time we was around each other he'll talk to anybody else but me. Unless it had something to do with business this nigga acted like I don't exist.

"Thanks man, you think Alyssa ready to hear it?" I asked him.

"Nah you not going up there." Ya said shaking his head.

"Fuck you mean? That's my fiance nigga."

"Until you're ready to talk to her then you good, she already getting judged by everybody else. She need people in her corner not against her."

"This ain't your business brah, this relationship ain't got shit to do with you or anybody else."

"Fuck the relationship, wasn't that what you was saying when you was getting head?"

"Ya you got to understand that's his girl, he love Lys but-"

"Ain't not doubt he don't love Lys but telling Alyssa she's not important and throwing his baby in her face every chance he get, not making Lys get better."

"So you wanted me to possibly miss the birth of my baby to come get her from a party?"

"You know where I was at when I got the call? I was at my fucking grandmother house, celebrating my mother death but when she called I dropped everything."

"I get that-"

"Nah I ain't finish, you know what I walked in to? I walked in a room where Alyssa was yelling your name over and over asking you to save her while some sick ass nigga undressed her getting ready to-"

"I get it." I said lowly cutting him off, I didn't need to know every detail of that night.

"But do you? Alyssa at the rehab center miserable. She won't eat or talk to none of the counselors, you go there yelling at her not making nothing better. And don't think I don't know about you, you not so innocent either."

"What you mean?" Mason asked as I looked down.

"You gon tell them or should I?" I glared at him but I didn't say anything.

"Go head Ya since he wanna be on hush mode now."

"While Alyssa had a drinking problem JC had a popping pill problem. The only difference with Alyssa was she did her shit in the open."

Nobody didn't say nothing, I don't think nobody knew what to say. I popped a few pills here and there but it wasn't nothing major like Mollies or some shit.

I looked up just as a fist connected with my eye, my head cocked back and I grabbed my eye. That pissed me the fuck off, I ain't bout to let them get too many passes on hitting me.

"Mason what the fuck?!" I yelled.

"I'm defending you against Ya and you doing your dirt right along with her. Popping pills tho?"

"That's why Ya going so hard on you." JJ shook his head.

"You acting stupid brah, imma tell them to put you on the visiting list but if they tell me she doing worst than before you not having no contact with her until she good enough. You got that?" Ya said.

"Yeah I got it."

"Let them tell Ya some bullshit, you already know how we coming." JJ said

"Y'all saying that shit like I'm scared of y'all pussies." We laughed.

"Yeah aight." Mason laughed. I did the handshake with them then they left as I thought about what I was planning on saying to Lys.

Time to get my baby back.

The next day

I was on my way to the rehabilitation center going to see Lys, I was in the car bumping to PNB Rock x Alone.

"But don't you act like you don't miss the old times and I don't ever cross your mind, don't act like you just don't care." I rapped along pulling up in the drive way. I got out the car making sure I looked aight.

"Jayceon Whitaker here for Alyssa King." I told the receptionist. She directed me to a room and I waited for Alyssa to come out.

When Alyssa came out she was wearing some Nike Slides, black baggy Nike sweatpants, and a Nike windbreaker. Her hair was in a bun and she didn't have on makeup.

She was so damn beautiful.

I stood up as she walked up to me, she held a confused expression while walking towards me. She used her hand to zip up her windbreaker and I saw her ring was still where I placed it. I tried to hug her but she sat down instead.

Well okay than..

"I thought you was Yayo, what happened to your eye?" She asked.

"Mason punched me, how you been tho?"

"Not being stupid and drunk."

"You right about the drunk part."

"You calling me stupid?"

"Very. Why aren't you talking or eating? Isn't that what you came here for? Getting help?"

"It's not as easy as it looks JC. I'm not comfortable telling my business to a stranger."

"So talk to me then."

"Like I just said I'm not comfortable talking to a stranger."

"I'm a stranger?"

"Yeah I don't know you like I thought I did."

"Guess we on the same page." She shrugged.

"And this is why I have to do this." She took off her ring and slid it to me as I looked at the ring then her.

"What you doing Lys?"

"I can't be engaged to you JC, you cheated on me. Forget about the party, that doesn't matter to me anymore. You broke my trust and cheated on me once again, how many times am I supposed to get cheated on to realize I need to leave?"

I didn't say anything as she continued to look at me, I was playing with the ring on the table. She was right I stepped out and I made stupid decisions just like she did but one stupid decision I'm not making is letting her go.

"Nah." I said shaking my head.

"Nah?" She asked.

"Nah you not ending this engagement. You need time to think you got it while we in here, I'm not letting you go Alyssa. We both did stupid things and made stupid decisions but it's for better or for worst right? We're Alyssa and Jayceon, we could get through this."

"But how can I trust you JC? How can I know every time we have a problem you not going to step out on me?"

"Because I know what I'm losing, I know the risk of losing you and I don't ever want to feel how I felt when you left. Alyssa you are the only person for me and I swear I don't see nobody else for me but you."

"JC we're engaged now, I want you to talk to me. We're too much alike and that's why we never see eye to eye. I don't want to see our relationship to fail, you were my best friend and I was yours. We need to get back on that level and the only way we can is by communicating with each other."

"You're my best friend and girl. I don't ever want us to get to this point again so if it's communication we need to focus on then that's what we'll do."

"Are you sure you want to spend the rest of your life with me?"

"Talk is cheap, I'll show you I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

"I love you." I put her ring back on and she smiled, I thought I'll never see this smile again.

"I love you more baby but I know you might feel a type of way but I want you to know. The DNA results came back and he is mine." Her smiled dropped and she started twisting her ring.

"What did you name him?"

"Jaylen Blake Whitaker."

"That's a pretty name, you got any pictures?" She asked.

"Yeah." I took out my phone not sure if I should show her these or not but she nodded telling me to go head. I showed her the pictures as she smiled.

"He's so handsome, going to be a major heartbreaker." She laughed a little.

"You okay?"

"Yes JC I wish this wasn't your baby but I can't do anything about it now. I would never take my feelings out on your child, he didn't ask to be here, he's innocent in all this but I just don't want Morgan to come between us."

"I love you so much baby." I came across the table and hugged her tight.

"I love you more, how did you think I was going to react? He's going to be around for a while so there's no point of being immature about this situation."

"I'm glad you feel that way, I thought you was going to have a breakdown. I was nervous as hell."

"Why because I don't have my baby? I'll always have that feeling and I'll never forget my first born but it's time to reflect on her death not make it worse. It's a reason for everything."

"Kaijah will always be my first born and we both made mistakes mourning her death but we're both going to be okay getting through it, together."

"Forever."

"And always." I finished as she kissed me.

I finally got my baby back.
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Short chapter I know but my babies back better than ever💍👅

I suppose to be doing makeup work but instead I'm writing😩 procrastination at it's best.

Fun fact the Naked Brothers Band use to be my show, I dead for real use to wake up Saturdays morning just to watch that show on Nick.

So was Moesha and One on One. Two of my favorite shows of all time.

If you dont know neither of them your too young for me😂😂

But lemme do this make up work, can't afford to be sitting in no one's hot ass school this summer or repeating a class😐

Excuse any mistakes😇