"Hit it from the back, watch a nigga bless you. Crying in my arms like a nigga wrecked you, talking bout a broken heart running to the restroom."

Alyssa King | Lys😇

"Who are all these people?" I asked Shannon and Shannade.

"Ion know, I put a invite on Instagram."

There were hundreds of people and I don't know none of them. They was turned and they even bought they own bottles. The crowd was turned as they played Future x Stick Talk.

"I ain't got no manners for no slut, imma put my thumb in her butt!" We all yelled.

"They we talk that stick talk." Shannade said milly rocking.

"Alyssa!" I turned to see Jarvis and Marcus, I ain't see them niggas since high school.

"Jarvis!!!" I yelled jumping on him.

"What you doing here kidd?" Jarvis asked.

"This my shit." I said looking around.

"For real? You doing good for yourself." Marcus said.

"Let's do it how we use to." I told Jarvis.

"You think you could still do it?" Marcus asked.

"You must don't know Lysa." Jarvis said taking the words right out my mouth.

"Right, fuck he on?" I asked.

We walked to the table getting 10 shots glasses each. In 3 shot glasses was Patron, 4 was Hennessey, 1 was Jack Daniels, and the last 2 was Remy.

"Shots! Shots! Shots! Shots!" They yelled as we all downed our shots. I was done before both of them.

"Yeahhh!" I cheered. I started to feel them shots right away.

"Remy boys." I laughed grabbing the whole Remy bottle downing it. 

I started laughing at nothing in particular just laughing to be laughing. I sat down on the couch as my vision got blurred and I was slurring. My goal was to forget everything right now and that was happening.

I was finally numb.

Iyan Dawson | Yayo😈

"Oh hell to the fuck no! I'm bout to slap the shit out of Alyssa!" I yelled as I pulled up seeing all these damn cars in my driveway and a few drunk people on the grass.

"Just calm down baby." Jayla said. I got out the car slamming my door going to open the door.

When I opened my door I saw Alyssa and the twins taking a bottle to the head. Alyssa was standing on the coffee table twerking to Future x Freak Hoe. I was so fucking pissed off.

I grabbed Alyssa drunk ass by her collar to get her off the table and she fell but got back up laughing. I never saw Lys this damn drunk in my life, she ain't even know who I was.

"JC baby I missed you!" She hugged me.

"Alyssa!"

"Yes baby?" She smiled.

"What are you doing? How much did you drink?"

"I um- maybe 11 shots and like 2 bottles of Remy. I'm a Remy boy, 1738 yeahh!" She laughed.

"Jayla clear this out while I put her to bed." I yelled over the music.

"Ooh Jayla Iyan girlfriend? Your reallll pretty." Alyssa slurred.

"I got you babe." Jayla said laughing.

I pulled Alyssa by her arm making her go in my room, I took her shorts off and put a pair of my sweats on. Then I wiped her makeup off and put her hair up in a ponytail or at least I tried to.

"JC kiss me baby! I missed you." She slurred laughing.

"Lys lay down, you're drunk." I told her as I went to change out my clothes.

Once I was done I went in to the room and Alyssa was drinking out of a cup, I sighed snatching it from her. She glared at me then did the unexpected.

She fucking kissed me.

I was shocked as hell and not unaware of shit. I didn't kiss back, I couldn't. This was my little sister, my best friend, my manz girl.

I pushed her ass off of me then just looked at her, I was 2.5 seconds from slapping her retarded ass. She glared at me as she broke down crying.

"JC why don't you love me anymore? Is it because of my C-section scar? You didn't talk to me in four days and you won't look at me the same. Is it because I couldn't have your baby? I tried, I did baby." She cried sitting on the bed, I kneeled down between her legs.

"Alyssa who am I?"

"JC."

"Alyssa you have to stop this, your hurting everybody and yourself."

"I can't stop this."

"Why not?"

"Because I'm numb, I don't feel the hurt or dissapointment. I wasn't prepared for a baby but I had nine months to and once I was prepared I was so happy. Everybody got what they want but me, what did I do so wrong?"

"You did absolutely nothing wrong Alyssa. Your body just couldn't handle it just like it can't handle this liquor. Imagine how I feel when I see you like this or when your damaging your body."

"JC do you still love me?"

"JC does love you and so do everybody else." I said.

"I don't feel too good Jaybay."

I hurriedly pushed her into my bathroom, she was not about to throw up in my fucking room. She made it almost in time, she got a little on the floor but mostly in the toilet. I went to go get a mop.

When I went out there Jayla was cleaning up the mess, when she looked up she slightly smiled.

"She okay?"

"No but after today, she most likely will be."

"I wished I could do something to help her, I'm not use to seeing her so sad."

"Really but can you take my car and go home? Imma watch over her tonight and make sure she good."

"Of course, I'll text you when I'm home." She kissed me on my cheek taking my car keys.

I walked into the bathroom seeing Alyssa sleep on the bathroom floor, I sighed.

I'm really missing the old Alyssa.

I picked her up bridal style and cleaned the throw up on the floor laying in bed myself, I was so tired.

"JC?" Lys asked.

"Not JC." I said.

"This sounds selfish but I really hope that's not your baby." She confessed. I just laid back thinking.

I don't know what to do.

Jayceon Whitaker | JC⛽

I just got a text from Iyan telling me Lys was with him, I was grateful maybe I could finally get some sleep instead of waiting up for her like I do every night.

It was around 11 and I was on my way to Morgan house because she been having some weird ass cravings. I just left Wal-Mart to get her some pickles and ice cream.

I walked straight in and Morgan was just getting out the shower. She jumped but calmed down once she saw it was me, I looked at her belly she was so big now.

"You got my stuff?"

"Yeah it's in the fridge, you need anything else?"

"No but thank you and I'm sorry for the loss of your baby girl. Maybe our baby will help Alyssa, no one should have to bury their child."

"Thank you, means a lot."

"How is she?"

"I'm not about to discuss my wife with you when I know you could careless."

"Your right I don't care but I'm not going to give up until I have you."

"Give up Morgan, I'm not leaving Alyssa. I don't even know if that's my baby."

"Yes you do know, that's why your here. Alyssa will never do things I could." She started rubbing me through my sweats.

"Morgan get the fuck off me before I be forced to put my hands on you." I said glaring as she smirked.

"Really JC your still putting on this act?" I felt myself harden.

"This ain't no damn act, no matter the shit we going through Alyssa will forever be what I want. Your not."

"So why are you still standing there? And why didn't you move my hands yet? Why haven't you asked for a early DNA test? You know this is your baby and I'm what you want."

I'm really trying so hard not to put my hands on homie.

"Morgan imma need for you to get off of me and if I warn yo ass again it ain't gon well for both of us."

"Do you really want me to?" In one swift motion her pregnant ass pulled out my dick and kissed the tip before shoving it all in her mouth.

"Ooh shit-" I sighed as I watched her bob her head back and forth.

I'm going to regret this later.

Alyssa King | Lys😍

I woke up laid on JC hard chest, I was about kiss him until I noticed it was Iyan. He looked over from his phone to my confused face.

"I know you was not about to kiss me again." Iyan said as my eyes went wide.

"Again?" I asked.

"First go brush your stanky ass throw up teeth."

I flipped him off going into my room taking a shower. After my 35 minute shower and brushing my teeth I walked out to see 2 cleaning ladies and Yayo making noodles.

"So what you mean again?" I asked gaining his attention.

"You thought I was JC and you kissed me. You said a few other things too but it's not important."

"Like what?"

"Before you went to sleep you said something about wishing that Morgan baby wasn't JC's."

"I would be lying if I said I don't mean that. It sounds selfish but I just lost my baby and he's about to have one, he has something to fill his void I don't." I said feeling myself about to cry, Iyan came to hug me.

"I get it I really do but Alyssa look at yourself your shutting everybody out and it's not hurting nobody more than yourself. Please agree to counseling."

"Will you go to my first class with me?"

"Of course Lys." I grabbed my phone seeing it was 6 p.m.

"I'm going home to tell JC I'm going to do counseling."

"I love you Lys, be safe and no more alcohol."

"No more alcohol. I love you more." I grabbed my keys getting in the car.

When I pulled up JC car was in the driveway which was weird cause he always parked them in the garage. I made sure my taser, razor and pepper spray was in my bag before I went inside.

I walked to where I heard moving around, I pulled out my pepper spray then slowly walked to the kitchen. I saw JC making something but once he looked at me he looked confused.

"You was going to pepper spray me?" He asked.

"I thought something happened, you never park your car in the driveway."

"Was feeling lazy, how many drinks did you have?"

"Today? None. I'm ready to get help baby."

"I'm proud of you, this is going to help both of us." He said but I know JC something was wrong.

"What's wrong? I'll thought you'll be happy."

"I am, I just-I" He stuttered then just stopped.

"Just say it."

"I fucked up Lys, I fucked up so bad and I know once I tell you this we can't go back to being us."

"You don't know that, I'll never leave you alone."

"I-" I didn't hear what he said cause he mumbled.

"I didn't hear you."

"I cheated."

And that was the needle that broke the camel's back.

"Explain cheated."

"I got head but I swear I didn't do anything after that."

"With who?"

"Morgan." I was more upset than hurt right now.

Out of anybody he had to cheat with that bitch? The fact he had the fucking audacity to even cheat!

"Alyssa I was only there to drop off her food but I didn't wanna put my hands on her."

"Pushing her hands away was not going to fucking hurt her baby!" I yelled.

"Alyssa-"

"Your stupid ass fell right into her trap, I bet you that bitch trapped you."

"Stop calling her out her name."

"Now you taking up for that bitch? I don't got to watch shit, fuck that bitch!"

"At least she talks to me, she fucking communicates. She don't sit here and act like a fucking child, she knows she have responsibilities."

"Marry her then." I shrugged. "And to think I was scared bat shit to tell you I kissed Iyan while you was out here loving these bitches, lover boy."

"What?"

"You heard me."

"You kissed bro?" And I didn't say anything. "Should've known your hoe ass was gon do something."

"So now I'm the the bad guy?" I dryly laughed. "JC get the fuck out my face, you have no room to talk!" I yelled.

He was going to respond but his phone started ringing, he answered running out the room and he came back in sweats and some sneakers.

"You just going to leave in the middle of a discussion."

"I got to go, Morgan water broke."

"Alright but you-"

"Alyssa Morgan is having my fucking baby, I got to go."

It hurts so bad to hear him say those words.

I nodded as I walked to the door while he continued looking around the room for stuff. I put my shoes back on and grabbed my bag.

"I won't be here when you get back, good luck with your baby." I said before slamming the door as hard as I can.

I'm going to get drunk.
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Thought I'll put this up just because I'm awesome like that😇😇

But I've been testing all day

And my boyfriend leave me tomorrow and I don't get to see him until the end of the month😩 I'm going to cry.

Fun Fact : I have a strong ass hate for homophobic people. I get that everyone has an opinion but you shouldn't just hate someone because of who their attracted to.

But that's just me.

Excuse any mistakes tho😌