A/N

Really hope wattpad won't be a little shit again and allow comments this time because there is nothing less satisfying then posting a chapter you have been looking forward to posting for a while and getting zero feedback😭

So anyways now... have fun with 5k words! It's a loooong chapter💜

Chapter 23
|Smut|

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When they finally took an uber home, Jimin was tipsy. Jungkook was probably the most drunk out of the three of them, leaning on Jimin's shoulder, pressing small kisses all over his neck.

Jimin would have been lying if he had said he didn't like the attention. But then again Taehyung was watching them with an amused glint in his eyes. He was probably the most sober of the group.

It was pretty clear Jungkook was being unusually touchy. Not in an uncomfortable way, but certainly touchy. The way his fingers rubbed over Jimin's waist, his head leaning against Jimin's shoulder as he half sat on Jimin's lap, certainly was something.

Half the way back to the apartment Jungkook was leaning on Jimin, giggling as they talked in a hushed whisper, until Taehyung took Jungkook's weight off Jimin's body. While part of Jimin missed feeling Jungkook against his side, it was also a relief because he could feel all the tension in his shoulders.

"Thank you." He watched the way Jungkook easily switched to clinging to Taehyung instead. It was so cute. Jimin felt fond watching those two. The way Taehyung softly touched Jungkook as he led him to the apartment just did something to him.

"I'll take Jungkook to his room. If you want you can go to sleep in my room." Taehyung offered as they finally stepped into the apartment. Jimin was thankful. This had been quite a long evening. Even though Hoseok had been a lot more open after he and Jimin had talked, Jimin couldn't help feeling a little nervous.

His worries had been for nothing though. Even given that Hoseok had been a little jumpy around Jungkook at first, Jungkook had been his nicer self, probably to impress Jimin's best friend, and the three of them had gotten along with one another amazingly well.

Nevertheless, Jimin was tired. A glance at his phone told him it was three am already.

"Thanks. I think I'll go take a shower and then-" Before he could finish his sentence Jungkook put his hand on Jimin's shoulder, looking at him with surprisingly clear eyes.

"I think we are going to... you know..." Jungkook looked back at Taehyung and Jimin got the gist.

Jimin nodded. "That's okay with me."

Jungkook shook his head, bringing his hands up. "I know that you're okay with it, but wanna come inside? You don't have to join, but you could watch us..." Jungkook seemed to realize something. "Only if you want to of course!"

Jimin could feel his heart rate pick up. This wasn't exactly a surprising offer... he could still remember the time he had walked in on Taehyung and Jungkook and how turned on he had been imagining watching them afterwards.

But this was different. This wasn't just his imagination but reality. And that scared him since there was a very real chance of him messing up. What if he didn't react well to Jungkook and Taehyung?

He knew he wouldn't participate in the sex part... but they would still know he was there. Watching them. What would they expect him to do? Would they want him to jerk off or just watch?

It was all just so much and Jimin felt a little overwhelmed at the thought. So he shook his head.

"I don't think that's a good idea... I'm tired and today was quite exhausting."

To his surprise Jungkook just smiled, letting go of Taehyung to wrap his arms around Jimin before pressing a kiss to his cheek. He smelled of alcohol, but even though he was clearly drunk, the way he touched Jimin was so careful and soft.

Like he was something precious.

"That's okay. Sleep well." Jungkook pressed a very off-centered kiss to his forehead, clearly swaying a little as he did, before grinning widely. "You look good. Have all day."

Jimin couldn't help but smile at Jungkook's straightforwardness. "You too." He glanced at Tae, who had probably rejected like ten girls coming onto him over the course of the evening. "You too. You looked too good. People kept wanting to steal you from us." He turned back to Jungkook, scrunching up his nose. "We can't let anyone steal Tae from us, can we?"

Jungkook nodded animatedly before quickly jogging back to Taehyung, taking his arm hostage. "Ours."

Jimin giggled, watching the fond look that crossed Taehyung's face as he ran his hand through Jungkook's hair. "Yours. I won't let myself be stolen, okay?"

Jungkook nodded approvingly and then Taehyung focused back on Jimin. "We'll go then. Will I get a goodnight kiss?"

A warm feeling made itself known in Jimin's stomach. This was nice. Even though they had only been officially dating for a few days, this whole thing felt so comfortably domestic. He felt at ease around Jungkook and Taehyung. They made him forget about all his anxieties.

When he walked up to Taehyung and Taehyung kissed him, Jimin wasn't worried about the hand gripping his waist. His thoughts weren't preoccupied worrying about how Jungkook and Taehyung were going to want to have sex with him soon.

It all felt so... secondary.

Which was what made Jimin change his mind as he pulled back and looked at Jungkook comfortably snuggled up to Taehyung. As Taehyung was still holding him close. He wanted to be close to them.

Experience that very unique kind of closeness with them soon. And maybe this was a good point to start. Maybe watching them would make it a little less scary. A little less overwhelming.

"Actually... I think I might want to try... watching."

Taehyung looked genuinely surprised, while Jungkook seemed too distracted cuddling up to Taehyung's side to listen.

"Are you sure? What made you change your mind?"

This was kind of nice. Feeling Taehyung's hands still around his waist. Reassuringly squeezing. It made Jimin feel grounded and safe. Like he could be completely open and not have to worry about anything.

Taehyung had always made him feel like that. Somehow him being so open and straightforward helped Jimin feel less bad about opening up and sharing his thoughts.

"I know I told you before but sex kind of scares me... but at the same time I really want to try those things with you two. There is just a huge wall of fear to break down first and I think this might help take the edge off? Make it a little less scary?" Jimin admitted, bringing his hands up to run over Taehyung's chest.

He wanted to see Taehyung and Jungkook have sex. He just had this whole list of what could go wrong along the way and that made him feel on edge.

Taehyung nodded slowly. "If we actually do this..." He brought his hand up as well, patting Jungkook's head. "...you can always leave. That's totally fine. Or if you want us to stop and cuddle with you, that's honestly okay too. We want to make this as enjoyable as possible for you. Right, Jungkook?"

The boy leaning against his shoulder blinked tiredly. "Hm?"

"Jiminie might come watch us after all."

Jimin could practically feel the excitement radiating off Jungkook as he looked at Jimin, his eyes virtually sparkling.

"Really?"

Jimin nodded. "I think I might try. If it gets too much I'll just leave." He added because he didn't want to build up that expectation for him to stay.

"That sounds amazing." Jungkook grinned, excitedly whipping on the soles of his feet. "I like being watched..."

If Jimin hadn't been this nervous that would have been a very interesting piece of information. Especially since Jimin really liked watching... but all he could think about was that doing this would mean he'd see both of them naked. And it made him fucking anxious.

"Then let's go." Taehyung smiled warmly and Jimin felt the knot in his stomach loosen a little while also tightening at the same time.

Nevertheless, he forced himself to smile back. "Let's go."

They entered the room and while Jungkook went straight for the bed, Taehyung led Jimin over to the chair next to Jungkook's desk. "You sure you wanna do this? We just kissed for the first time today... isn't this a little early?"

Jimin was honestly grateful for the offer. It made him feel like he really could back out anytime. But he wanted this. As nervous as he was... he still wanted this. Wanted to see this.

"Hey, we have known each other for what... maybe a year now. I confessed to you a year ago. I think we're not exactly moving quickly." He joked before pulling Taehyung down to kiss him again. "I think this is just fine. I almost walked in on you guys before and I can't say I didn't think about that afterwards."

A smug grin spread over Taehyung's face. "Did you?"

Jimin nodded, feeling blood rush to his face. "It was kind of hot."

Jungkook laughed from the bed. "It was. We had a good time after you walked in."

Jimin watched in amusement as Jungkook plopped down onto his back. He was clearly still drunk and really cute. It was funny how different he was acting now compared to when they had first gotten to know each other.

Jungkook had seemed so distant and cold. Now the way Taehyung's eyes had crinkled up as he had told him that Jungkook wasn't scary was making so much sense.

Jungkook was freaking adorable, even with his scary glares and all the tattoos. Even though they were talking about Jimin watching them have sex, he was just cutely rolling around the bed. It wasn't fair.

"Think you're ready?" Taehyung brushed his fingers through Jimin's hair.

"Not sure what I think, but I really want this..." Jimin muttered, closing his eyes and enjoying the feeling of Taehyung's cold fingertips against his nape before he leaned down to kiss Jimin again. It was a long kiss, but softer than the first one at the club.

And then Taehyung pulled back, grinning. "In that case I hope you enjoy the show."

They started off slow. Taehyung climbed onto the bed with Jungkook, who was already expecting him with open arms. For a bit they just made out. Jimin felt strongly reminded of the time he had accidentally walked in on them.

It had been just like that, Taehyung towering over Jungkook as they kissed. Jungkook's hands fisting at Taeyung's clothes. The only difference was that back then Taehyung's hand had been somewhere entirely different from Jungkook's cheek.

Jungkook continued giggling as he and Taehyung kissed, whispering something about Jimin watching them and how he liked it... and Jimin felt oddly warm. He had been scared of this at first, to him this was pretty scary. He hadn't even had his first time but was going to watch these two have sex? That was a lot.

But right now all he felt was warmth as Jungkook continued kissing Taehyung, every once in a while glancing at Jimin and smiling when Jimin smiled back.

Even though Jimin wasn't involved... this felt intimate.

And then Taehyung warned Jungkook about how he was going to pull his pants down to continue and Jungkook nodded eagerly... and Jimin could feel himself grow more anxious again. This was more than he had done so far. More than he had seen.

He was about to see Jungkook's dick and he wasn't sure if he was completely ready yet but he knew he was probably never going to feel more ready than now. He wanted to see it. He just also felt fucking nervous.

Jimin watched as Taehyung slowly opened the buttons on Jungkook's jeans before dragging them down. He gulped.

Jungkook's dick was big. More so than Jimin had expected. The fact that Jungkook was big itself didn't surprise him, but that he was that big did... it meant that, at some point, if they even made it to that point, Jimin was going to have to fit that inside of him somehow... The thought was kind of scary.

"How about you get rid of that t-shirt too?" Taehyung interrupted Jimin's thoughts as he talked to Jungkook. "Show Jimin how pretty you are."

Jimin couldn't avert his eyes as Jungkook sat up to pull his t-shirt over his head, revealing his flat, toned stomach... one big especially noticeable tattoo snaking up his ass to his waist and then shoulders. A snake. Jimin swallowed.

He was the weirdest mix of turned on and anxious right now. His dick semi-hard, but heart racing. Not that he wanted to leave. Not when he got to take in all of Jungkook for once. All the tattoos... his body.

Jimin could see it all and he wanted to see more. He just kind of wished he could be invisible at the same time because their awareness of his presence in the room made him even more nervous.

Taehyung and Jungkook were kissing again and they looked amazing. Their bodies pressing against each other. Taehyung still completely clothed while Jungkook was naked. The only accessory left were the piercings in his ear.

"Want me to take care of you?" Taehyung muttered just loud enough for Jimin to catch over Jungkook's little gasps as his dick got into contact with the fabric of Taehyung's t-shirt.

Jimin felt a little overwhelmed. This was a lot to take in. And he wasn't even in that bed with them. He wondered how it would be. If he would feel just as nervous or if maybe that nervousness would pass if Taehyung and Jungkook kissed him enough.

Taehyung moved on, going lower until he started pressing kisses right under Jungkook's belly button. The boy writhed underneath him, gasping and whining as Taehyung went lower and lower. Jimin could feel his dick twitch.

And then Taehyung swallowed Jungkook's dick up like it was absolutely nothing and Jimin had to bite down on his lip to stop himself from gasping. The way Jungkook automatically bucked his hips up, soft moans leaving his mouth, turned Jimin's legs to jelly. He was glad he was sitting because he wouldn't have trusted his legs to carry him.

Jimin watched in awe as Taehyung sucked Jungkook off. With slow but purposeful movements, going all the way down as if Jungkook wasn't the size he was before moving back up. Jimin's whole body tingled... he could feel his dick straining against his underwear and it almost hurt, but that wasn't where his attention was right now.

His main focus was on Jungkook's face. All of his expressions, the sounds he made and the way his cheeks were tinted red. Maybe from the blowjob or maybe because of the alcohol. Jimin couldn't know.

And then he and Jungkook made eye contact and Jimin could feel his heart rate pick up again. He felt so exposed. They were doing all these things they were used to doing... but they knew Jimin was watching. Even though he wasn't participating he was there and they were giving him a show.

Once again his anxiety flared up, but so did his horniness.

He must have looked really split because Jungkook's gaze softened a little as he mouthed. "Everything okay?"

Jungkook was drunk. Jimin had seen how much he had struggled with walking in a straight line before, but nevertheless he cared enough about Jimin to make sure he was okay... even in his state.

Jimin nodded. He could do this. No matter how overwhelming this felt. If he could just make it through this he was sure he'd be able to gather the courage to sleep with these two as well.

Jungkook focused back on Taehyung and so did Jimin. Taehyung had moved back a little and now there was a bottle of lube on the bed next to him. When had that happened? Jimin watched as he spread it over his fingers before leaning over Jungkook to kiss him again, his hands disappearing between Jungkook's thighs.

Part of Jimin had the urge to get up and walk closer to watch, but at the same time he knew he couldn't take that. If he went closer it would be even more real... at this distance it at least felt like they were doing their own thing...

Jungkook whined, his hands running over Taehyung's still clothed back. Jimin watched them kiss and listened to Jungkook's soft moans and mewls as Taehyung slowly fucked his fingers into him.

This felt weird... he almost felt like he was intruding because of how intimate it seemed, but he knew that wasn't the case. Hell, if he wanted he probably could have asked them to join

Still he could clearly tell that Taehyung had done that a hundred times already. That Taehyung and Jungkook had connected like this so many times before. And Jimin was an outsider to that...

They knew each other's body, what to do and what not to do... they were really close. But maybe someday Jimin could be a part of that... not yet... but maybe someday.

"I'm ready..." Jimin was startled out of his thoughts when Jungkook spoke again.

To Jimin's surprise, Taehyung turned to him. "How are you feeling?"

Another wave of fondness washed over Jimin. They really cared about him, didn't they?

He sat up, feeling a little awkward with the attention suddenly on him, but he tried not to let it show too much in his voice. "It's a little... much to take in and I feel a little overwhelmed right now..." He admitted before quickly adding. "...but I really like it... and I want to see more. It's just a lot."

Taehyung nodded. "Should we stop for a while?"

"No." Jimin shook his head. "I think if you do I'll not manage to gather the courage again... and I want to see this."

Hesitantly Jimin got up, his legs actually feeling a little wobbly, and while part of that was probably due to the alcohol, most of it was his own nerves getting to him.

"I want a kiss first though... if I can?"

This time Jungkook answered. "Of course you can!" He flipped onto his side and Jimin had a hard time ignoring how his dick bounced around but he tried to, otherwise, it would have made him more nervous.

Instead, he focused on Jungkook's warm and open smile as he lifted one of his arms and made a grabby motion into his direction. How was Jungkook this cute even naked? Jimin didn't get it.

He took the last couple of steps towards the bed and it was weird how quickly the atmosphere had shifted from intense to lighthearted and soft. Especially when Jungkook sat up to kiss Jimin. As usual the kiss was soft, warm and affectionate as he ran his fingers over Jimin's jaw down to his neck.

Then he pulled back and let Taehyung take his place, who moved a little closer. Jimin was a little more nervous when Taehyung kissed him. Not because Taehyung was any scarier than Jungkook, but because he hadn't kissed him that often yet.

And Taehyung had seemed so confident when he had sucked Jungkook off. He was the absolute opposite of Jimin.

But the expected kiss to his lips never came. Instead, he pecked his nose. "You seem really nervous."

Even though it was a little... unique he liked how straightforward they were. How they constantly seemed to make Jimin talk about this because no matter how awkward he felt talking about this, it was better when he did. It took away some of the edge and scariness of this situation.

"I am. This is not something I do on a daily, you know." Jimin chuckled.

Taehyung smiled. "Even if you're nervous... it's just us. I know this can feel really intense, but you know both of us... and I think you trust both of us, otherwise, we wouldn't be here." Jimin nodded, listening as Taehyung continued. "Don't think of this as any different from usual. Because it isn't... it's just the three of us having a good time. Once you stop looking at this like a thing you have to somehow get over with and just see it as something that isn't all that different from everything else you do, it gets a little easier." Taehyung explained before he finally pressed a kiss to Jimin's lips. "This is completely under your control."

Jimin was trying. He was trying to view this as something normal, but after years of building that wall around the topic in his head, this wasn't easy. But Taehyung's reassurance that he could stop anytime helped nevertheless.

"I'll try to look at it that way."

Taehyung smiled. "Good." Carefully he brushed his fingers over Jimin's cheek. "Should we continue then?"

Jimin was about to get up to walk back to the chair he had been sitting on, but Jungkook grabbed his arm before he could. "Could you..." He looked at him with those puppy eyes and Jimin already knew that no matter what this was about, Jungkook was going to get it. "...stay here? Hold my hand?"

There were butterflies all over Jimin's stomach but he simply nodded. He was nervous but... he was going to make it through this. This wasn't scary. He just had to keep that in mind. There was nothing scary or intimidating about this.

"I will."

Jimin stayed on the edge of the bed, now a lot closer than before. This was a little weird, in particular when Taehyung pulled his t-shirt over his head, but he felt comfortable right now. Especially when Jungkook snaked his hand into Jimin's, interlinking their fingers before squeezing them.

Taehyung looked amazing. Jimin had crushed on him all that time for a reason. Even though he wasn't nearly as trained as Jungkook, his body made Jimin's mouth dry. He had broad shoulders, a muscular chest and the softest hint of ab definition on his stomach.

And then Taehyung pulled his pants down too and Jimin felt like all air was getting knocked out of him. He was even bigger than Jungkook. Not by much, but noticeably so. How was that even possible?

Jimin watched Taehyung give his dick a couple of strokes, his gaze meeting Jimin's for a second... and Jimin felt a shiver run down his spine.

While he was still a little nervous, he really had expected this to be so much worse. Hell, he was in the same bed as naked Jungkook and Taehyung and he didn't feel like running out of the room. He was really proud of himself... this was what he had hoped for and he was so grateful for Jungkook and Taehyung really making sure that he was comfortable.

He watched as Taehyung lubed his dick up, his big hands working it with expertise before he looked at Jungkook, who flipped onto his stomach, hitching his waist up. Jimin swallowed when he realized Taehyung was about to fuck Jungkook doggystyle.

Jungkook was still holding onto Jimin's hand and Jimin was this close to the two of them... if he would have wanted to he could have simply reached out and touched Jungkook more sexually too. This was a lot to take in. Especially when Taehyung moved a little closer to Jungkook, placing his hand on the boy's back before lining his dick up with his other hand.

Jimin could feel his face go bright read. Taehyung was acting like he wasn't there, which he was grateful for because he probably would have died if Taehyung had so much as looked at him.

They really were going to fuck right in front of him... this was really happening. This was not a fantasy or a wet dream... they really were going to...

Jungkook whined when Taehyung pushed in, slowly. His grip tightened around Jimin's hand and Jimin could feel his dick twitch again... his pants really felt uncomfortable. He could have simply gotten rid of them. Jungkook and Taehyung had seen him naked before, but there was no way.

He couldn't sit there in just his underwear as Jungkook got fucked... he already felt exposed and vulnerable enough like this.

From where he was sitting he luckily couldn't see too much. Luckily because he knew it would have overwhelmed him. Seeing Taehyung fuck Jungkook in great detail was something he still needed a little more time to prepare for before he could take it.

Jungkook whined, moving a little and pulling Jimin's hand closer. He probably hadn't done it intentionally, but it made Jimin feel involved and that feeling did both good and bad things to him.

He could feel Jungkook's lips against his hand as the boy pressed a kiss there before once again whining loudly as Taehyung snapped his hips. Jimin hesitantly reached his hand out and brushed it through Jungkook's hair... this time Jungkook looked straight at him when he moaned.

Jimin could feel his dick twitch again.

Ignoring his nerves Jimin looked back at Taehyung, who was looking straight at him. His eyes. Jimin felt fucking intimidated by his eyes. But then Taehyung's gaze got a little softer. "Want to touch him more?"

Jimin wanted to. Really badly. But it was too much. Too much for one day. He'd just come in here to watch. Small interactions were okay, but he felt overwhelmed at the thought of touching Jungkook, so he shook his head. "Not today... another time."

Taehyung smiled and Jimin felt a little relieved at how open that smile was. "Okay."

Then Taehyung focused back on Jungkook, pressing the boy's torso lower as he picked up his pace a little. Jimin watched in awe as Jungkook slightly circled his hips, that tattoo seemingly moving as he did.

It was beautiful in a unique way.

"Fuck... I'm close already." Jungkook whispered in between moans and Taehyung reached out to brush his hand over his nape. Jimin watched the soft touch, slightly intrigued by the contrast between Taehyung's warm gesture and the way he snapped his hips, his other hand gripping at Jungkook's waist.

"Then come for me." Taehyung ran his fingers over Jungkook's back before settling his second hand around his waist again and picking up the pace even more. Jimin wanted to continue looking. Wanted to take all of him in as he gasped and writhed, begging Taehyung to go a little harder, a little faster.

But he could feel himself grow more and more overwhelmed now. This was getting a little too much. So he turned his head away. He could still hear Jungkook's moans and gasps, but it was easier for him to take now.

Jungkook's hand still gripping at his was almost reassuring.

And with everyone else Jimin would have felt bad for turning away. Not taking in everything. Not seeing this all the way through. But it didn't matter because he knew Taehyung and Jungkook wouldn't judge him for it.

This was okay...

Jimin didn't even notice when the sounds grew quieter again. Jungkook's moans and gasps turning into breathless pants.

He only realized they were done when Taehyung touched his shoulder. He was wearing boxers again, his dick tucked away. Jimin was a little relieved it was, no matter how attractive he had looked with it out.

"Hey..." Taehyung squeezed his shoulder reassuringly. "Are you okay?"

Jimin felt a little dizzy. First the alcohol and now this. It had been much. More than he would have dared on a normal day, but he had done it. And he was happy he had.

He felt exhausted but happy. "Yeah... It got a little too much around the end, but I'm okay." He patted Taehyung's hand reassuringly. He meant it. He really felt okay.

And he couldn't believe it. He'd watched Taehyung and Jungkook have sex and he genuinely felt okay. It just went to show how much he trusted these two and how comfortable he was.

Taehyung smiled, leaning forward to press a kiss against his cheek. "That's good to hear." He grabbed a tissue from the nightstand and started cleaning off his other hand. Jimin realized it was covered in cum. He could feel the color rising to his cheeks.

Fuck, they had actually had sex in front of him...

He felt a hand on his back and when he turned around he found Jungkook with a blanket thrown over him, once again looking at Jimin with puppy eyes. "Cuddles?"

Jimin smiled, hesitantly moving closer. He knew Jungkook was naked, but he felt oddly okay with that. Right now it didn't matter whether Jungkook was naked. Jimin just wanted to cuddle up to him. "Sure."

"I'll fill the bathtub for you two." Taehyung declared once Jimin had made himself comfortable in Jungkook's arms. It felt right and warm. Jungkook was a little sweaty but he didn't mind. Not when Jungkook pressing kisses against his neck felt this good.

Jimin didn't fully grasp what Taehyung was saying and what it actually meant. All he could focus on was how much the bed was calling out to him. After everything that had just happened that had made his heart race, being under this blanket seemed to wash all of the previous anxiety away.

It was reassuring and calming.

A/N

Long ass chapter this time

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