Shawn touches his hair nervously when he sees how the doctor enters the small room causing my heart to start pounding with nerves, while he caressed my belly with gentle touches.

"Good morning" pronounces the doctor and then sit in front of us "I am Dr. Garcia and I will be with you at all stages of your pregnancy."

"Nice to meet you doctor, I'm Stormie Jenner and this is Shawn Mendes" he smiled as I reached for Shawn's hand and entwined it with mine.

"Well I guess this is your first ultrasound" we nodded.

"He's correct," I say as I watch Shawn to see if he's alive, since he hasn't said a word since we arrived.

"Well Stormie, it's time for us to start. In the bathroom there is a light blue robe, when you finish putting it on you let us know so we can go to the next room."

I nod and get up to go to the bathroom to put on my robe. Ready, I look in the mirror and fear floods me "what if I won't be a good mother?"

My eyes crystallize at such an idea, because I always wanted to be a mother, worse the fact of bringing a beautiful life to the world and not giving it the life it deserves fills me with terror.

I wipe my tears away and breathe hard as I have to be strong for my little baby and Shawn.

I come out of the bathroom and see Shawn talking to the doctor about a subject that I can't understand. When they realize my presence, they stop talking and observe me carefully.

"They are ready?" Or would you like to have a moment alone? "

Shawn watches me so I can see that his eyes are full of tears and his cheeks are crimson "if you could give us a moment alone it would be perfect".

The doctor nods and leaves the room. I go up to Shawn and watch him as I try to figure out what he's got, but seeing him like that I understand everything.

My gaze drops and a pain settles in my chest, he was afraid of starting a family and especially he was afraid of being a father.

I look up quickly and catch his cheeks and then get close enough to his face, to the point of feeling his breath with mine.

"You should not be afraid" I say at once "I do not promise that we will be exemplary parents, because clearly not or we will be, I have not the remote idea of ​​what the future has in store for us, worse I hope we are together, that we do the I try to create a family and teach our little one what life is and if we have each other we should not fear because I know you very well Shawn and you will be a great father. "

I watch as Shawn lets out his tears and my heart breaks to see him cry. I try to calm him with touches on his cheek but I can't do it, I move away from him a little and bring him closer to my chest while I hug him and I feel how his breathing begins to calm down little by little.

"I have known you since I can remember and I thank God for having put you in my path, I would not want any other woman to create a family other than you, maybe we did not do things the right way, I love when you smile, but more I'd love to see you teach our little one to walk or say his first words. I love you, Stormie. "

I don't know when our lips made contact and my heart threatened to leave my chest.

The doctor enters without warning, we separate while we see how the doctor smiles at us tenderly.

"Ready?" question.

Shawn and I looked "ready" and answered at the same time.

We left the room where we decided to open our feelings and entered another where clearly something new would begin.

The doctor asks me to lie down on the gurney and lift my gown. I do what the doctor asks me to do and he starts putting a type of gel on my belly and then he starts rubbing a small instrument.

The doctor begins to see the small screen next to us and points something with his index finger.

"You see that little lump that is there" he says while I try to observe what he points to until I see it and my breathing begins to fail "it is your daughter or son".

I can't finish hearing the last word and I start crying with happiness. I could not believe that this little boy is in my belly, I look at Shawn and he is looking for my hand to interlace them while crying the same or worse than me.

My heart didn't need anything else right now to be happy, as I had him and my first ultrasound.

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