Baekhyun's POV

"Mommy?" The bathroom door crept open. I sniffled wiping my tears away "Yes baby?" I tried my best to sound strong only for my voice to sound raspy and low. "Are you okay? Why did we leave the party? Taehyung says he can't sleep without his iron man figure" Chelsea spat out questions.

I sighed, what do I say to them? Your father is an asshole? "Yes baby, I'm okay" I gave her a small smile "We'll go back home soon okay? Just for tonight, we'll sleep here then we can go back and get all your stuff" She nodded "Okay......." and quietly closed the door back.

I couldn't even contain myself for a second, I burst into tears followed by my stomach pushing out the contents of my stomach. I felt like literal shit. My nose turned up at the smell of bile so I quickly flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth. Looking in the mirror I realized I looked horrible, I was sweaty, my skin was sickly pale, my eyes were bloodshot red and dried tears stained my face not to mention my hair was a complete mess. What happened to me? Just a couple hours ago I was having the time of my life and now here I am, torn up over a relationship that was falling apart.

I stepped out the bathroom to see Taehyung and Chelsea hugging each other on the bed. I joined them and they snuggled up close to me "Mommy? Can you sing us the song?" Taehyung quietly requested. I could tell he was scared, he never liked sleeping in places he didn't recognize. "Of course"

I started hum, remembering the melody

Close your eyes and listen carefully to my story
Before my story ends, you will dream
Little star tonight
All night, I will watch over you

When I first met you, it was truly eye-blinding
When I first saw your smile, I felt like I had the whole world
Little star tonight
All night, I will watch over you

When I see you fast asleep in my arms
I can't take my eyes off you for a second
You're so pretty - I feel like my breath will stop
How can I fall asleep?

My love, my everything, my angel from heaven
My two eyes, my world - you stole them all
Little star tonight
All night, I will watch over you

When I see you fast asleep in my arms
I can't take my eyes off you for a second
You're so pretty - I feel like my breath will stop
How can I fall asleep?

Close your eyes and listen carefully to my story
Before my story ends, you will dream
Little star tonight
All night, I will watch over you

My love tonight
All night, I will watch over you
Forever, I will watch over you

I looked over to see they both had drifted off to sleep and along with them I went, the pain slowly fading away.

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A loud banging came from the door "Baek!!! Open up it's me!" The banging continued. I groaned and opened my eyes, the sun shining in my face made me close them back immediately.

I sat up from the bed slowly making my way to the door "I'm coming!!" I yelled the best I could but my voice was completely ruined from all the crying

I unlocked the door and before I could even open it properly I got ambushed with a hug. "OMG!! Everyone was sooo worried about you!" It was Suho.

He let go of me and looked at me with sorrow "I'm really sorry that this has happened, you and Chanyeol were so well together I just never thought that him and that skank of an assistant-" He cut himself off from ranting "Before I get off topic I came to you with a little information"

He motioned me to sit on the bed while he sat in the living chair "Now, I do understand your situation, it looked as if Chanyeol took advantage of Yoona but I beg to differ, I believe it was Yoona"

I gasped "But she's pregnant! And she's been so nice and-" Suho shook his head "You don't know Yoona like all the rest of us do, I'm not knocking Chanyeol down for it though because they used to be in a relationship even if it was one-sided"

My doubts about Yoona and I's relationship took a turn. I didn't even like her the first couple of times I met her. But I don't believe she would have an affair with my husband.

"A-are you sure? I kind of feel like a bitch for not letting Chanyeol explain" Suho put his hand on my shoulder "To tell you the truth, I'm not sure, try to go back to the house and see if Chanyeol is there"

He sighed shaking his head "If that doesn't work out let me know and please.....find a place to stay, if any of this leaks out you need to keep those children out of it as much as possible" He gave me a stern look before softening up "Be safe, your friends are outside"

With a blink of an eye he left the room, while I sat and contemplated on the events that would follow from here on. A couple of minutes had passed and the twins, surprisingly, had woken up.

Both had heads full of disoriented hair and tussled pajamas. "Mornin mommy" They said in a sleepy tone. "Good morning my babies" I kissed each of them on their forehead.

"Put your shoes on, we're going back home" I lightly requested. They were still sluggish, slow with getting off the bed. It was expected, they were 3, turning 4 soon, with all that energy comes a lot of sleep and because of the party, they stayed up late, assuming we would have slept in.

The twins strapped up their shoes and we were ready to go. It was nice and warm outside, a sign to tell us that spring was soon to come. The sun was shining down and I couldn't help but stop and forget everything that has happened.

My daydream was soon interrupted by a honk, I looked over to see a limo parked right in front of the hotel. Half of Tao's body was poking out of the sunroof "Get in loser!!!"

I smiled and guided the children to the vehicle, carefully placing them in first. In the limo was Tao, Luhan, and of course, the driver was Kris.

"Omg!!!" Tao clapped his hands "It feels so fun playing detective!!" Luhan nudged him on the side "Shut up!"

I looked at them questionably "What's going on?" The two only smiled innocently. It was never good when these two were together. Both had a lot in common despite the minor age gap, considering they both had moved from China to South Korea.

Their parents were really close, former schoolmates actually, even though their fathers were so close they led very different lives. Tao's became a very successful CEO while Luhan's settled on fulfilling his wife's dream of owning a flower shop.

Status did not matter to them, however, one rich and one poor, in fact, you would think Luhan was born into a family of money. If you never went to his parent's house you would have never known, he always wore the nicest clothes, his hair was always dyed a new color and his makeup was never less than perfect.

But they also had a striking attitude. They always had gotten what they wanted. If you were as to so much give them the wrong look they would find a way to come to your house and slash your tires. The two bonded over their diva-like attitude and interests in fashion but if the two were planning something it would be best for their target to disappear before they strike.

Luhan sighed "This one here" he pointed to Tao "Can't keep it shut for nothing" Tao scoffed looking insulted "He would have found out eventually!!" The two began to fuss back and forth.

"Can somebody please explain what the hell is going on!?" I asked, annoyed by the two's bickering.

"Well, as you know we're going to the house to see what damage is done, everyone sort of just left after what happened and surprisingly your dad didn't castrate Chanyeol" Tao started.

"But, Luhan and I have decided to investigate Yoona with the help of a P.I. we think somethings fishy about her.....other than her pussy of course" Both of them burst into laughter at the joke while I made sure the kids didn't hear that.

*P.I means private investigator*

"Guys, can we please just drop this Yoona thing it-" Luhan cut me off "Oh look we're here!" I glared at him knowing he interrupted me on purpose.

We exited the limo, entering the house. I shuffled to find the keys in my bag before opening the door.

The house was messy, cups were on the ground, plates and napkins scattered in the table and trahbags leaning up against the wall as if someone tried to clean up.

The air felt different, like it was no longer my home. I couldn't hold the tears forming in my eyes as I remembered the events from last night.

Footsteps were heard coming down the stairs and low and behold there was Chanyeol. His sweatpants were hanging off his hips and his t shirt hugged his muscles, even as I was standing here heartbroken I couldn't ignore his handsome frame, one that I had shared intimate moments with.

He looked shocked at first but then I saw a flash of guilt or possibly regret. "Daddy!!!" The twins ran towards him, he bent down to pull them both in a giant hug and no matter what I couldn't help but smile.

"Hey kiddos!!!" He ruffled Taehyung's hair and squeezed Chelsea's cheek "Why don't you guys go upstairs and play?"

The twins agreed and made their way up the stairs. Chanyeol's smile softened a bit as he approached me. I heard a growl from Luhan as he got closer. "I'm suprised you came back" He scratched the back of his head.

I kept my face as neutral as possible "Well, I decided it was only fair to hear your side of the story" He tensed for a moment "About that......before I tell you..promise you won't get mad?"

I shook my head "I don't make promises to people I can't trust" my comment made him frown but he continued "I may have gotten someone pregnant-" A slap came to his face and before you ask no, it wasn't me.

"THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?" Luhan yelled "HOW THE FUCK YOU "MAY" HAVE GOTTEN SOMEONE PREGNANT!?"

"The same way he fucked me at a party the department threw him before the wedding" A voice sounded through the room. We all looked around only to see Yoona at the end of the stairs.

She was dressed up in a business dress and her jacket hung on her shoulders. She stood high in her red bottomed heels and oddly enough you could make out an outline of her belly.

Luhan ran towards her grabbing her by the hair "YOU FUCKING HOMEWRECKER!!" By now they were both on the floor and all you heard were Yoona's shrieks and Luhan's cursing. Luckily Chanyeol was able to pick Luhan off of Yoona.

"I'm gonna kill you one day I swear!!! Lemme at her! Oh the things I would do to you if I didn't have three giants in my stomach!! " He tried to claw away from Chanyeol. "Luhan!! Luhan!! Stop it!! She's pregnant!!" It was as if Luhan stopped and froze his tracks.

He looked at me, then to Yoona, back at me, Yoona, then Chanyeol. "The fuck?" That was all he could utter. And that's when it clicked, of course I knew Yoona was pregnant but she never told me who the father was, unbeknownst to me the father wasn't in the picture because he was with me.

I looked a them both with menacing eyes "I can't believe it" I spoke with my teeth clenched. "You bastards, you knew....you fucking knew"

My eyes began to fill with rage and something in me just made me go. I pounced on Yoona "I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU!!"

I clenched onto her shirt "First you take away MY HUSBAND, then you ruin OUR RELATIONSHIP, and now what? You're pregnant? By my husband? You wanted to get one last fuck in before he was tied down? Or did you plan this whole thing?"

She looked at me with suprise as she stuttered over her words but I couldn't even stand her pitiful blubbering. I let go of her only to stare at Chanyeol. Hurt had filled me instead of wrath.

"Are you happy? Are both of you happy!?" I screamed and yelled so loud my voice started to crack and my throat was sore. "ARE YOU HAPPY!?"

I was crying so much I couldn't see. I know I probably looked crazy and I felt it. But it was all too much, and maybe too much for the baby.

I felt an uncomfortable pain in my stomach. Almost like a soft contraction. "Holy shit he's bleeding!!!" Tao screamed "Kris!? Kris get in here!!"

Bleeding? I was bleeding? Does that mean somethings wrong with the baby? No....its too early!!!

A/n: At this point Baekhyun has passed out. The children rushed downstairs and Kris has come in to inspect the situation. Baekhyun is now speaking in his conscious almost like a coma like state.

I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry. You're father he....don't blame him. If you don't die before you're born and you grow up without me or your father just please don't blame him. I'm sure that he still loves us but maybe it's best if we aren't together. Maybe we just weren't met to be. But that doesn't mean that we love you any less. I promised that I would do you right, this time, you would have a good life, even of that means without me. But you have to stay strong Okay? It's too early and you won't survive if you try to come out now. Just wait a few more months and I'll make sure to shower you with all the love I have. Everyone is just so excited to meet you, especially your older brother and sister. They can't wait the most. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My shining star.